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Randomness Boredom.

If you saw a carrot lying on the floor what would you do?
-Hmm..I would probably just wash it and put it in my fridge??

How come the sky is blue?
-Dude,only God knows..

Do flying fish really fly?
-I don't think so..they just jump one place to another I guess..

Would you rather eat 5 bottles of tomato sauce or have to wear green for a month?
-Wear green for a month it is!

Do you like elevator music?
-Yeah...it's kinda relaxing though...

Where did you get your phone from?
-From Starhub shop..

Have you ever heard the song bad touch?
-Nope..who sang that song??

Would you ever date someone 20 years older than you?
-No way hosey! Too old for me...haha..

Do you wish you had a hot chocolate right now?
-Yes.... OMG... I'm feeling thirsty right now..

When I say Australia, what is the first word that comes to mind?
-Sydney!!

What question would you add to this survey?
-Are you a dumbass person?

How many holes are there in your underwear?
-I wear boxers..hahaha...

What colour is your house?
-Erm....white??

How many windows are in the room you are in?
-Let me see... 2 windows in my bedroom..

What hair color would you like to have?
-Purple!! I've been longing for that colour.. -_-"

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Labels: I Won't Worry My Life Away.

When 2 New Friends Met Up With Each Other..

Yesterday I thought I wanna update my blog..
But I was too tired.. So yeah,didn't touch the lappy for the whole day..haha..
This is because I went to rebond & cut my hair as the same time too..hehe..
Mum has got her bonus & I'm wasting her money by going rebonding again..
So bad ain't I? Hahaha...

Not only that,I also get to meet a new friend,Irah..
I got to know her from tagged..
We've been sending comments to each other all this while..
We even exchange phone numbers.. (Sounded so wrong? Yeah,I know..haha..)
Well,she's into hardcore music but way core than me..
Actually we've been planning to meet up with each other but the plan always fail..bah!
So,she messaged me yesterday,asking whether or not I'm free to hangout with her..
I told her I was going to do my hair & she agreed to follow me..
I was kinda shocked because to me,confirm she'll feel bored if she follows me..
But then she messaged me this,"Haha why sey.Lol dapat meet u dah happy.Then after that u rebond la"..
I laughed when I read it..
Afterwards,I went to wait for her because she wasn't sure about tampines that much..
When she arrives,off we went to the saloon..
In the shop,we keep crticising & yakking about stupid stuffs,haha..
3 1/2 hrs passed,our butts was aching & thank goodness it was oll over..
She went off to go skate with her friends after that..
Eventhough we didn't talk that much,but I had a great time getting to know her..
Hopefully we can hangout with each other again..
Hey Irah!! Thanx alot ya!!
xD

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Labels: I Won't Worry My Life Away.

Thank You Lord..

Wazzup!!
Yeah,I know,I sounded nuts isn't it?
But who cares! Hahaha..(Evil laugh)
Okie..I'm going overboard already..hehe..
Today,what am I going to update about? Hmm..

Let's start from yesterday..
I went out with my bestie again! Hehehe..
We went cycling at pasir ris park..
Damn,it was a hell of a ride!
I was feeling kinda bored because I was all alone at home as my parents went to malaysia
for the last 2 days..
So I asked Zee,if she wanna follow me go cycling or not,& she agreed!
Then off we went yesterday..
Eventhough we cycled only for half an hour,we already felt tired..hee..
Then I lead the pathway to where the horse's stable is..
When we arrived there,Zee was going crazy for the horses..
But to me,if she's happy,I'm happy too.. =)
Afterwards,we went back to tampines to window shopping for clothes..
As Zee going start school soon,she needs to buy some clothes for herself..
If not she have to be like "batman",have to wear the same thing everyday..haha..
I'm so bad....hehe...
After a long day of talking shiets & making a fool out of ourselves,we decided to go home..
Thanks for spending time again with me Zee..
Really appreciate it... =D

Today!!
I checked my exam results on the internet!!
& I pass!! Woohooooo!!
I'm damn happy...
I get B for my Patient Care A,
I get C for my Biology Science 2,
& I get B for my Gerontology..
My GPA also has improved! From 1.8 to 2.1...hee...
Alhamdulilah.....I'm really thankful about it.. All my hard works,it's all worth it..
Hopefully I can do better next time and make it to higher nitec!
Insyaallah......

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Labels: I Won't Worry My Life Away.

Jason Mraz Is Loved!

Holla!
I'm feeling kinda bored right now.. So let me update about music today!
So,yeah,these few days,I just need some good music to keep me groove on..
I don't know why,I wanted to listen to Jason Mraz songs..
I only listen to some of his songs but not really indepth about his music..
At first,I went to watch 'Lucky' music video..
Actually the video really didn't match with the song but whatever..haha..
But then,I came across this song..
Damn the song is nice!! It's really upbeat & it makes me wanna dance all the way..
(I've been doing that when I was cleaning up the house..hehehe..)
But seriously..
The song is freaking nice..very bumpy..
Alright then,enough yakking..
Listen to the music for urself & what do u think of it..
Hit the play button people!

Labels: I Won't Worry My Life Away.

I Still Consider Myself Lucky.

Today I went for a mask fitting thingy at school..
Meet back all of my friends..
How I miss them..
The one pathetic thing is that,the thingy only happens for awhile..
Bloody.. Come so early,end up it's only around half an hour..
Oh! I received a present from my friend Feezy!!
& it was a doraemon stufftoy!! Hahaha....
After that,I went to meet my twinny,Syazi!!
Hehe..It's been a long time we hangout with each other..
While waiting for him,my frineds,Wati,Cara,Nurul & bf,decided to wait with me too..
Then suddenly nurul said to me someting random,
She told me meet her & the others again a few minutes later..
Then I was like "Okie........."
So went off with twinny,to have a chat with him..
Asked him for solutions & we shared some of our crazy stories..
Then while chatting,Cara & Wati came to see me..
& guess wat??
The 3 of them,Wati,Cara & Nurul,bought me a birthday present!!
Hehe...& it's a bigger doraemon stufftoy!!! Hahahaha...
I was freaking happy...
Thanx girlfriends... U guys are the best... =)
Finished hanging out with twinny,we decided to go home..
Oh well,I enjoyed my day & presents...hee..
Thanx again my larlings..

PS:My mind is still on u.... I just can't stop thinking of u....

Labels: I Fell Asleep On Your Deathbed.

This Is Me Without You..

As I was lying on my bed,

I read the messages in my handphone..

The messages that came from u..

I smiled & I laughed while I was reading them,

It might sound crazy but it's true..

I really miss u alot..

Sometimes,I just can feel your presence when I was feeling down..

When I felt it,I feel more calmed..

Friends sometimes said to me,

It's unbelivable for us to make it through eventhough we rarely meet each other,

And I agreed with them..

I do get jealous when I see other couples get to meet each other almost everyday..

But us?

We only get to meet like only once a month or once in 2 months..

It was devastating.. I always had to wait that long..

But patience always occurs in my heart..

U have your reasons & I have mine..

I know that eventhough we are far from each other,our heart is not..

I don't know why I've become emotional tonight..

Maybe I've missed u too much..

I miss your hugs & kisses..

I miss the way u smile at me when we were joking with each other..

& the way u kissed my hand,it just makes me adore u more..

When we meet,I know I didn't show it how much I missed u..

But just to let u know,I always do my dear..

Hopefully we get to see each other soon..

& to be there in your arms..

~END~

Labels: I Fell Asleep On Your Deathbed.

Dreams Turns To Tears..

My birthday was today...
And I keep breaking down the whole day...
Conflicts at home and I couldn't even get to go out and celebrate..
I think mum and dad had forgotten about it especially dad..
He still shutting his mouth..
Whatever..
It just sucks..
On my birthday,I have to feel this way..
Crying and crying and more cries..
I even hurt myself which I wasn't suppose to do..
I know some people might think that it's just a small thing to cry about..
But my heart hurts real bad..
Never in my life that I cried this bad during my birthday..
It's suppose to be tears of joy not sadness..
Haiz..
I just don't know what to say..
When I see that my friends and my love are the ones who wished me,
I felt demoralised..
And in my family,only my sis remembers..
Hatred runs into my bloodstream..
Maybe I'm being punished by God? I'm not sure..
But I'll try my best to stay strong about it..
Hopefully............

~END~

Labels: I Fell Asleep On Your Deathbed.

Be Straight Up With Honesty.

How I wish I was back at school again..
Having this holiday is kinda sucks.. Have to face everything at home..
I thought I'm gonna have a relaxing time but it's not going to happen.........

Yesterday morning,after I did my morning prayer,
I went back to bed..
But as I lie down,I heard some bashing & crashing coming form the kitchen..
It was my dad doing it..
I didn't do any housework the night before,and the kitchen was kinda messy..
So I guess that triggers his anger..
But I just ignore about it & let him be..

When I woke up around 10am afterwards,
He was there sitting in the kitchen with face so gloomy..
Then when he had used the lappy,he threw the charger right infront of my eyes..
Feeling frustrated I walked out of the room and headed straight to the toilet..
I brokedown in there..
It was just once I didn't do any housework.. Why must he make it such a big fuss?
Nightfalls..& he still continues his attitude..
Like,come on,we are having a family meal here,he doesn't have to show his bloody ignorant face..
My siblings & I just ignore his character & just ate our foods..
Then we wanna kiss his hand when he's going to work,
He showed us his pathetic face..
Gosh! What is wrong with him?!
I continue to be patient..

Today,it was a disaster..
He woke me & my sister up in a harsh way..
Mum was at the kitchen and he sat there too..
The nagging part starts.. He started to scream & shout at us..
He thinks that we are always disrespectful to him..
Who doesn't?
He treats us the same way too..he also disrespect his own mum too..
Why the hell he always think about himself?
It's totally unfair,seriously..
Urgh! I feel like screaming at him back about all the mistakes he had done..
I was crushed..
Why must it turn out this way?
It was just a minor mistake & he make it so freaking big..

I just don't know what to do anymore..
I can be patient but I have my limits too..
He needs to realise his own mistakes first then correct us about it..
Haiz...I need to get out.. I need my time..............

~END~

Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold.

I'm Her Zombie Friend.Heeeeeee.

Met my bestie today...
Damn,I had fun with her! Hahaha...
We played badminton and it was freaking hilarious!
At first,we went to the hall which have a shelter,but then it was too windy,
So we head on to the playground..
That's when the craziness start..
For a few minutes,the way we play was kinda slack because we didn't want to let the
shuttle cock to be stuck in the tree..
But as we were getting that feel on the game(sounded so wrong..haha),I surfed the shuttle cock
with full force..
And,too bad,it got stuck in the tree..hehehe..
So,Zee(my bestie)threw her slipper,and gues what?
It got stucked too..hahaha..
It was damn funny..
After that I threw my racket to hit the slipper,and yes! It fell off! (Except for the shuttle cock)

Afterwards,we went back to the hall,to continue our game..
So many styles we did while playing..
Zee played like a ballet dancer and I? She told me I look like a zombie while I was playing..
Darn u Zee!! Thanx eh! Hehehe..
An hour of chilling,I decided to go back to her house to watch a movie..
So at her house,we watched the movie "No Vacancy"..
It scare the hell out of me!!
Zee kept laughing because I keep shouting and she kept making scary noises just to hear me squeal again..hahaha..
Then at 6pm I decided to go home..

Overall,I really enjoyed my day..
It's been a long time we didn't hangout with each other..
So,yeah,ILY Zee!
=)

~END~

Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold.

It Irritates Me More & More..

Is true..
That stupid guy has changed u..
I found something from your wadrobe that shouldn't be there..
What has got into u??
I thought u didn't like that kind of stuffs but now..urgh!
Asshole..
I HATE HIM.
Your dresses,u didn't even wear them anymore..
What for u bought them in the first place??
I've never hated someone this bad before..
Maybe if u get married with him one day,I don't know if I can accept that..
Whatever.
U love him,and that sucks..
It's getting on my nerves..

~END~

Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold.

Hide Behind The Shadow. It's My Shield.

Name a website you go to that you think none of your other friends know about?

-Vampirefreaks.com..hehe..

When you see a cute bug in your house, do you kill it or release it?

-I would probably release it,but if it irritates me more,I might as well squash it..haha..

How do you think the world will end?

-Only God have the answer..

When do you think this might happen?

-Not sure myself..I don't wanna think about it..

What is a toy from your childhood you would want back?

-My machine gun...I miss it..boo hoo..

What little things always make you feel better?

-My buttercup... My best buddy..hehehe..

Who was your first celebrity crush?

-Erm...let me see...Jhonny Depp?? Haha..

How do you get over an ex that you're still friends with?

-Easy.. Forgive & forget.. =)

Do you live in the moment or go by a schedule?

-Just live in the moment.. Go with the flow beybeh!!

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Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold.

Rain Rain,Come Again.

It's 12:08 am on the clock..and I can't sleep..
I'm feeling kinda sleepy but don't know why,these eyes can't shut..
Thinking about something??
I'm not sure myself..

I'm having my holidays now..but somehow,
Just now,I said to myself that by going to school is better..
Funny isn't it?
I mean people wants holidays and here I am,talking about school..
I don't know..
To me,by going to school,at least I get to distract myself from stupid stuffs in the head..
I'm not talking about suicidal things of course,
It's just that,when I stay at home,I'll get mood swings usually..
Well,who doesn't right?

Grandmama has been starting to be weird again.
And it's freaking me out..
And sometimes,my anger takes over me..
U know,it's not easy to take care of elderly..
U have to be really bloody patient with them..
I nearly use high pitch voices at her,because my mind is really messed up..
But I try my best to slowly talk to her..
She's my grandma after all..

I also pity my mum..
Have to go through all this burden..
This is all my dad's side fault..
This is their mum we're talking about..
They are old enough to forgive & forget,but damn,they are idiots..
Now,because of them,my mum can't go out with me or with the family..
She worries that nobody is gonna take care of grandma,so she rather stay at home..
I really miss going out with her..
Too bad,this is what we have to go through..

Boyfie also has been having problems lately..
I really pity him alot..
His family problems are far more worse than mine,
And that's when I started to be thankful that I still have a good family..
Hopefully he can go through it all..
But I'm really proud of him..
Eventhough his family is like that,he still gave his best shot for them..
He still stays strong and fighting..

PS:To my hotcore,I know everything is tough for u right now..
But I want u to know that I'm always here to support u,give u strength and confidence,
so that u won't feel alone.. Heart u lots..

&& this goes to my mommy too.. I miss u mum... Hopefully we can spend time with each
other again...

Well.gotta go..
Kinda tired..hee...
Gonna crash on my bed..hehe...

~END~

Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold.

Vadaboom!!

Exams just ended!!
Now I can get back to my blogging moments!!
Hahax...
How are ya homies?? I'm good like the usual..
Relaxing during the holiday...hee..

Okie,enough talking!
I have a new song to share,and damn it's fabolous!!
I loike!! Weeee~~~~
I was just searching some new songs at youtube..
And there,I saw it..
A Skylit Drive's latest album,coming up this 9th June!!
Woohooo.....
But too bad... Singapore didn't sell their albums..
Son Of A Nutcracker!!
They are like the next hot stuffs besides Alesana..
(Alesana,I still love ya.. ^-^)
Anyway,this band plays post hardcore music,and their songs are grool!!

Introduction's done,so now with the music..
So people,listen to it..
I'm sure you're gonna like it,because I love it!! Hee..
Hit the play!!

Eva The Carrier By A Skylit Drive

Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold.

A Nightmare That's Ending...Maybe??

Been MIA??
Yeah...I know...haha...
Been kinda busy nowadays..
Having exams these two days..so getting caught up in the moment..huhu..

It's so fast that 2.1 syallubus is ending soon..
Kinda half sad and half glad about it..
Sad: Attachment again.. Shish!
Glad: At last,moving on..hee..
I really can't believe that I'm in year 2 now..
Time passes us by so fast and so many memories happened..

I went through a tough time during those 7 weeks of schooling..
I shed tears like almost everyday,
But still,I'm thankful that I'm still strong enough to face it all..
I almost gave up because the subjects & projects gets more tense..
I hate it..
But overall,I managed to get it in place..

Oh well,that's all I can say..haha..
Have to revise for biology exam tomorrow..
Urgh! My nightmare..
-_-"....

~END~

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