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Double the happiness. (:
Oh! And,Chris Medina is performing on 'President's Star Charity Show' right now.
He's a fallen angel.
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Posted on: Sunday, July 31, 2011
Posted at: 8:43 PM

Masya Allah.
Being a Muslim and having Non-Muslim parents.

I am writing this because I know a lot of reverts are really torn between what they want (practicing Islam, wearing hijab, openly praying, eating halal food) and what their family expects. So I just wanted to share a couple things that made my life SO much easier.

When I first converted to Islam telling my parents was something I was terrified to do. But I ended up writing a 4 page letter explaining why I converted, Islam in general, and why I felt lucky to have such wonderful parents. At first, my mom was very confused yet sort of supported me BUT she insisted on thinking that we believe in 2 different Gods and believed in all these Islam rumors from the news. She would critisize me on wearing hijab and guilt me by saying she was afraid for my safety. It was hell because I was torn between obeying my parents and what I felt was right in my heart.

Now I am transitioning into wearing hijab all the time, openly praying, and currently trying to get my mom to make the switch to halal meat. She even recently asked to read my Qu’ran.

NUMBER 1 NUMBER 1 NUMBER 1 : Don’t be afraid to share information your parents. There is a 97.89% chance your parents know about Islam only from the news. Share information with them, try to explain things, give them Islamic literature. Be passionate and patient in your approach. It’s frustrating but having a nasty attitude will only anger them and push them away.

NUMBER 2: Be persistent. Okay, so your parents might say “TAKE THAT THING OFF YOUR HEAD” or something along the lines of that. Respect your parents but keep trying. Keep praying. Keep your Iman up. Take a slow transition into hijab. Explain why you wear hijab. Keep giving them Islamic literature. Don’t give up.

NUMBER 3: Remember that even if your parents don’t support you, you have an awesome Ummah and Allah is ALWAYS watching over you. It is hard to feel like a black sheep or like your parents are disappointed in you for your choice but I can assure you that it will get better. Support is always available!

(Via:Tumblr.)

I love this. (:

Usually,I love to read about how people who convert to Islam lived their life.

And this story,really inspires me much.

Eventhough she had a rough time convincing them about Islam,

in the end,the mum accepts.

I hope that someone will read this.

xoxo


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Posted at: 6:36 PM

Would He?
Why I Want To Get Married

because I want my eyes to see someone special, someone halal, knowing that she is my gift from Allah.

because I want someone who loves Allah and loves me because she loves Allah.

because I want somebody to share my happiness and praise Allah with me, someone to cry my tears with me and make du’a with me and someone to love and love Allah with me.

because I want to have children of my own to love and care and share with a gift from Allah.

because I want to share Allah’s beautiful creations and praise His name with someone who Allah has fated to be with me since I was born.

because verily, with a halal partner, my life and everything I do with my wife will be halal in the eyes of Allah.

because I am a gift from Allah to someone, and I want to let her feel Allah’s love through me.

(via:Tumblr)

I read this from my another blog. (:

Masya Allah,it moved me to tears.

It's a Muslim guy who wants a soulmate who not only love him but Allah too.

I wonder if my soulmate would feel this way.

I want him not only to love me but Allah also.

And love the religion of Islam,the way that I do.

Sigh. I wish. I hope.



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Posted on: Saturday, July 30, 2011
Posted at: 10:25 PM

Ramadan Is Coming.

Insya Allah. (:

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Posted on: Friday, July 29, 2011
Posted at: 9:24 PM

RIP Amy.

It's a shocking news.

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Posted on: Sunday, July 24, 2011
Posted at: 9:32 PM

Tuhan,Tolong Nyatakanlah.
It was awesome spending time with my colleagues.
All of us were like drunkard nurses. Lol.
Where did we go?
Well,we had a picnic at East Coast Park. (:
We brought our own foods and share it among ourselves.
One thing that never stop is,we keep taking photos. Haha.
But I had to leave early due some problem,sorry guys. :(
Anyway,I had fun. It was great.
Hopefully we have our next outing someday. Hee.
Love you ladies. <3

Right now,I just can't stop listening to a song by Hafiz,a Malaysian singer.
When I check out the lyrics on Youtube,I was very moved by it.
His song,"Noktah Cinta",means alot to me.
And the lyrics are kinda relating to what I've been feeling these few days.
Only Allah knows what is this heart crying about.
Sigh.
Well,I put my trust on the Almighty,only He can give me the answers.



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Posted on: Saturday, July 16, 2011
Posted at: 11:33 PM

Don't Know Where She Belongs.
Do you know how sucks does it feel when people keep toying around with your feelings?
Well,it's happening to me now.
Today they will say they love you then the next day they don't.
Humans,unpredictable.
I'm trying my best to be there for them,but yet,they talking crap about asking you to move on.
Tell me,how can you move on,when you've been with that person for gazillion years?
Tell me.
Anybody can't do it right?
You can say you can,but sooner or later,you'll think about that person and the memories.
I'm a person who is very hard to put a trust on someone.
And when I put it,I'll care that person as if they are part of my family.
But if that person suddenly says,"Oh please,find a better than me. There are better people out there".
Tell me! How does that bloody feel!
I've been much tolerating all the pain in me,and yet,this shit happened!!
Oh God,you humans don't know what I'm going through inside.
I may look happy and strong,but I'm also having troubled feelings.
Nevertheless,I still didn't want to show it because why,I love you too bloody much.
Ah,what the hack.
You don't give a damn I guess.
Some people just follow their ego and selfishness.
Only thinking about themselves.
Whatever. I'm tired.
Tired of people playing around with my feelings.
Tired of people giving high hopes and they are the ones who destroys it.
Like Chris Medina said in his song,"What are words,if they are only for good times then they don't?'
Words. Sweet words. Sweet useless words.
Sigh.
I want to run away from here.


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Posted on: Thursday, July 7, 2011
Posted at: 8:14 AM

Waiting In The Dark.
Yes,I nearly lose it these few days.
It's like my mind is in a mess and I can't think straight.
I keep breaking down.
It's tiring.
I nearly vent it on my mother just now,but I try to control it.
My mother is not to blame.
I am.
I'm tired of being me at times.
Maybe this is a punishment from God,for neglecting Him.
I accept it.
Gosh,I just couldn't type anymore.
I'm tearing up again.
Ya Allah,make me strong again.
:'(


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Posted on: Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Posted at: 8:13 PM