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I Still Consider Myself Lucky.

Today I went for a mask fitting thingy at school..
Meet back all of my friends..
How I miss them..
The one pathetic thing is that,the thingy only happens for awhile..
Bloody.. Come so early,end up it's only around half an hour..
Oh! I received a present from my friend Feezy!!
& it was a doraemon stufftoy!! Hahaha....
After that,I went to meet my twinny,Syazi!!
Hehe..It's been a long time we hangout with each other..
While waiting for him,my frineds,Wati,Cara,Nurul & bf,decided to wait with me too..
Then suddenly nurul said to me someting random,
She told me meet her & the others again a few minutes later..
Then I was like "Okie........."
So went off with twinny,to have a chat with him..
Asked him for solutions & we shared some of our crazy stories..
Then while chatting,Cara & Wati came to see me..
& guess wat??
The 3 of them,Wati,Cara & Nurul,bought me a birthday present!!
Hehe...& it's a bigger doraemon stufftoy!!! Hahahaha...
I was freaking happy...
Thanx girlfriends... U guys are the best... =)
Finished hanging out with twinny,we decided to go home..
Oh well,I enjoyed my day & presents...hee..
Thanx again my larlings..

PS:My mind is still on u.... I just can't stop thinking of u....

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This Is Me Without You..

As I was lying on my bed,

I read the messages in my handphone..

The messages that came from u..

I smiled & I laughed while I was reading them,

It might sound crazy but it's true..

I really miss u alot..

Sometimes,I just can feel your presence when I was feeling down..

When I felt it,I feel more calmed..

Friends sometimes said to me,

It's unbelivable for us to make it through eventhough we rarely meet each other,

And I agreed with them..

I do get jealous when I see other couples get to meet each other almost everyday..

But us?

We only get to meet like only once a month or once in 2 months..

It was devastating.. I always had to wait that long..

But patience always occurs in my heart..

U have your reasons & I have mine..

I know that eventhough we are far from each other,our heart is not..

I don't know why I've become emotional tonight..

Maybe I've missed u too much..

I miss your hugs & kisses..

I miss the way u smile at me when we were joking with each other..

& the way u kissed my hand,it just makes me adore u more..

When we meet,I know I didn't show it how much I missed u..

But just to let u know,I always do my dear..

Hopefully we get to see each other soon..

& to be there in your arms..

~END~

Labels: I Fell Asleep On Your Deathbed.

Dreams Turns To Tears..

My birthday was today...
And I keep breaking down the whole day...
Conflicts at home and I couldn't even get to go out and celebrate..
I think mum and dad had forgotten about it especially dad..
He still shutting his mouth..
Whatever..
It just sucks..
On my birthday,I have to feel this way..
Crying and crying and more cries..
I even hurt myself which I wasn't suppose to do..
I know some people might think that it's just a small thing to cry about..
But my heart hurts real bad..
Never in my life that I cried this bad during my birthday..
It's suppose to be tears of joy not sadness..
Haiz..
I just don't know what to say..
When I see that my friends and my love are the ones who wished me,
I felt demoralised..
And in my family,only my sis remembers..
Hatred runs into my bloodstream..
Maybe I'm being punished by God? I'm not sure..
But I'll try my best to stay strong about it..
Hopefully............

~END~

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