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My Wishlist.

This is the first thing on my wishlist.
Been doing alot of thinking lately especially about my future.
Yes,I was told that,we do not have to worry about the future as we are still living in the present.
Frankly,it's hard especially when you have both parents put hopes on you.
I've been wanting to upgrade myself,but the motivation wasn't there.
Most of my colleagues prompt me,sadly,I'm still like this.
I've read alot of motivational books,it still doesn't work.
I want to be the best for my parents especially my mum.
I mean with her backache like that,I just want her to stop working.
Gosh,I'm crying as I'm typing this.
One of my colleague told me that she admire my strengths and how mature I am in my problems.
To be honest,inside of me,is a little girl screaming,wanting to be saved.
I envy all those people who have make it better than me.
I envy the people who have strive the best.
I really envy them.
But I try not to,because jealousy will kill someone's heart eternally.
How can I be like them?
I always remind people to recite prayers to Allah and forget negativity,then when it comes to me,I couldn't tell it to myself.
I just need a hug right now.
I guess I would end here.
:'(

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Pause To Reflect.

Ya Rab, I leave all my affairs up to you. Ya Allah, I have no idea where my own life is headed but Ya rab, you are the best of planners, the greatest, the most wise. So ya rab, I leave my life in your hands-please make me satisfied with your every decision. Ya Allah, grant me sabr, grant me taqwa, grant me tawakkul, and most important of all grant me a home in Al-Firdaws, where I can finally be in the shade of your throne, inshAllah.
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This doa really touches my heart.
It relates to me.
Only Allah is capable of everything. Subhanallah.
And as He promise us,He'll always be there.
<3

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Yesterday night,was awesome. A night that I could never forget. (':
I get to watched Maher Zain live in Singapore Expo.
When I saw him came out from the backstage,I was like,"Wow! Finally,I get to see him!" Haha.
His performances was great and the way he sang those Islamic songs,it totally inspire me much.
I couldn't stop singing and swaying to his songs.
He's an inspirational person. I guess if there are another million people like him,I guess Islam will be more noticed in the world. ^^
Oh! Not forgetting his guest artists,Irfan Makki and Mesut Kurtis,they were great too.
And I love Irfan's voice,fascinating.
For Mesut,eventhough I couldn't really understand Arab language,but I can at least understood the message he wanted to bring out to us.
Geez,how I wish I could rewind time and watch Maher perform again.
It was the best belated birthday present for me ever.
Jazak'allah Maher. (:

To ♥,thanks for hanging out with me and accompanying me to the concert.
I know,you wouldn't understand a single thing of what they had sang,but I do hope you would understand a little.
Confusing yes? I know. Heeee.
Anyway,I hope you had fun like I did.
Love you to bits.
(:

Ya Allah! Aku berdoa kepada mu,
dengan harapan agar kau berikan lah Nur terhadap diri nya.
Aku berharap suatu hari nanti,hati nya akan terbuka kepada Ya Allah.
Kerna ku tahu bahawa ada seorang muslim di dalam diri nya itu.
Insya Allah.
Amin Amin Ya Rabbil Al-Lamin.

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Syukran.

And it's true.
No matter how bad your day went,there's always that one thing that could cheer you up. (:

Today,I bump into one of my nursing co-ordinator again.
As usual,she asked me how am I. Then I was like,"I'm okay. Fine as usual",witha big smile on my face.
"Ah,I can see that. Even if I don't asked you,I can tell that you're happy with that smile of yours",she replied.
It was hilarious. I laughed.
But there's this part,where she said something,which made me wanna cry.
She thanked me for being such an inspiration to her.
I was kinda blur at first,then she explained further.
She told me,some of the ITE students are losing their hope and motivation.
So,she uses me as an example,a role model,and share my story with them.
I was really shocked,stunned. I was totally shy about it.
She thanked me once again,for being a great for the kids.
Oh my,when I heard about it,I'm so speechless.
The person that I should thank is her,my co-ordinator. She really guide me well. (':
Sub'hanallah.

O Allah,all the praises I get is the love from You.
Without you,I don't think I'll be able to hear stories like that about me.
So,thank You. <3

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Thank You Lord.

One of my colleague wrote this at work just now.
I was totally embarrassed by it. Hehe.
But they were so sweet.
I had fun eventhough my day is ruined in the early morning.

Anyway,to all the dearest earthlings out there,thanks for the birthday wishes.
Really appreciate it. (:
And to Allah,thank you God for letting me live another year of my life.
I feel so blessed.
<3

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A Time Of Breakaway.

Okay,so for the past one week,I've been on hiatus.
Busy,busy,busy.
Busy preparing for my sister's wedding of course.
The ending part,didn't end so well,but hey,I had fun. (:
My cousins were like dancing all the way and we had a dangdut dance off with our aunts and uncles.
It was hilarious. I miss those times already. :(
Not only that,I only spent time with grandma by bringing her to ride the flyer.
Mum,aunt and little cuzzy was there to join us.
I feel glad that I get to make them happy. Hehe.
So,yeah,that's about it.
My leave ends by today and tomorrow I'm starting work again. Oh boy. -.-"
Nevermind. At least,I get to meet my colleagues again.
Miss them truckloads.
Well,got to go.
I'll update soon. (:

And for that someone,here's a photo of me.
I look so feminine huh?
Haha.
^^

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