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Adam Dan Hawa.

About a few hours ago,I just finished reading this book.
I'm telling you,it's worth it.
Tears keep rolling down my eyes when I read it.
Maybe,I have lost the sense of love,eversince that day happened.
I keep telling myself,"How can a husband wait for his wife,for 8 years just to mend things back into pieces?".
It's not easy,I'm telling you.
If a husband,wait for you that long,even how many times you hate him for whatever reason,he's definitely the man you've been searching for in your life.
Love is blind they say,and we sometimes,we tend to forget the true meaning of love.
Like what happens in this book,the husband sacrifice his dignity,just to see his wife come back in his arms once more. That's true meaning of love.
I know,in our modern days,it's hard to wait for that kind of love.
I guess,I have to be patient in wanting to receive that kind of love.
A husband who doesn't care about his wife flaws,looks at her inner beauty,change for the better,and guide her through religion.
And,if I become somebody's wife one day,I will try my best to be like Ain,(the character in the book),pray for her husband's well being,love him endlessly,guide him and be the apple of his eye,insya Allah.
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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Dear God.

Sometimes,I'm tired of trying to portray myself as the positive one.
It's not that I want to be a pessimist but,I just think I need to be save too.
Sadly,I still try to show that nothing can hurt me.
Today,at work,I was kinda disappointed with my colleagues.
I'm not bragging,I can't do a job alone,but come on,I have feelings too.
So,yeah,I didn't try to communicate with them afterwards.
It sounded childish,I know but I was too hurt to talk.
They tried to talked to me,I ignored.

That's what some of the people have been telling,I'm too kind,too nice.
I need to be more firm as they say.
But,this is me.
I can't stop from being kind because that's what our Prophet Muhammad teaches us.
Eventhough how much a person hurts me,I will still be there for them no matter what.
Sigh.
I don't know.
My colleague texted me,to ask whether or not I'm alright.
I replied her with a smiley face.
Where else,I was still feeling down.
Maybe I was thinking too much.
The feeling of loneliness,grabs this heart and makes me wonder much.

O Allah,I want to be at a place,where it's only me and You.
I'm tired of thinking about the world.
Allah,please guide me to the right path.
:'(

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Music.

Right now,I'm listening to an old classic song,
from the band "Chicago" called "If you leave me now".
Random much? I know.
Suddenly,I feel like listening to such slow songs.
Not only them,before that,I was listening to Savage Garden,Mariah Carey,Bee Gees and much more.
I'm so irritating,right? Haha.
I guess it's due to my friend's upcoming wedding ceremony.
All of us were like,"Hey! This song is nice! That song is nice!". Epic much.
That's when I told them,playing the classics are much more nicer for weddings.
So,one of my colleague,typed 5 pages,listing all the love songs.
I'm in heaven. Haha.

But the other thing is,I will keep reminiscing memories of the past while I was listening to them.
Especially the song,"I knew I loved you by Savage Garden",totally emotional.
It gives me a flashback.
Sadly,memories are just memories. It hurts us,yes,but it will still live inside our mind.
Sigh.
I need a hug. Hehs.
Well,ending it here.
I will just go and have my rest before I go crazy. Hahs.
Goodnight earthlings.

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Wedding.

Late afternoon,I was watching a bridal show at my aunt's house.
Suddenly,there are some questions that came into my mind.
How will I look like on my wedding day? Will people gossip or praise me?
I know,at the age of 21 years old,I'm still quite young to think about marriage and stuffs.
I still have a long way to go.
My brother thought I'm being cheeky,because at times I told him,I wanna get married.
Irritating yes? Haha.
No,I'm not being cheeky. It's just..I love the beauty of a wedding day.
That's why,I plan to be a wedding photographer,so that I could capture all the greatest moments during the ceremony.
Anyway,there's this part that made me tear up.
One of the girl,tried her dress at the bridal store and before she could showed it to her mother,she was in tears already.
It moved me. Really.
There was also another scene,whereby the husband was stunned with how his wife looked in her wedding dress.
I was feeling a little like,"T.T",during that part.
Haha.
Insya Allah,I will have those awesome feelings someday.
(:

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