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What If.
There are those days where you'll get tired of your adult life and you feel like you wanna be a kid again.
You're tired of worrying,crying,pleading,mourning for a better life.
But when you're a kid,the only thing that you are worried about are broken colour pencils,spelling errors,and those little bruises on your hand.
As you grow older,financial,responsibilities,relationships,started to overtake you.
You have to be a strong individual to face it all.
Yes,there will be people in your life that will guide you,help you,to make you smile.
But how long can these things last? If God were to take them away from you,you can't turn back time.
This is what I'm facing now. A dilemma about my life.
Which one is the right path and which one will lead me to a better self.
I'm not all emo about it,because there are other humans who's having more difficulties than me.
Nevertheless,I still breakdown thinking about it at times.
There are so many "What If 's" in my head that I could blow up.
That's why,sometimes,I acted like a small kid because it makes me feel better.
It makes me unbreakable.
Yet,somehow,I still have to face the truth.
I'm an adult and I need to have that positive mindset.
Like my mother always said,
"Nevermind you're having difficulties now,someday,your had work will be paid off and everything will be worth it".
Insya Allah,I hope so.
With the guidance of Allah SWT,I'm sure I will make it.
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Posted on: Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Posted at: 3:43 PM