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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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These tears kept coming..
Why oh why I just can't stop thinking of you?It keeps bugging me every night when I'm left alone.. I don't know maybe I just need your presence again.. I feel like I want to scream out your name but I know that wouldn't happen.. What did I do wrong? Why is this thing repeating like last time? I thought you said you wouldn't leave me at all but now,they are just broken promises.. A friend I could have always count on during my darkest periods is now someone who I doesn't recognize at all.. If you think it's my fault too for going missing,then you should have just told me.. I cried when I think of you.. My friend said that I should maybe just wait for you to acknowledge one day,if I'm willing too.. I'm willing to do that but seeing you there,online,I felt this crush in my heart.. My mouse cursor keep clicking on your name,but I don't have the courage to start a conversation.. Do you how bad it hurts? Yes,maybe it's my fault that I've been long gone too but you did that in the first place also.. Suddenly you went silent and when I say I miss you,you answered the same thing.. You told me you will come back soon.. So I waited... And waited.. And waited.. No answer.. You were there but you are not talking to me.. Why? I've lose enough friends,I don't want you to be the next one.. I thought I could ignore but still,I just can't.. I gave you a comment with a song in it.. And nothing.. I read your updates.. You said about something "exactly one year,nothing from you".. It kinda relates to me.. Is it? Maybe it's for someone else but the phrase really pierce through this heart.. I started reading it over and over again to reconfirm.. Gosh.. I just need to talk things out with you.. Please dear friend.. Hopefully you go through my blog and read this.. I really want things between us to become better... Please....... :'( ~END~ Labels: Crash and Burn. |