Forgive Me Allah If I Whine.
Today,my patience was being tested alot by God.
I lose control over it.
And to be honest,I nearly wanted to breakdown again.
My mind was in a mess,I've got nowhere to run.
I started to bang things here and there,stomped not walking,even all of those unpleasant words came out from this mouth too.
It gets tense continued by frustration.
I just didn't know what to do.
One of my colleague asked me,what had happen,but I only manage to smile and said there's nothing wrong.
I don't want to whine. I don't want to complain.
I just try to calm and let peace run through me.
How I wish,around this time,I'm at a peaceful place alone with the breeze.
Dear Allah,I'm sorry if I keep bragging about it.
I know,every suffering has a blessing behind it.
So,I still gonna keep my faith to You.
Please forgive me.
:'(


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