Back To December.
You've been in my mind every second.
And I keep repeating those memories of us like it's being played in a vcd.
I've tried to be away from it but still,I just can't.
Why can't I stop from doing that?
And everytime my mum asked about you,I just feel like you're mine again which is not.
Like a proverb in malay,"Kalau ade jodoh,tak ke mana".
It explains that,eventhough how long you're far apart from each other,if the both of you are meant to be,God will bring us together again.
Sometimes,at night,I wish you are hugging when I'm crying.
Because I miss that sense of belonging in your arms.
I'm quite ego isn't it?
When you keep asking me the "us" question,and I keep denying.
Because I don't want to be considered as weak in your eyes.
Sigh.
God knows how much I miss you.
:'(

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