Praises and praises.
Today,eventhough,the work was hectic,but the praises that came from my patients really made my day.
Their "Thank You's" and funny jokes,totally make me laugh.
Then there's this patient of mine who praised my name.
And he even told his wife,"You see her name,Siti Hajar. Masya Allah,such a nice name".
Subhanallah. I was totally touched by it.
Thanks mister. (':
Afterwards,around late afternoon,I help this lady talk her out on her worries about the scope result.
Later on,she gave us a praise by saying that,all the nurses in my department are very friendly people. She loved it.
Shukran Ya Allah. Such beautiful words to make your day.
Well,hopefully,all of these nice-little-things,were continue every single day.
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It's Yesterday Once More.

Yesterday,we had a double date. (: Sis was with my bro-in-law,and me,well,you know I know. Hee. But I went to meet him first as my bro didn't know what time he will knock off from work. So,boyfie and me went to Cathay Cinema to watch the movie,"Rio". He wanted to watch "Scream 4" actually,but then,the timing is too late. "Rio" was awesome. The dance moves,the colurs,they were amazing. You guys should watch it. ^^ After the movie had ended,we went to meet my sis at Plaza Singapura to have our brunch. Later on,we went to Istana Park,to sit and chill. Overall? I had a great day and night. (:
To dearest,I'm sorry I didn't talked much yesterday as many things are going through my mind. But as you hug me,I felt so much better. Really. Thanks for the day eventhough it was not all fun enough. Ily. <3



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Cest La Vie.
So,today is my little God-brother's birthday. Aww,big boy already. Hehe. Happy 19th birthday lil Hakimi. I wish you all the best in your future,and never give up in your life. Remember my advices okay? (: Hope to meet you someday. ^^

It's my great girlfriend's birthday too! Nur Fadhilah,you're 22 now! Hehe. Time flies so fast. You're a big girl now! I mean,a woman. Haha. Anyway,happy birthday,and have an awesome day alright? I love you so much faddy! ^^

How have I been so far? All praises to Allah,I'm still standing strong. Whatever has been happening in my life recently,I'm trying my best to stay optimistic. It's quite tough but I just gotta try to set my mind straight. Tired of breaking down,tired of drowning myself in my negative thoughts. Life has to move on. And I guess I'm seeing my rainbow once again. Hopefully,this rainbow stays within me and keep my faith alive. <3



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I Wish You Were Like Him.
Right now,I'm just listening to a soothing song by Chris Medina.
The song is called,"What Are Words".
The lyrics are amazing. Brought me to tears.
It was made for his fiance,who I think,is kinda paralyzed after an accident.
She was beautiful before that,but tragedy happens,we can't run away from it.
As a good fiance,Chris stood beside her all the way.
He gave her love,concern and happiness throughout.
Eventhough she can't walk,Chris still tries his best to hold her and try to make her walk again.
What an angel.
The world will be a better place with a person like him.
Then there's a part in the lyrics,he sang,"Because what kind of a guy would I be,if I was to leave when she needs me the most..".
Such beautiful words. :')
So,people,try to listen to this song and you'll be inspired because I know I did.




I'll try to move on from here.
Everything happens for a reason.



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Untukmu Dariku.
Telah saya cuba untuk memberi segala-galanya kepadamu. Namun,semua memori indah pupus dengan sebegitu sahaja.
Awak berkata bahawa saya hanya mementingkan agama lebih darimu.
Masya Allah,tidak saya sangka awak mengungkap kata-kata itu.
Selama ini,saya menolak cinta terhadap Allah,semata-mata ingin bersamamu,tetapi adakah awak nampak pengorbangan saya? Tidak.
Saya faham bahawa ini agak susah untuk awak menerima,dan mungkin ia juga kesalahan saya.
Saya minta maaf sepenuh hati.
Saya hanya insan biasa.
Mulai hari ini,saya tidak mahu memaksa dengan keputusan awak.
Jikalau awak ingin pergi dari sisi ini,saya redha dengan kehendak tuhan.
Awak lebih mulia berkawan dengan seorang wanita yang lebih memahami kehendak awak dan dapat memberi awak lebih kebahagian.
Wahai kekasih hati,satu benda sahaja yang saya ingin awak tahu.
Saya tidak pernah berhenti mencintaimu walaupun saya berdiri tegak dengan agama.
Hanya awak yang tidak perasan.
Tidak mengapalah. Keputusan hanya ditanganmu dan ditangan-Nya.
Walau apapun,awak tetap didalam ingatan dan doa-doa saya.
Selamat malam kekasih gelapku.
<3




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Exhausted.

And at times,I grew tired of fighting with my own emotions.
I miss my smile.



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To Allah.
O Allah,make me stronger.
I'm tired of being weak all the time.
:'(


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Hope.
To be honest,I don't feel the peace in my heart at times.
It's like something is missing.
And when I do my solat(prayer) ,these tears tend to roll down on my cheeks.
I don't know why. Really.
While I was doing my solat,my mind would also tend to think about something else rather than being engrossed in His words of wisdom.
I feel so bad by then. :(
Why am I feeling this way?
Why do I feel like my world is falling apart?
O Allah,give me the answers and reasons.
I told my loved ones to stay positive at all times,but then,I can't tell that to myself.
Sigh.
Maybe I need time for myself.
I need time to be with you too,Allah.

You know what,suddenly my heart open up to visit Mecca at Saudi Arabia.
I want to know how does it feels like to be closer to God.
I even told my mum that next year,I want to go Umrah with her.
For those who don't know what does Umrah means,it sometimes being mention as the 'minor pilgrimage' or 'lesser pilgrimage'.
Why do I want to visit that place,you ask?
Well,I just want to be away from everything.
To me,it's somesort like a 'vacation',but it's more on knowing about yourself.
So,insya Allah,hopefully,I can make my dream come true and visit Madinah.
Amin.



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Wootz!

Alhamdulilah,I've bought the tickets for Maher Zain's concert. (:
At first,I was half hearted to buy it,but in the end,I made my move. Haha.
I totally can't wait!
18 June here I come!
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