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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Help Me Heal These Wounds.
 Seriously,I'm totally pissed off today.First and foremost,it's about work. I don't know why,suddenly,I'm very blur in the morning. I was like lost,and everything I did was in a mess. I was so angry with myself that I nearly wanna hide away for awhile. So,I tried to relax and took deep breaths. Alhamdulilah,I felt abit better. But then,my anger started to rise again. I went to this ward to ask whether or not,the patient is going for scope. Sadly,I was treated rudely by the nurse. Eventhough my adrenaline was gushing up to my brain,I try to stay calm. Suddenly,she started to be sarcastic with me. Then from there,I give her a peace of my mind,and so she shut her mouth up. What kind of attitude was that? I know I'm just an enrolled nurse but don't think I'm weak. I felt throwing my shoe at her when she did that,but I just ignore her and walked away. It gets worse through out the day. While I was trying my best to push the beds back to the wards,there'll always be a group of students who doesn't know the meaning of "excuse me". I mean,come on,you saw the effing bed coming towards you,move your butts away! Urgh! Luckily,I was a student once,if not...sigh. Only God knows. And at home,dad was being so irritating when I ask him to go to his room because I wanna change into my home clothes. His reaction?? Lie down on my bed again and watch television. Gah! I snatch my shirt and went to his room. I brokedown in there because I just can't take the pressure. Oh Allah,hear my cries. Maybe this is the punishment I get for not being able to fulfill my promise to You. But I hope,You get to heal my heart and make it better. Because I just couldn't stand being like this anymore. :'( ~END~ Labels: A Beautiful Mess. |