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23 Days And Counting.
 Well,I've finished reading this book. And,it was an awesome book. I love it. ^ ^ The story is about this girl,named Daelyn,who intends to kill herself after 23 days. She was sick and tired of people bullying her,and destroying her life. But after awhile,she bump into two people who wants to be her friend.And so,the story goes on. While I was reading this book,I started to recall back those times where I wanted to kill myself. Yes people,I was suicidal last time. I hated my life. Like Daelyn,I was bullied since kindergarten. Until primary school,the problem continues. I told mum about it,but she said to me,that someday,those people will be punished by God one day. Well,I believed her but going to school everyday,with those kids sticking their tongue out on me,I was terrified. Then during my secondary school years,I didn't had much friends. Like really. If my bestie didn't come to school,I would sit all alone at the corner. Sometimes,people would think I'm anti-social but basically,I'm not. I've never really trusted anyone other than my bestie. And in sec 3,I did the stupidest thing ever. Yeah,I cut myself. Stupid huh? I know. For me,if I get to see the scars on my hand,I felt happy. Seriously. I had so many family problems to handle and I couldn't absorb it no more. But one day,when I was in Sec 5,I think,I told my teacher about it. She was shocked to see the scars on my hand. And yeah,she brought me to see the school counselor. Thanks to my dearest counselor,she has turn me into a better person now. I've never think of those stupid stuffs again. I guess,if I continue that old attitude of mine,I'm a loner forever. Haha. Well,enough babble. If you guys come across this book,buy it or borrow it at the library. The moral of the story is,no matter how hard your life is,there are still other people who are living in a difficult situation than us. And don't underestimate other people's weakness. Look at your own reflection and realize that we are not perfect either. :) PS:Happy 32monthsary to us Sayang. Like I say,you'll never know how much I love you. ~END~ Labels: silent screams. |