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Needed Silence.

I'm feeling this way right now.

I just don't know why.

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Labels: Wonders.

L.O.V.E

Happy 35 monthsary to my dearest Sayang.
Gosh,time flies real fast huh?
How I wish I could hug you right now,and whisper those 3 words at your ear.
Wo ai nie baobei.
:)

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Labels: Life Is Wonderful.

Pretty You.

I get hangout with my friend,Nur Fadhilah today. :)
We didn't have to come to work as we had to go for a course.
The course ended around 5pm,so,we decided to go home together.
Arriving at tampines,we bought sushi and off we went to sit down around my area.
We then talked about work,our lives and the past.
It was awesome.
We laughed our ass off when we talked about student days.
Gosh,I totally miss my ITE moments.
Faddy then told me,she's been wearing more like a guy recently.
As in,a little bit more tomboyish.
I smack her leg. Haha.
But after that,I told her,I also miss my tomboy days.
Especially my short spikey hair. Hee.
Now,I have to keep it longer,to look more feminine. Lol!
Anyway,maybe I'm gonna meet her this Wednesday again because she wanna shop for clothes.
Yay!
It's a shopping time for me too! Hee.
Can't wait to meet her again! :D

Aite then,that's about it.
See u when I see u!
Goodnight world. :)

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Labels: Life Is Wonderful.

Va-Da-Boom.

Me and little Jannah. :)

Pooh Bear,Mrs. Spongebob & Dorae.

Seriously,I've been feeling so freaking exhausted for the past few days.
Until,sometimes when I'm standing,I can even shut my eyes for awhile.
I think this is due to waking up every morning at 6am. Hehe.
Nevermind,I can still tolerate. :)
Anyway,how have I been?
I've been doing fine. Yesterday,work was damn hectic.
50+ patients for the day. Ridiculous isn't it?? I know!
But luckily,most of my patients are understanding,if not,I think my department will turn upside down because of their complains. Hehehe.

So,today,it's my team's turn to work on saturday.
I had a great time doing stocking up the storeroom. Hee.
I clean up the place,arranging the stuffs back to the right places and checking the expiry dates.
Work was relaxing overall.
Then,just now,I went to a wedding occasion.
One of my cuzzy was there too.
We chatted and took photos after that. Hehehe.
An hour later,my little cousins came.
I only get to talk with them only for awhile.
But luckily,we get to take photos with them. Hee.

Alright,that's about it.
I wanna lie down now.
I'll update again someday. Hehe.
Goodnight world.
:)

Ps: Oh! Thanks to Kak Ernie,for buying the doraemon thermometer and plaster for me. ^ ^

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Labels: Clockwatching.

Boy,you make me wanna la la.

Double the happiness today. :)
Okay,first and foremost,it was about my workplace.
My nurse manager went to talk to me about my confirmation.
And guess what,I've been confirmed to stay in endoscopy! Weee~~!
Gosh! In my heart,I was saying,"Thank you Allah,for the blessing".
My department is a fun place to work in.
Eventhough it can be stressful at times,but my colleagues never fail to make me laugh.
So,yeah,hopefully,I could improve more on my standards and become a better nurse. ^ ^

The next happy news is,I get to meet Sayang again! Haha.
After a long wait of not meeting him,we get to see each other again.
And the other thing was,he cut his hair! Hehe!
I like! He look so effing cute with the sweater on just now.
Grrrr. Feel like bringing him home and make him my doll. Lol!
But the sad part is,I only get to spend time with him for only an hour. Boo hoo.
I hope I won't have to wait another month to see him again.
Even my colleagues said that,I'm like having a long distance relationship when she heard my story. Hehe.
Well,what can I do.
Nevertheless,as long as we are happy being together,I've no complains about it. Hee.

And...erm,that's all folks. Haha.
Feeling damn exhausted now.
Gotta go now!
Goodnight world.
:)

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Labels: Clockwatching.

Mourning.

Around 6+am,mum called home.
It was about my grandma. She passed away today.
I was not totally shocked by it as I knew her time would come.
But I felt sad about it though.
It seems like yesterday I just took care of her.
Her body was brought to my house,to clean her up.
And as they lay her in the middle of my living room,tears started to roll down on my cheeks.
It was sad to see her go.
But I just have to accept it. We can't challenged God's powers.
While I was standing there,looking at her,I saw my aunts and uncles who didn't came and visited my granny while she was alive.
Hatred burns in my heart.
Why is it now,they want to see her?
Isn't it too late to cry over it?
Dumbass humans.
I know I'm being rude here,but they don't deserve my respect.
Where were they when my mum needs their help?
My mum suffered enough already because of them.
And she's just a what? A daughter-in-law.
Pathetic aliens. Go drown yourself.
Luckily,I still have a strong faith in me,if not,I'll totally give you guys a piece of my mind.
But whatever,it is,rest in peace grandma.
Hopefully,God has forgiven your sins throughout the journey of life you had.
You maybe harsh at your words,but still,you are my grandma no matter what. ♥

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Labels: Clockwatching.

Bound By Friendship.

I bumped into my friend,Farah Iryani,at the interchange today.
I was so happy to see her!
She was screaming her heart out too when she saw me and Hazieqah.
We hugged each other,chatted for awhile and said goodbye.
Damn,that's sad.
While me and Haziee were walking at the interchange,we started to chat about how we miss attachment days.
Time flies so fast.
It's like we all are grown ups already.
The best part of being a student is,you only worry about studies and doing well in them.
But now,it's always about financial stuffs.
Gah! I hope one day,we'll have an outing and go crazy with each other.
*Fingers crossed* :)

Then,while I was walking home,I saw this girl on the other side of the road.
I smiled. I wanted to lift up my hand and wave at her.
But,I stopped myself from doing it.
Because why? It was the wrong person.
I thought it was my best friend. Haha.
Zee! I think I miss you darn much,that's why! Hehehe.
Must meet up soon!
Miss going crazy with you and hearing your babbles! Lol!

Alright,that's about it.
I wanna go and eat now.
Damn hungry. Heee.
Goodnight world.
:)

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Labels: Clockwatching.

Run Baby Run.

Today,exhausted.
52 patients came. Damn,it was hectic.
Had to run here and there,trying to keep up the pace.
And everywhere,I'll hear this,"Hajar! Hajar!". Shish. I can be famous like that. Haha.
Until one of my colleague called me,"The Runner". Cool huh? Hehe.

And,yeah,enough of work. Hehe.
Oh! I heard my neighbor is screaming her heart out at her boyfriend.
Hey,I'm not trying to be a busybody,but they are shouting infront of my house. :S
I overheard their words.
It was kinda harsh though.
Luckily,me and Sayang didn't argue like that.
But frankly,we rarely argue. Seriously. Rarely. Haha.
When we have a misunderstanding between each other,we'll try to talk things out.
Then from there,we'll forgive and forget.
It's true that they say,that we must have an argument,so that we'll know how's the other party's character like.
But still,if it's everyday,it's not a good thing.
That's why Sayang is happy being with me. Right dear? Hehehehe.

Alright then.
Time to log off.
Gonna go rest.
So long bloggers.
:)

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Labels: Clockwatching.

I Won't Worry My Life Away.

The inspirational one,Jason Mraz.

At last,I'm quite satisfied with my new blogskin. (:
Okay,I know you guys are getting bored of me changing the blogskin everytime. Haha.
But dudes,I'm just feeling so darn bored right now,that's why I change it. Hee.

Alright,so,let's update about me.
I'm feeling much better these few days.
But still,the cough won't fade away. I even have to shut my mouth tightly to avoid myself from coughing infront of my patients.
My colleagues keep laughing at me when I started to cough. Darn them. Haha.
Work was fine too.
But there's just a little bit of error just now.
Dude,I don't know that even those little boxes have to recycle.
I saw the others throwing them into the dustbin too.
But you don't have to talk behind my back about it. (Whoever you are).
People make mistakes alright.
Don't tell me you are one bloody alien who is perfect.
I'm trying my best to make a good impression but still,there are people reacted that way.
Nevermind,I'll just keep quiet,since you guys are my seniors.

Well,let's just push that problem aside.
Won't let it affect me no more. :)
Now,I'm listening to Jason Mraz's songs.
His songs makes me happy. Really.
I wish I could meet him in person and tell him,how inspirational his songs are.
You are awesome Jason.

So,yeah,that's about it.
Gonna go get my rest now.
And waiting for my Sayang to text me when he finishes his work.
Goodnight world.
:)

Labels: Clockwatching.

Keep Coming Back.

I'm simply abit pissed right now.
Because when i thought my new blogskin would be nice,it will turn out chaos.
I hate it. Really. -_-"
My eyes are getting hurt because of the codes.
Shish. Nevermind. I'll change it another day.

Well,back to me.
So,how have I been?
Sick. Lol. I've been having fever for the past 3 days.
It started from a cough then the fever came in.
I thought I would be fine after taking paracetamol,but it gets worse.
I was so coughing so bad that my colleagues notice it.
So,yesterday,I just couldn't take it anymore,I went to see the doctor after work.
Today,I'm abit better.
Still having the cough though.
Hope I'll be better by tomorrow.

How my day went?
Fine,I suppose.
Went to my religious class in the afternoon and slack at home after that.
Boring.
I want to download songs but I just don't have the mood today. Haha.
Right now,I'm just listening to the soothing voice of Richard Marx.
His songs totally makes me think about some stuffs.
Sigh.

That's all I guess.
I wanna watch some videos right now. Hehe.
Take care of yourself humans.
Goodnight world.
:)

Ps: To my friend,Syaza,I'm sorry I couldn't make it on your engagement ceremony just now. :(
I was feeling too sick and I just couldn't skip my class. Hope my gift for you will make it up to it. ^ ^

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Labels: Hold on to the memories.

Grooming.

Today,my nurse manager talk to us about grooming.
Darn,I hate that word.
As an auditor is coming around next week,to check our department,my nurse manager is feeling really nervous about it.
Then she saw my hair and said this,"Hajar,your hairstyle also have to change. Must tie up already."
Hainyah. I don't like tying up my hair. Seriously.
Because I'll get a headache after that.
Oh well,I just have to follow that.
Nurses must look professional they say. -_-"
And I also have the itchiness to cut my hair short again. Hahaha!
But,don't worry peeps! I won't! Heee.
Aite then,that's all.
Gonna go rest now.
Feeling so damn tired.
Goodnight world. :)

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Labels: Hold on to the memories.

Endoscopy Family.

Well,I'm happy at work,honestly.
Especially these 2 peeps of mine,they always made my day.
I treat them like family already.
Somemore I'm the youngest,so they are my sisters. Hehe.
They totally guide me well.
I owe them alot.
I hope our friendship will stay great like this.
And to my other colleagues,you guys are awesome too.
Love you people.
:)

Well,gotta go now.
Need my rest.
Goodnight world.

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Labels: Hold on to the memories.

Standing Up Strong.

Thanks in the grace of God,I'm feeling abit better now.
I'm tired of crying every now and then.
I felt useless for awhile.
But now,the rainbow is starting to fill up this empty heart.
Hopefully this rainbow stays.
I don't want my life to be black and white anymore.
Dear God,give me guidance.

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Labels: Hold on to the memories.