Life. It gives us happiness,love,pain,hatred and so on.
Sometimes,this life can bring joy to our hearts,where else it can also messed up our mind.
And the part which destroy the heart is love.
Love,it can be beautiful but at times,it can stab straight to your heart.
You want to fall in love,but you're just scared.
Yes,that's me. I'm scared to fall in love once again.
I'm scared the ending might be the same again.
Broken hearted and walk away.
My feelings for him are still the same. No doubt about it.
We poured our feelings yesterday but it went chaos.
Maybe...maybe it's my fault. I'm the one who told him to be patient.
It's not that I don't want us back together.
It's just...sigh. It's hard to explain.
I've always prayed that he will be my future husband,be my imam and guide me through our Islamic rituals.
I've always dreamed about that. Even crying about it.
He doesn't know it. Because,he will never understand how much I need him.
For the sake of Allah,I love him.
Why? Because,I know,behind that grumpy attitude of his,I know Allah has created a gentle human being. It's just he needs the right guidance.
That's why I never fail to advise him eventhough he doesn't believe in motivational words.
Sigh. Only Allah knows how I really feel for you,Tan Siang Chuan.

"Tuhan,tolong nyatakan lah,pada nya tentang cinta,
Adakah masih diriku diperlukan?"
:'(