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La La La.

When was the last time you got your nails painted?
-Hmm,a few months back I guess? I miss painting it black. :(

Do you love the last person you text?
-Absolutely. :)

When's the last time you took a bus somewhere?
-Erm,in the morning? To go to work. Hehe.

When's the last time you went to a library?
-Last week,to return back the books.

Is it obvious when people hurt your feelings?
-Somesort,yeah. I would just suddenly throw tantrums by then.

Have you ever watched someone die?
-Who doesn't?

Do you get allowance?
-Nope. I'm a working kid now. -_-"

Do piercings make people look ugly?
-Well,it depends actually. If the person has too much piercings anywhere and everywhere,then might as well he or she stop being a human. Lol.

What do you think about age?
-Age is nothing but a number baby. Haha.

What was the reason for your last smile?
-Thinking about the old memories with him. :)

Have you ever wanted to kill someone?
-If killing is legal,then yes.

What color underwear are you wearing?
-Not underwear. I wear boxers. Haha!

What color doesn't look good on you?
-Bright girlish pink! Ew!

Do a lot of people have your name?
-Yes,but in different spelling.

Who do you want to kiss?
-Tan Siang Chuan. ♥

When's the last time you looked at your latest yearbook?
-Damn,that was long time ago.

When was the last time you did laundry?
-Last night. Damn tiring.

Have you lost any close family member to cancer?
-Yes. My auntie and my grandma.

Which friend are you most similiar to?
-Nur Nazihah. :)

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Change It Again.

Sorry that I have to change my blogskin again guys.
My previous blogskin was having error all of the sudden.
Darn. -_-"
But I like this new one though. Hehe.
Aite.
Got to go.

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28.08.07

It's official,we've made it.
We are now 3 years together. Isn't it amazing? :)
Wow,time flies by us so fast that it was like just yesterday I knew you.
When people got to know where we knew each other from,they were all shocked.
You guys wanna know where I met my dear Siang Chuan?
It's through online chatting. Haha.
That was like when? I was in Sec 5 if I'm not wrong.
Random isn't it? All of my friends were like,"Woah,seriously?". Hehe.

Let me tell you a bit of summary on our story. Heee.
Well,back then,I was still feeling numb inside when my ex-boyfriend left me.
So,yeah,I went to chat online,there he was. :)
We chatted for awhile,and he asked for my number.
I didn't dare to give him. Haha!
I asked for his and said that I'll message him at night.
He gave it and then he went offline.
Then,at night,while I was lying down on my bed,I keep looking at his number,and asking myself this,"Should I text him or not?".
My sis told me to just drop him a message and make friends,so,I did.
That's where we became good friends.
We text each other everyday,cracking out stupid jokes and telling each others lives.
Then one day,he confess his feelings to me. I did the same thing too. Awww. Lol.
But we didn't become an item just like that,we took our time.
After a long time,he ask me this,"Can we be more than friends?"
I still remember that line. Hehe.
And yup,I accept it.

And here we are,still holding on.
We went through alot of ups and downs together.
We had our arguments but we manage to pull it through.
There's this one time,I nearly let him go due to our misunderstandings.
But thank God,I was strong enough to fight it.

This is a dedication to my dearest love:
Dear sweetheart,look at where are we now? 3 years of being together in hardships and happiness. Are you proud of it? I know I am. Even though I'm not being pampered by gifts and surprises like other girls do,but I'm still glad that you showered me with love all these years.
Sometimes you make me wanna scream at you but there are those times,that I just wanna hug you tightly and never let go.
Every time I meet you,there will be butterflies in my stomach.
Every time I look at you,I feel peace inside.
Every time you wrapped me in your arms,I don't feel afraid.
And every time you kiss my forehead,it's like you're telling me that you heart belongs to mine.
Hopefully,God bless our relationship.
Because I can't see my life with anyone but you.
Dear Tan Siang Chuan,I Love You. ♥

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Labels: Now And Forever.

I'm Only Gonna Break Break Your,Break Break your Heart.

Oh,Taio Cruz..
Why is your song stuck in my head?
I just can't stop singing it.
-_-"

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Shouting From The Rooftop.

Hello. I'm little Miss Psychopath. :)

Sometimes,people just don't understand my situation.
It's not that I don't want to meet you or I don't want,the fact is,I just can't.
Try being in my shoes and see how you feel.
If you're gonna be mad at me about it,then I got nothing to say.
I've apologized for it but still,you didn't reply till now.
It's sad.
I thought you understood.

I miss my boyfriend.
Even my dear Siang Chuan told me that he's missing me and couldn't wait to see me again.
I feel you sweetheart.
Yesterday,me and him had a heart to heart conversation.
It was great.
It's been a long time we had those talks.
Miss it loads.
And we are now counting down the days to our special day.
Yayness! :)

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Thank You Allah.

I came across this song at my friend's facebook profile page.
Yeah,I knew I'm kinda lagging behind about this artist and his song. Haha.
Anyway,it's not wrong to tell about him again right? (:
I totally fell in love with this song the first time I heard it.
And the video is awesome too.
It relates to what we humans are feeling right now.
We felt rejected at times,depressed and sometimes we even wanted to end our lives.
So,this song called,"Insyaallah",tell us that,Allah is always there for us during in our despair moments.
There's this part of the lyric,"Put your trust in Him,Raise your hand and pray.."
Such powerful words and it means alot.
When I listen to it,I was mesmerized.
Whatever he say,it's true.
Never fail to know that Allah is with us. He'll always guide to the way of truth.

Nevertheless,enough babbling,time for the song, Hee.
The artist name is "Maher Zain".
Listen to it and share to your friends about it alright. (:

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Broken.

I was effingly pissed off at work today,that I nearly wanna cry.
One of my idiotic colleague,makes my blood pressure shoot high up until my veins are gonna burst!
(Damn,I'm exaggerating.)
But seriously,I was super mad at him.
His mouth was like an old granny who wouldn't stop babbling.
As he was trying to say something to me,I purposely hit those case notes on the nurses' counter.
When he saw me doing that,he stopped talking.
Then,after that,I didn't wanna speak to him.
Luckily I'm fasting,and I'm a patient person,if not,I'll smash his face right up to the wall.
Grrrr.
Nevertheless,my friends manage to cheer me up at work.
These ladies,Lin,Maria & Michelle,they never fail to make me laugh.
And Lin,thanks for the hug. Haha.
Oh! Thanks to my staff nurse,Bee Lan too,for her concern.
Don't worry about me alright. I'll be fine.
No matter what,You guys always made my day.
(:

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Snap It.

This camera caught my eye.
I've been wanting to buy a DSLR camera for myself.
So,yeah,I browse through the internet to look on the different cameras they sell.
I was stuck between Canon and Nikon.
Both of them are awesome. :x
But when,I saw this camera of Nikon's,I fell in love with it.
Not only it's cheap but it's worth it too.
It only cost around $888! Cool or what?! Haha.
I'm gonna tell my mum about it.
She also knew that I'm obsessed with these camera thingys.
Alright,I'm soo gonna buy this camera!
Wait for me camey!
:)

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A Story Of A Friendship.

I was browsing through my friend's profile on facebook,then I saw this video.
As it was playing the first few minutes of the video,I started to cry.
I just couldn't help it.
This cat was trying his best to wake his friend up again.
He shook his body,he press hard on the chest area,and he even lie down beside him.
I was totally touched by it.
Not only humans have feelings but so do animals.
From this video,it gives us an awakening message.
Life is short,appreciate on what we have.
Sometimes,our loved ones will get on our nerves,but no matter what,at the end of the day,they are the ones who will be there for us.
So lived up the love and be thankful every single day.
& oh! Watch the video on youtube,see how you felt about it.
:)

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OMG. I'm So In Love.

In his arms,where I belong. ♥

Firstly,I was very blur at work.
Tuesday blues I guess. -_-"
Secondly,I get to meet Sayang today.
Awesome.
:)

& To all the Muslim people out there,have a blissful fasting month ahead. May we be blessed with purity and happiness during this Ramadan from Allah. Insya-allah. Amin.
:)

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In Allah,I Trust.

Today,I went to visit my aunt's,grandma's and grandpa's grave with my mum,siblings,aunt and cuzzys.
The moment I reached at my aunt's grave,these tears started to roll down on my cheeks.
I miss her.
I miss her laughter,her jokes,her bubbly character.
Mum also couldn't stop crying when she touches her tombstone.
How is she in the afterlife? I wonder.
This coming 30th November is her one year death anniversary.
I will never forget her.

Next,I went to my grandma's grave who pass away not long ago.
Her grave is quite pretty now.
They've already secure it with tiles to make it more lively.
I recite a prayer as to give her peace in the afterlife.
Grandma,it's funny when I say this but I miss you too.
After that,we went to my grandpa's grave.
It's been 5 years now he left us.
He should be in the heaven now.
He's a great grandpa.
And grandpa,we are missing you also.

While I was standing,and looking around at the graves,I keep asking to myself these questions,
"What if I suddenly collapse and leave the world now?
Would anybody miss me?
How is God gonna judge my sins?
Will I even have enough time to recite the last prayer before I pass on?".
Creepy huh? I know.
But we can't never know. We can die anytime.
That's why we must appreciate everything we have now.
Even those breaths that we take.
And thank God for his creations and blessings.

So,people,live your life.
Life can be unfair,boring and sucks sometimes,but without it,we won't be here now.
Slow down on your pace,and tell yourself that life is an amazing thing after all.
:)

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Hey Ho.

Another working on Saturday for me.
But luckily,today's work is not that busy.
Kinda slack though.
There were 4 outpatients who came.
The reaction that came from me was,"darn".
But then,the good thing was most of them came for OGD procedure.
If you guys wanna know what is that,Google it. Hehehe.
I also have to fetch patients from the ward,and one of them is a prisoner. Bleah.
Overall,work was fine.
I had fun with my colleagues,get to joke around with them.
Hee.

So after work,I went to meet up with my bestie,Zee.
We went to the library first to extend the due date of my books,and then off to IKEA.
Zee wanted to search for comforter fillings. Did I say the right thing? Haha.
We roam around and we found it.
The cute side of her was when she started to touch those comforters.
She'll smile very wide and started to repeat this phrase,"Hajar! This thing feels so nice!".
Damn cute. Lol.
After she bought two of them,we then walk to Giant.
It's my turn to buy pants. Hee.
I grab one of them and went to try it on.
And when I came out of the fitting room.wanna know what I saw?
Zee was hugging a pillow at the other end! Haha!
And again,she repeat that phrase!
My bestie is so cute. Hehehe.
When done with the payment,we then went home.
I had fun with you Zee.
You never fail to make my day a better one.
:)

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Exhaustion.

Seriously,I'm feeling damn fatigue.
My legs are in pain and I'm getting big panda eyes.
No! Shucks!
And these few days,I keep forgetting things.
Even one of my friend thought there's something's wrong with me because of my forgetfulness.
But I just say,maybe it's due to my tiredness.
And some more,I always wake up 530am everyday.
Now,fasting month is just around the corner.
Have to wake up earlier than the usual time.
Boo hoo.
Never mind,at least during fasting month I can take a nap during break time.
A time to relax.
That's what good about fasting month. Hee.

Alright,so next is about this boy band from Japan.
They are called,"Arashi".
Gosh,I'm totally addicted to one of their songs.
The title is "Truth".
Awesome hit. Seriously. Haha.
I keep repeating it when I went to work just now.
I just can't stop listening to it.
And their music video? Ooh la la. Hehe.
Their dance moves are nice. I like.
So,people,download this song.
It makes you wanna keep dancing when you keep listening to it.
:)

Oh! Before I end this post,I would like to say Happy Birthday To My Dear Cousin,Fadhilah. I'm really sorry that I've forgotten about it. There are so many things in my head and it slipped my mind. Sorry cuzzy. :( But,anyway,hope you have an awesome day alright. ILY.

So,that's it.
Goodnight world.
:)

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To All Nurses.

Happy Nurses Day!
Overall,it is awesome to be a nurse.
:)

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