O Allah.
I only feel calm in Allah's presence but after that,insecurities will occur.
The world revolves around me so fast that I couldn't think straight at times.
All the pain,anger,agony,mixed into one.
But I try to stay positive as I know there are other people who is living far more worst than me.
Ramadan,so far,alhamdulilah,has been good.
But still,as a muslimah,I haven't done enough.
I rarely read the Qur'an and I keep having doubts.
Sigh.
Maybe I was thinking too much.
I always let jealousy and unhappiness kill me.
O Allah,I'm tired actually to be feeling this way,but I'm sure one day,You will guide me again.



Kurniakan lah cahayaMu kepadaku Ya Allah.
:'(

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