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Random Awesome.
Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Escape.
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My Wishlist.
 This is the first thing on my wishlist.Been doing alot of thinking lately especially about my future. Yes,I was told that,we do not have to worry about the future as we are still living in the present. Frankly,it's hard especially when you have both parents put hopes on you. I've been wanting to upgrade myself,but the motivation wasn't there. Most of my colleagues prompt me,sadly,I'm still like this. I've read alot of motivational books,it still doesn't work. I want to be the best for my parents especially my mum. I mean with her backache like that,I just want her to stop working. Gosh,I'm crying as I'm typing this. One of my colleague told me that she admire my strengths and how mature I am in my problems. To be honest,inside of me,is a little girl screaming,wanting to be saved. I envy all those people who have make it better than me. I envy the people who have strive the best. I really envy them. But I try not to,because jealousy will kill someone's heart eternally. How can I be like them? I always remind people to recite prayers to Allah and forget negativity,then when it comes to me,I couldn't tell it to myself. I just need a hug right now. I guess I would end here. :'( ~END~ Labels: A Beautiful Mess. |