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Friendship Has No Religion.

Right now,I'm watching this awesome movie.
It's a story about two ladies,but different religion,bonded through an amazing friendship.
Who says,when you have different religion,the both of you can't be friends?
The friends I most hangout with are Christians and Catholics.
Yes,I have Muslim friends too but I don't know why I'm much closer to the ones who are not. (:
But overall,whether you are a Muslim or not,we can be friends with one another.
There is no restriction to it.
And from there,everybody in the world can live in peace.
Masya Allah. Such a nice movie.
Watch it. You'll learn something from it.
^^

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Decisions.

I miss writing poetry.
I miss sketching/doodling on a piece of paper when I'm in a daze.
I miss reading novels.
I miss all of it. Seriously.
I've lost that inspiration. The inspiration in art.
Because art,helps to let out the feelings that I can't when I communicate with people.
Oh my. How I wish I could go back to those days.
I need inspiration. I need to make myself lively again.
Sigh. But how?
:(

Okay,so,these dudes are coming to Singapore.
That's frustrating.
I'm still in the situation of deciding.
My cousin wants me to tag along,but I don't know.
But I wanna go.
They are like my idols in hardcore music!
Confusing,yes? Jyeah.
Oh gosh.
Decisions,decisions,decisions.

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And Again.

And I don't think you cared about me anymore.
I'm worthless for you now.
Yes,I am.

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I'm About To Lose My Mind.

I'm speechless.
I'm out of words.
I've tried my best to forgive & forget but still,things are not working out.
Oh dear God,what I should do?
Tell me. Give me answers.
:'(

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Jazakallah Khair.

Right now,I'm just watching videos at YouTube about a famous lecturer,
named,Nouman Ali Khan.
His lectures are amazing. It gives us a wake up call.
And as he recites some surahs from the Qur'an,masya Allah,it was beautifully spoken.
I'm totally moved by it.
His advices are straight forward and nicely put.
As you guys know,I'm so emotionally drenched these few days.
So,I watched his video on how to control to your anger.
I was mesmerized by it.
It heal this broken heart.
Whatever he said,is true.
If you try to calm yourself,and live up your faith to Allah,insya Allah,everything will be fine.
I'm gonna put that into this dummy head of mine.
Dear Mr. Nouman,thanks for the wonderful advices that you have said through the videos.
It opens up the mind and heart. (:
Dear Allah,thanks for being there for me 24/7.
Insya Allah,I'll try my best,to be a better muslimah for you.
(':

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Corrupted Thoughts.

I've always put my their happiness first before me.
But I don't think that sacrifice has been seen by them yet.
I'm not trying to say that they must pay me back,
but all I'm asking for is love.
I've tried to be the best and it doesn't work.
Or maybe I haven't try hard enough.
I'm tired,really.
Even if I share those tired feelings of mine,to me,it's a waste of time for them.
I wanna go far away from here.
Hide myself.
Sometimes,I even want to admit myself in the hospital to see who cares.
Oh Allah,only you do.
Oh Allah,I'm exhausted.
Help me.

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Forgive Me Allah If I Whine.

Today,my patience was being tested alot by God.
I lose control over it.
And to be honest,I nearly wanted to breakdown again.
My mind was in a mess,I've got nowhere to run.
I started to bang things here and there,stomped not walking,even all of those unpleasant words came out from this mouth too.
It gets tense continued by frustration.
I just didn't know what to do.
One of my colleague asked me,what had happen,but I only manage to smile and said there's nothing wrong.
I don't want to whine. I don't want to complain.
I just try to calm and let peace run through me.
How I wish,around this time,I'm at a peaceful place alone with the breeze.
Dear Allah,I'm sorry if I keep bragging about it.
I know,every suffering has a blessing behind it.
So,I still gonna keep my faith to You.
Please forgive me.
:'(

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To All Mothers.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMMYS!
^^

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A Prayer.

Did you ever feel like even though you’re praying, you still feel hollow and unfulfilled ?

I’m pretty sure everyone has been down that road before. I’m pretty sure every single one of us someday has treated prayer as one pillar you’re just….obliged to do.

But what to do when one feels so helpless ?

Sit down with a paper and a pen in your hand. Divide the paper with a margin in the middle. Write a numbered list of whatever could possibly be burdening you right now, from the simplest things, to big things. Done? Now, write another numbered list of the things you’re thankful for in your life. List down everything too; from the computer sitting on your lap, to this blog you can express yourself through, to the delicious pizza you had last night, to the awesome new jeans you just got, to the safe country you’re living in, to the clean water you’re drinking, to your eyesight, to your parents. Just pour everything down.

You couldn’t write down everything you’re thankful for, yeah ? The list is just way too freaking long! It’s actually uncountable!

Do you see what I mean ? Can I see a smile on your face now ?

That’s why we’re obliged pray. Because praying is thanking and praising God for all that he’s given you. Because when you pray, you’re supposed to remember the uncountable list, and how it’s -compared to the other list- like an ocean compared to a lake! Whenever you remember this, you remember that God could definitely flip the list around if he wants to, but he doesn’t, because he loves you.

Do you see it now ? He wants you to be happy, that’s why he’s given you an infinite list of blessings and things to make you happy. He loves you and wants to see you happy, that’s why he ordered you to pray five times a day, start everything with His name, and finish everything thanking His name, so you could remember that you’re too blessed to be stressed, and smile again and again and again.

(via I'm A Muslim:Tumblr.)

Wow,I'm totally blown away by this. It nearly brought me to tears and I'm smiling widely as I was reading it. It gave that wonderful feeling in your heart. Every word that has been spoken here is true. The more we pray,the better we feel. Allah has never failed to be there for us. All praises to Him. (':

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Salam. (:

Today,marks my mother's,Nor'aini Binte Mohammed,51st birthday. Aww,but no matter what,she still looks young to me. Hahaha. Anyway,I wish you a healthy life and may Allah bless you with more happiness mum,insya Allah. And lastly,eventhough,I may have alot people in my life that shower me love,besides Allah,your love can't never be compared with others. I love you mum and I hope the birthday ring that we've given you,makes your day. (:

Hello earthlings. (: Alhamdulilah,these past few weeks,has been totally great and awesome. I've been smiling more and that's a good thing. Starting a day with a positive mindset,has turn away this frown. Oh my,Allah really answered my prayers. Syukran. ^^ I hope everyday,everything will run smoothly. Insya Allah. <3

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