Breathe Again.
Hey bloggie. Did you miss me? I miss you effing much. I miss pouring out all my different emotions to you.
Now that I'm back on track,I'm not gonna stop talking to you. :)
How have I been so far? Recovering from all the bad moments that has been happening to me recently.
And to add on to my worse scenarios,I'm falling sick too. But today,my body is recovering from it though.
About the bad moments,usually it happens at my workplace.
Maybe I'm having some hormonal changes or I'm too sensitive,I don't know.
Anyways,I started to become all grumpy and began to brokedown everyday at work.
One of my colleague heard me crying at that time,and he asked what happened. I just don't feel like sharing it.
Because even myself,I don't know what's wrong.
I throw stuffs,I hit the doors and bang them hard,even my friend was afraid of me.
She knew that's totally not me but she left me alone.
Then,a few days after that,I came to become like a 'normal person' again.
I don't like to be angry always,I mean who does right?
So,I try to hang around with my colleagues whom I'm close with again and regain my cheerfulness. And alhamdulilah,now I'm feeling much better.

And last Friday,I was suddenly attacked by a spiking high fever.
I've got no mood to eat and drink,or even change my clothes.
All I want to do is lie down on my bed and do nothing. It was devastating.
The next day,mum and sis forbids me to go to work.
I was having the chills for the whole day and the migraine was killing me.
I keep having that nausea feeling but didn't vomit though.
The doctor gave me 2 days of MC but still,it wasn't enough for me.
I had to extend it because I was still feeling giddy and weak.
So far today,I felt abit better. Just that I still couldn't eat alot that's all.
Hopefully,I'm strong again to come to work.


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