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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Hope.
 To be honest,I don't feel the peace in my heart at times.It's like something is missing. And when I do my solat(prayer) ,these tears tend to roll down on my cheeks. I don't know why. Really. While I was doing my solat,my mind would also tend to think about something else rather than being engrossed in His words of wisdom. I feel so bad by then. :( Why am I feeling this way? Why do I feel like my world is falling apart? O Allah,give me the answers and reasons. I told my loved ones to stay positive at all times,but then,I can't tell that to myself. Sigh. Maybe I need time for myself. I need time to be with you too,Allah. You know what,suddenly my heart open up to visit Mecca at Saudi Arabia. I want to know how does it feels like to be closer to God. I even told my mum that next year,I want to go Umrah with her. For those who don't know what does Umrah means,it sometimes being mention as the 'minor pilgrimage' or 'lesser pilgrimage'. Why do I want to visit that place,you ask? Well,I just want to be away from everything. To me,it's somesort like a 'vacation',but it's more on knowing about yourself. So,insya Allah,hopefully,I can make my dream come true and visit Madinah. Amin. ~END~ Labels: A Beautiful Mess. |