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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Dear God.
 Sometimes,I'm tired of trying to portray myself as the positive one.It's not that I want to be a pessimist but,I just think I need to be save too. Sadly,I still try to show that nothing can hurt me. Today,at work,I was kinda disappointed with my colleagues. I'm not bragging,I can't do a job alone,but come on,I have feelings too. So,yeah,I didn't try to communicate with them afterwards. It sounded childish,I know but I was too hurt to talk. They tried to talked to me,I ignored. That's what some of the people have been telling,I'm too kind,too nice. I need to be more firm as they say. But,this is me. I can't stop from being kind because that's what our Prophet Muhammad teaches us. Eventhough how much a person hurts me,I will still be there for them no matter what. Sigh. I don't know. My colleague texted me,to ask whether or not I'm alright. I replied her with a smiley face. Where else,I was still feeling down. Maybe I was thinking too much. The feeling of loneliness,grabs this heart and makes me wonder much. O Allah,I want to be at a place,where it's only me and You. I'm tired of thinking about the world. Allah,please guide me to the right path. :'( ~END~ Labels: A Beautiful Mess. |