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Will You Hold It Against Me?

So,today is my sis's 25th birthday. (: Wow,a quarter of a century old. Haha. Anyway,you guys wanna know what I bought for today? I bought the spongebob cake(as you can see at the photo) and Americaya shoes. She was like smiling for the whole day. It was a nice feeling for me though. Lol. Eventhough we had our misundestandings,she's still my sister at the end of the day. To my sister,Yeni Hidayah,hope you like your presents ya. I know they are that expensive but it's sincerely from my heart. (:

Dear you,I'm just a normal human being.
I still make mistakes,and I know I'm not a perfect girl for you either.
We are two different worlds and I'm trying my best to make us fit in.
But I guess,it keeps not working out.
Sigh.
And I'm sorry you have to lie about some of our outing.
Or maybe,you deserve someone better.

Oh Allah,everything's a mess. Why? First friendship,then work,now... Sigh. Make me stronger, please. Give me a better path for my journey. I need You. :'(

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

A Skylit Drive.

And yes,they have come out with a new album and new style!
*drools*
Hahahaha.
Well,I've only listen to 2 songs,but I can say,it's quite amazing.
They are still awesome.
\m/

PS:This band has already created new songs,when is Alesana gonna write theirs? :/

~END~

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Walk Away.

I don't know who I could trust anymore.
It seems like eventhough,I've tried my best to be kind but still,people ditch me behind my back.
Sucks. Totally sucks.
I don't know what these humans want,seriously.
That's why I rather be an introvert like I was used to be than an extrovert.
Because at least,I could just do my own things without minding other people.
But,as a nurse,I can't be like that. I have to set a very good example.
Sigh.
It's very hard to impress people nowadays.
Or maybe,it's my fault. I don't know.
Only Allah knows how I feel.
:'(

PS: I guess I'm not the perfect bestfriend for you afterall. She's better than me. I'm not saying that I'm jealous but it seems like she understands you more. I'm happy for you. But if you need me someday,I'll be here. No matter what,I'll miss you and keep you close to my heart like I always do.

~END~

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Bummer.

They are coming tomorrow & I can't go.
Gah!
So sad didn't get to see my idols.
T.T

PS: Maybe I'm not a good friend for you anymore. Yes,you deserve someone better.

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

I'm A Rocketeer.

Today was awesome.
First stop,about work.
It was team's turn to do our half-day duty.
Thank Allah,there wasn't alot of patients to fetch.
I turn up the music and did some cleaning in our treatment room with my colleagues.
But the irritating part was,I keep sneezing non-stop. -.-"
Nevertheless,alhamdulilah,we had a smooth day at work. (:

Next,I trimmed my hair! Weee~~
At long last,my hair is short.
I mean,not that short,I did a concave. Haha.
My mum like it though. She told me,it's just nice.
Cool. I wonder what my colleagues will say,when they see me this way. Lol.

Lastly,I met up with my buddy,Wira.
He was damn funny.
We couldn't stop laughing when we share our crappy jokes.
We then went to eat at a coffee shop around tampines interchange.
He treat me to a chicken rice. Haha. Thanks bro.
After we chatted for an hour or so,the both us went straight home.
It was fun meeting this friend of mine.
Well,Mr. Patrick Star(that's what I call him,lol),hope we'll meet again.
But this time,we'll do an outdoor photography together! :D

So,humans,that's all.
I enjoyed my day and hope you enjoyed yours too.
Take care earthlings.
(:

PS:I miss my bestfriend and boyfriend. :(

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Take My Photo Off The Wall,If It Just Won't Sing For You.

I know I shouldn't have reacted that way to you.
But I just don't like it when you give up just like that.
You're feeling troubled by your problems right now,I understand.
But I want you to get up on your feet,and prove me wrong.
I just don't want you to lose to your own weakness.
I was like you once,but I still try to get out of my own comfort zone to make it through.
I want you to do that too.
Sigh. Maybe I nag too much. Surely your mum doesn't nag as much as me.
But to be honest,I want the best for you.
Not for me,or your family. But for your own good.
I'm sorry if I'm such a bugger.
Sigh.
Goodnight.

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Alhamdulilah.

Today,I learned more about Islam at my religion class. I was totally mesmerized and inspired by the words/stories that my Ustazah shared with us. As I concentrate and listen more,I started to feel how stupid I am when I didn't know anything about my own religion. Because last time,I was more into the dark side of the world,so learning about Islam has never crossed my mind. But when I joined this class,my heart and mind starts to open up. Now I know,how beautiful Islam is. And Allah is a great God. Eventhough there are haram and halal that we must follow to,He still gives us the freedom of choices in our life. Masya Allah. What an amazing god He is.
So,to all my brothers and sisters,appreciate Allah to what He has done for you.
He gave us an awesome life,so don't waste it.
Believe in Him. Pray to Him. Thank Him.
Insya Allah,you'll lead a much better life. Amin. (:

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Ka-Bush.

I nearly forgot that it's her birthday today but luckily I didn't. Hehe. So,humans,this Nur Hazieqah,one of my best buddies during ITE. And today,is her 20th birthday. You're no more a teen! Hahaha. Anyway love,hope you'll have an awesome day ahead and may Allah bless you with your future. Work hard for your polytechnic alright? Ily. (:

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Complicated.

To the faggot,
See yourself in the mirror first,
You ain't perfect anyway.
So,shut the hell up,because I'm gonna ignore you still.

To you,I'm sorry for my behavior. I know I usually keep things from you but I always think that my problems are nothing compared to yours. I'm really sorry.

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Girlfriends Are Loved.

This girl right here,is one of my crazy colleague named,Maria Nymfa. She's an awesome person. In all of my Filipino colleagues,I'm quite close to her. We kinda have the same taste of music but the same character of craziness. And today,is her birthday. Dear Maria,I wish you all the best for your future,and get married soon. Haha. Ily girl. (:

Not only it's my colleague's birthday,but one of my buddies too. And she's now quarter legal,which is 16. Haha. Damn,I still remember how my life was like when I was 16. Anyway,to Yuyu,happy birthday love. May God belss you with more happiness and great future to your life.

(:

And today,I get to meet my crazy buddy,Fadhilah,right after work. It was amazing. We keep laughing,laughing and laughing non-stop. Then we had a heart to heart talk,but after that,we continued laughing. Hehe. I hugged her so tightly when we had to go our separate ways. I totally miss her though. Hopefully,we get to hangout again someday. Thanks for the awesome day faddy. <3

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Moving On.

Every family will have their own arguments and disagreements right? None of us are perfect. But no matter how many times you had a fight with your siblings or parents,you still can't ignore them at the end of the day. Because,afterall,they are the pillar of your strength. We are connected by the same genes and bloodline. Eventhough we can't forget how they ill-treat us,but if God can forgive His fellow humans,why can't we? So,yeah,that's what I managed to do. With a strong heart and strength from Allah S.W.T,i forgive. :)

Dear boyfriend,though at times you can get on my nerves,you still can't make me stop loving you. Your smile,hugs and kisses,never fail to made my day. Thanks for the crazy outing. I know it was a last minute thing,but yet,you still followed me out. We should do this kind of outing next time and take more photos. It will be awesome. I <3 you.

~END~

Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Drop Dead.

I'm not asking for God to take my life away,
but I just need that fake drop dead moment.
Yeah,i'm losing my mind,
I know.

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Reblog!

Okay,seriously,I can't stop reblogging on our tumblr.
Haha.
But I have to control myself from clicking it again,
afraid that Zee might scream at me once more.
Hehe.
Well,right now,still waiting for my mummy to wake up.
She says she wanna ask us out in the afternoon.
I wonder if that happen. Lol.
And,oh,my baby NX-10 is back in my arms.
Awesome. Wootz.
(:

~END~

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Bla Bla Bla.

At last,yesterday,me and Zee made a tumblr for ourselves! Hahaha.
Is it too late for us? Maybe. Hehe.
It's gonna be fun. And I just couldn't stop clicking on the "reblog" button. Haha.
Then Zee was like,"Jarr! Stop raping the button!!" Hahahaha.
So,humans,follow us on our tumblr alright. Don't be shy. Heee. <3

Jyeah! I'm on 4 days off man!
Wootz!
I'm gonna sleep my ass off these days. Hehe.
And I'm gonna spend time with dear television and PS3. Haha.
So,I gotta go now.
Sis wanna use the lappy.
Oh,by the way,Happy Chinese New Year to all chinese earthlings!
Enjoy!
(:

PS: I miss my baby Samsung NX-10
Be back home soon.
T.T

~END~

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Breakeven.

Being in your arms today was the best thing ever. (: And as you hug me tightly,I feel butterflies in my stomach. Not only that,the warm feeling in my heart came back too. When you took my hand and kiss it,it was a wonderful moment for me. Your idiotic fake snores,eventhough they are annoying,they made me laugh hysterically. I just couldn't help it. Hehe. Thanks for the day sweetheart. I <3 you.

To dear friend,Atiqah. I understand how you feel love. But you just gotta to be strong alright? Every love life has it's own difficulties and obstacles. Like you said,if you guys are meant to be together,insya Allah,the both of you will be back together again. Don't give up hope okay.
(:

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.