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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Write The Letter In Teary Ink.
 Yesterday,it happened once more.And,it was just,for me,such a small thing. Then you threw your tantrum at me. It seems like I'm a punching bag for you,huh? I told you,I was just joking and you couldn't believe me. But,there was this part that I couldn't handle,you said that I've changed. Define the term "change" on me. I want to know. Maybe I'm abit sensitive now but the "change" part,I don't know what you're talking about. Listen,if I've change: -I would have date another guy behind your back. -I would just ignore you when you say you love me. -I wouldn't agree to meet you when you say you miss me. -I wouldn't pray almost every single night,for God to strengthen our relationship. -I would just leave you when you need someone during your darkest moment. Have I ever done anything like that to you? Never. Yes,never. I even told my sis that hopefully,someday,we would be the future,Mr. & Mrs. But...I thought wrong. The "change" word,you've been saying it many times too. So,I've change,right? That's what you think isn't it? Well,thanks for thinking that way. You don't know how many tears,I've cried for you. You don't know what sacrifices I've made for you. You only saw the negative side of me,and that's sad. Sorry to make these 3 years relationship,a wasting of time for you. Get a better girl. I don't deserve you. Or maybe,you don't deserve a person like me. Just let me be a loner. Now,I understood,why I couldn't be too kind and soft hearted because in the end,we'll be step on. O Allah,why these things keep happening? Why? I just feel like hiding myself from the face of the world. I had enough. Really. I can't tolerate anymore. I'm losing hope and faith. I give up. :'( ~END~ Labels: A Beautiful Mess. |