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Nurses Day Out.

Today,I had an awesome day with endoscopy girlfriends. (: They were so funny and entertaining! Haha. These girls never fails to make me laugh. Hehe. But sadly,I had to leave early because I had to meet my sister. :( Sorry girls. But hopefully,we get to hangout again,and go nuts with each other. Hee. Love ya sistas.

And jyeah,I looked like a girl today.
I even shop for lady-like type of clothes with my sister just now.
Haha.
I'm changing my image people!
^ ^

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Urgh.

Jyeah,it's in a mess again. ):
But bestie is so cute by being there for me.
Thanks Zee.
Appreciate your concern.
Insya Allah,I'll be fine.
*hugs*

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Pppfftttt.

If I'm a cartoon character,I would pull my face like this when I'm bored. Lol.
Seriously,I'm effing bored right now. I keep staring at the screen of my laptop,and still thinking what are the websites I need to go.
But sadly,there are no interesting websites. Geez.
So,yeah,keep looking at people's profiles on facebook and reading strangers' tumblr. Hahaha.
Luckily,my twinny,Syazi,is entertaining me now on MSN. (:
He's still crazy as usual. Hehe.
And he's confessing about a girl he likes. Ooh la la.
Well twinny,follow what your heart says alright? If you think she's right for you,go for it!
Don't miss the chance! ^ ^
Okay humans,I got to go.
Goodnight world.
(:

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Live Your Life To The Fullest.

These few days,I've been reading this book called,"One month to live" by Kerry & Chris Shook. It's not a novel but it's a self-help book. I found this book on the table of our tea room. When I saw the book,I was like "Wow,this must be interesting." All of us didn't know which one of our colleagues is reading this book,but quietly,I borrowed it and bring it home. Hehehe.
But honestly,the book is a good read. There are some bible quotations in it,but hey,I don't read that part,I only read the motivational part. (:
Let me summarize what is it all about. The author challenged us to do a 30 days of living as a person who's going to die soon. Sounds freaky huh? I know.
He's trying to tell us that,eventhough we only have one month to live,we can make the best out of it.
And the more I read this book,the more I wanna be closer to Allah. It teaches me to appreciate life more and not to complain much. So,people,read this book and be inspired to be a better person in the future. (:

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Silent Screams.

I discussed with my mummy about my future just now. I told her about my dreams to take up diploma in psychology. But suddenly,mum stares at me. She asked me,"If you get this diploma,you will quit your job is it?". And my answer was yes. After that,she said something that puts a big impact on me. She said maybe her contract is ending soon and she would not know if she'll continue working. And if I quit my job in the future,confirm we will have financial difficulty. Me,as a daughter,would totally want her to retired and just rest at home. But,imagine,if I would take the diploma course and quit my job,confirm my mum will hold all the burden. It's not fair for her. She's too old to be working already and she needs her rest. Eventhough,she told me she doesn't mind if I want to further studies,I still can't let her work alone.
Oh God,what shall I do? It's between my dreams and my mum. It's so complicated. I just don't know what to do. Dear Allah,give me an answer. Make me strong. :'(

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Empty Space.

Life has been pretty messed up lately. Friendships,relationship & self,all mixed as one. But alhamdulilah,God has help me through.
To friends,especially to one of my particular friend,I'm sorry if I treated you badly today when we chat at MSN. I didn't mean it,really. I was too stuffed with my inner emotions that I forgot to treat you right. I'm so sorry. Hope we'll chat again soon.
To boyfriend,we keep having our arguments nowadays and it kinda makes me upset. But it was unfair for you if I didn't forgive you as you already apologize alot of times. But all I can say dear,is only God predicts our relationship. But no matter what,I'll always love you. ♥
To self,be strong hajar. These are parts and parcels of life. I have to keep holding on and prove the world that I'm worth it. (:

My New Motto:To Keep Your Hopes Up High & Your Head Down Low.

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Breakaway.

& Suddenly,I feel like crying my heart out.

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To Bestie,With Love.

Today,it's my bestie's,Nur Nazihah,21th birthday! (: Dude! You're officially legal now! Hahahah. I know I keep repeating that Zee,irritating huh? Hehe. Anyway,hope you have an awesome celebration on this very day. I wish you all the best in your studies and may Allah bless you with great happiness. Teehee. Can't wait to see you tomorrow. Hehe.

Oh! I almost forgot! Happy 9 years of friendship too Zee! I'm suppose to say this on 1st of January but nevermind. Lol. Well humans,eventhough I may found new friends along the way throughout my life,I'll never find a bestie like her. We may have our differences but still,she's the best. If she's a guy I would marry her but that's why God made her a girl,so that we can be best buddies until we are rotten old. Haha. So,dude,no matter what happens,I'm always here for you aite. Ily. ^ ^

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Should I? Would I?

So many things wanna achieve,so little time.
Suddenly,at work just now,I started to think about my future.
And as I Google on the internet for the diploma courses in temasek polytechnic,I was kinda interested in one of courses.
Which is,diploma in psychology. I think after I've watched the series of 'Criminal Minds',I was very interested in learning about the human behaviour.
You guys may say,why I don't want to take diploma in nursing instead?
Well,I thought of taking a different thing instead being stuck on one.
I love being a nurse,I don't deny that I like helping my patients when they are in need but sometimes,we need a new environment.
So,now,I'm thinking of retaking my O levels so that I can take the diploma course that I want.
Pray hard for the best! Insya Allah I can make it. (:

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Chow..who?

Chowder,is the new Bloo.
Hahahaha.
Damn,he's adorable.

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It's Getting Harder & Harder To Breathe.

Yesterday evening,I went to hangout with my Endoscopy family. (: It was awesome. I got to eat pasta which I've been craving for since don't know when. Hehe. We did idiotic poses for our photos and laugh our asses off when we looked at them. Thanks for the night ladies,I totally enjoyed it. ♥

The listing of my needs:
I need new songs.
I need new games.
I need new me.
I need Allah. ):

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Try Me Faggot.

I know I'm ugly,stop calling me names. You are no different yourself. At least I'm ugly but I still think about other people's feelings unlike you. Such an idiotic human being. But it was a great feeling for me to throw the board to your face. Awesome. (: So,next time,don't think I'm a quiet girl,I will do nothing. I had enough pf people criticizing me. Shut up and go clean up your own ugly life. Thank you.

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Crushed.

Maybe you should know why I was feeling sad.
It's not that I dislike you being around your friends. I'm not that cruel to cut your freedom and ask you to follow my way.
Have I ever did that to you? I don't think so.
I was sad because....sigh. I just couldn't say it.
I don't want to hurt you with my words.
But all I can say is that,maybe your friends can cheer you up better than me.
They understand you well,not me.
I'm not trying to find a reason,but it's true.

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Vroom!!

Alright.I thought of updating earlier when I came back home but my sis was using the lappy, so I had to wait. Hehe. Basically,yesterday,I went out with my siblings and my sis' fiance. It was to celebrate her hubby's birthday. And where did we went? Vivocity of course. Haha. We hang around the place,did abit of shopping and watched a movie. We watched "Tron Legacy"! It was an awesome movie dude! I was totally mesmerized by their motorcycles,cars and even their jets. And the lights on their costume,is totally grool. I wish I had one of those. Haha! So,to you humans,who haven't watch this movie,you should give it a try. It was as an amazing ride. (:

And yes,I wore this when we went out. Girly huh? It was my mummy's idea. Lol. ^ ^

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