In Allah,I Trust.

Today,I went to visit my aunt's,grandma's and grandpa's grave with my mum,siblings,aunt and cuzzys.
The moment I reached at my aunt's grave,these tears started to roll down on my cheeks.
I miss her.
I miss her laughter,her jokes,her bubbly character.
Mum also couldn't stop crying when she touches her tombstone.
How is she in the afterlife? I wonder.
This coming 30th November is her one year death anniversary.
I will never forget her.

Next,I went to my grandma's grave who pass away not long ago.
Her grave is quite pretty now.
They've already secure it with tiles to make it more lively.
I recite a prayer as to give her peace in the afterlife.
Grandma,it's funny when I say this but I miss you too.
After that,we went to my grandpa's grave.
It's been 5 years now he left us.
He should be in the heaven now.
He's a great grandpa.
And grandpa,we are missing you also.

While I was standing,and looking around at the graves,I keep asking to myself these questions,
"What if I suddenly collapse and leave the world now?
Would anybody miss me?
How is God gonna judge my sins?
Will I even have enough time to recite the last prayer before I pass on?".
Creepy huh? I know.
But we can't never know. We can die anytime.
That's why we must appreciate everything we have now.
Even those breaths that we take.
And thank God for his creations and blessings.

So,people,live your life.
Life can be unfair,boring and sucks sometimes,but without it,we won't be here now.
Slow down on your pace,and tell yourself that life is an amazing thing after all.
:)

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