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Close To The Heart.

These are the ladies who never fails to make my day a better one. They guide me well throughout these few months. It was great knowing them. They are like family to me. I wish the bonding between us will last long. :)

And this is Zee,my bestie,who never fails to be there for me. We may rarely contact and meet,but still,our friendship stays strong. It was awesome meeting her today. We had effing fun and great laughs too. But when it's time for us to go our separate ways,it was the saddest part for me. Nevertheless,I will always miss you bestfriend. Although,I'll meet new friends along the way,you are still one of my best buddy for me. ILY. ♥

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Hazy Dazy.

Okay,seriously,I am so blur today. I can't do anything right. And by the half of the day,I felt so freakingly exhausted. I drag my legs while walking and most of them were irritated by it. Haha. Sorry peeps. But overall,work was awesome. My colleagues never fail to make me laugh no matter what. You ladies are the best. :)

Happy 38monthsary to dearest Siang Chuan. :) Wow,we've made it this far? Amazing.
How I wish I could you tightly on this day. May Allah bless our relationship. Amin.
Oh! By the way,the photo shows our couple ring that he bought for us for our belated 3 years anniversary. Simple but pretty. I love it just as I love him. Teehee. ♥

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

All Sober Up.

Yesterday,we had a birthday celebration for this five ladies. It was awesome. Iffa was being so cute by singing,"Go shawty! It's your birthday!". Haha. I was kinda being the photographer of the day. All of them were like,"Hey,take our photo!". Lol. They are so cute. So,happy birthday ladies. My Friday was a blast,thanks to you guys. :)

How have I been? Fine I suppose. I'm learning to sober up again. Yes,it's tiring to be feeling crap everytime,but alhamdulilah,I'm stronger than I thought. What's have been happening lately? Well,I've bought a camera for myself. Yayness. :)
The brand is Samsung NX-10. It's a cool camera though. The structure is like Canon or Nikon but it's a bit cheaper. Hehe. I was freakingly happy when I bought it. And now,I need to train myself to use it. And hopefully,I get to be a professional photographer part time. :D

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Blow This Sorrow Away.

I can't find myself these few days.
I felt so lost in my sorrow.
I need to regain my faith back in me.
I want to fill up my world with wonderful colours again.
Dear Allah,shine your light on me once more.
:(

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Allah,I Love You.

This video is so inspiring.
Those words of wisdom,totally made me feel calm inside.
I nearly cry when I watch it.
Every word of it,it's true.
And the main purpose of this video is to let us know that,Allah is always there for us.
And never give up on life because He don't like us to be cowards.
So,to all muslims,hope you'll enjoy this video.
Because I did.
(:

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Ease The Pain That Is Within Me.

Sometimes,it's exhausting to get frustrated every night.
Allah,I need you.
Guide me. Please.

PS:Thanks love for buying the rings for our belated anniversary.
But I hope it's more than just a ring for you. Wo Ai Ni Siang Chuan. ♥

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Look Into Your Heart,& You'll Find Love.

It's a Saturday and I'm just gonna stay at home.
Work was very tiring this one week and I need my rest.
And I even had a misunderstanding with my colleague.
As I arrive home,I quickly I apologize on Facebook.
Not that I'm a coward,I wanted to approached her,but she ignored me.
I gave her a long sentence of apology on her FB wall.
And she accepted my apology.
The sweetest part was,when I came to work,she hugged me tightly.
How can I not love her for that? :)

So far,I've talk things out with him.
Been crying about it for days but that's part and parcel of lovelife.
God will always test us on it.
Even my friend said that I'm like having a long distance relationship.
But what can I say.
Our love is like this and we can't do anything about it.
Siang Chuan said this to me,"As long as our love stays strong,I don't mind anything else".
Gosh,I felt guilty about it.
Maybe I think and worried too much.
And at times,jealousy gets the best of me.
You know what am I worrying about,don't you dear?
So,that's it. We decided get things back on track and trying to bring back the love that we had.
We'll just see where we will go from here.♥

Okay,this is a cute song from Jason Mraz.
I'm really in love with it.
Aww,Jason. You never fail to inspire me. (:
It may sound very childish but it's a great song to make you smile.
Hopefully,you humans are in love with the song too.
Enjoy.

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

Dear Allah,Shine Your Cahaya To Me Once More.

I've been feeling grumpy and will get irritated easily these few days.
I just don't know why.
But when I'm at work,I'll just can't stop laughing.
It's the part where I knock off from work.
The "feeling" will come back.
Not only that,these tears will start to fall again.
It sucks to have that kind of feeling every single day.
Nevertheless,I still ask Allah to make me feel stronger.
I need it.

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Labels: A Beautiful Mess.

It's Alright.I'm Okay.I think God can explain.

One of my friend asked me this question:
"Why you sounded so sad these few days? You even put sad status on your facebook. What happen?"
I don't know dear friend.
Seriously. I don't.
It's just that at times...I just feel so lonely.
:(

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Labels: We Are So Last Year.

The One I Love.

Tomorrow I'm going to Johore with my family.
No!!! *sobness*
I don't mind going there to shop but going there to see that irritating uncle of mine,well,it sucks big time.
Then by the time he saw us,he'll start nagging like a grandma.
Trying to each us about our religion,but he's in a bad state either.
Look at yourself first before pointing your finger at others.
Because I've seen the bad side of you too.
Urgh.
Enough about him. All I know is,I wanna shop,shop,shop! (:

Things has been better with Siang Chuan now.
He keep apologizing and I felt bad about it.
So,I try to forget on what happen and move on.
But...sometimes,I couldn't run away from it.
Even when I was doing my prayer,my mind will be interrupted by that thing again.
And when I lie down on my bed,I would asked myself this,"Is he the one for me?".
Then during our monthsary,I would always pray to God,to show me the signs that our relationship will stay 'till eternity.
I'm not losing confidence but I just want to see if it's real.
Dearest love,do you feel the same way as I do?
):

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Labels: We Are So Last Year.

A Dedication For Allah S.W.T.

Just now,I read one of my friend's blog.
Monsie's blog,that's what she wants me to call her,gives me alot inspiration. (:
Her love for God is amazing.
Most of her posts was really about her thanking Allah every single day.
As I read it,I feel like wanting to cry.
I didn't thank Him everyday.
I tend to forget about Him.
I tend to think that He's being unfair sometimes.
Oh dear,I've done alot of sins. Really.
I need to bring myself to the right path again.
Oh Allah,please guide me.
I need you.
You've been there for me every single second,but I still neglected you.
Dear Allah,help me.
Bring me closer to you. I miss you.
Insya-Allah,I'll try my very best to be a good muslimah for you once again.
Ku mencintakanmu Allah.
:')

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Labels: We Are So Last Year.