I Always End Up Hurting You.

I always have this fear in my heart.
Not being good enough in everything or for anyone.
But basically,not being good enough for my loved ones.
Overall,it's my fault. Seriously.
I keep hurting people,and disappointing them.
I'm not fit to have those people in my life. They don't deserve me.
And mum,I'm sorry if it's hard for you to take care of your children's feelings.
Yet again,I try not to let you down,but still,it happens.
Maybe,this is karma.
Or Allah is trying to teach me a lesson because I've not been a good muslimah.
O Allah,I deserve this from you.
I understand I've not been faithful towards You and I accept the blame.
To all the people I've hurt,I apologise for my mistakes.
Please forgive me.
I tried to be all that you need,
Tried not to ever let you down,
Still I can see it in your eyes,
Not good enough.
:'(
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