Dreams Turns To Tears..
My birthday was today...
And I keep breaking down the whole day...
Conflicts at home and I couldn't even get to go out and celebrate..
I think mum and dad had forgotten about it especially dad..
He still shutting his mouth..
Whatever..
It just sucks..
On my birthday,I have to feel this way..
Crying and crying and more cries..
I even hurt myself which I wasn't suppose to do..
I know some people might think that it's just a small thing to cry about..
But my heart hurts real bad..
Never in my life that I cried this bad during my birthday..
It's suppose to be tears of joy not sadness..
Haiz..
I just don't know what to say..
When I see that my friends and my love are the ones who wished me,
I felt demoralised..
And in my family,only my sis remembers..
Hatred runs into my bloodstream..
Maybe I'm being punished by God? I'm not sure..
But I'll try my best to stay strong about it..
Hopefully............


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