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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Why Is It So?
 Yesterday,I went to meet up with an old school mate for awhile.He told me he was at the A&E,not feeling well. So,after I've finished my work,I went down to see him for awhile. He got shocked when he saw me though. While there was a pause in our chat,suddenly he asked,"Erm,why the sudden change? Why did you wear the tudung?'. For the people who don't know what "tudung" means,it's hijab. All I could reply is,"Errrr. It's quite hard to explain though," then I laughed. Many people has asked me the same question. "Why?" "You're still young,there's no need to wear" "You sound so weird with all these religion talking" That's the stereotype I've been getting by the society. Okay,to all the people who wondered why? Here's my story. As you people know,I used to be somesort a rocker last time. I love black clothings,eyeliners,dark eyeshadows,dark music and so on. I hated colours and I was a negative thinker. But throughout the years that I've gone through,suddenly I grew tired of the same old remedy. I wanna explore something more than just sadness. My mum started sending me to the religion class to learn how to read the Qur'an. I was starting to get interested with what I'm learning as I've not been that religious. So,that was part 1. When me and my bestfriend,started to open an account for our new blog,Tumblr,that's when my life has changed. I followed and reblog many things about Islam. It was such an eye opener. Then there's this part I started to read about hijab. It stated that,"Don't let the day that you've die,will be the day you'll wear your hijab". I was stunned. All I did,was just kept quiet. I mean,it really strikes the heart though. Not only Tumblr helped me,listening to songs from Maher Zain,really wakes me up. Especially the song,"Thank You Allah",it gives that calmness to my soul. I brokedown. Because I know,I've been such a sinner in my life. So,that night,(I forgot which date),I put on the scarf on my head. I've never felt more beautiful. And when I looked into mirror,tears are rolling down from my tired eyes. I was so in love in Allah's grace and blessings. Positivity runs in this veins and I'm smiling even more. To all earthlings out there,someday,you will feel what I felt. The feeling of "belong" is very hard to find. Now that you have read my story,I hope you will understand why i put it on. (: ~END~ Labels: A Beautiful Mess. |