How Complicated Can It Be?


Busy,busy,busy.....
My schedule is really packed this week.....
Very tiring....well,that sucks.....
Many things I have to complete in time....
Gah!! My tolerance level is like already on the loose....
Seriously....sometimes I just feel like I want to drop dead infront of my lecturer...

You know,when I've reached at this 1.2 practice,
I'm starting to feel nervous about my future...
I kept thinking,whether or not I want to continue this career....
Yea,I'm getting used to it....
But sometimes I just feel that I don't have enough potential for it....
I keep having the "blur" reaction when Im infront of my lecturer...
I was really disappointed with myself today....
I mean,I can do it,but my conscience was not clear....
Everything was in a mess just now....haiz....

I really wanna do well,but my points are still low....
Like damn low.....
I want to make it big but I always pull myself back when the feeling came...
I dont want to lose hope...
I know I can do it.....but...sometimes,you know....
Wait,hajar,don't be like this....fight it!!
Okie2,I know I'm talking to myself right now...haha....
But whatever it is,I'll try my best to be in the pace....
Competition keeps getting harder.....
Hopefully,I will not lose.....

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