Servant of Allah(swt).♥

		Random Awesome. Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients.

Rocket. A blog with full of nonsense.(: Deeper Conversation. Escape. \| Zee&Haj Tumblr! \| Quote-Book \| Ask Me Anything \| Zee \| Irawr \| Lilah \| Lynn \| Syazi \| Hazman \| Adik Shazz \| Huds Twinny \| Suella \| Faddy \| Haziee \| Na-Dee-Yah \| Fake \| Yaya \| Iqah bella \| Feetz \| archives July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 credits Design: doughnutcrazy Icon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon.		Don't Know Where She Belongs. Do you know how sucks does it feel when people keep toying around with your feelings? Well,it's happening to me now. Today they will say they love you then the next day they don't. Humans,unpredictable. I'm trying my best to be there for them,but yet,they talking crap about asking you to move on. Tell me,how can you move on,when you've been with that person for gazillion years? Tell me. Anybody can't do it right? You can say you can,but sooner or later,you'll think about that person and the memories. I'm a person who is very hard to put a trust on someone. And when I put it,I'll care that person as if they are part of my family. But if that person suddenly says,"Oh please,find a better than me. There are better people out there". Tell me! How does that bloody feel! I've been much tolerating all the pain in me,and yet,this shit happened!! Oh God,you humans don't know what I'm going through inside. I may look happy and strong,but I'm also having troubled feelings. Nevertheless,I still didn't want to show it because why,I love you too bloody much. Ah,what the hack. You don't give a damn I guess. Some people just follow their ego and selfishness. Only thinking about themselves. Whatever. I'm tired. Tired of people playing around with my feelings. Tired of people giving high hopes and they are the ones who destroys it. Like Chris Medina said in his song,"What are words,if they are only for good times then they don't?' Words. Sweet words. Sweet useless words. Sigh. I want to run away from here. ~END~ Labels: A Beautiful Mess. Posted on: Thursday, July 7, 2011 Posted at: 8:14 AM