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4th Week Update:Had Those Moments Again..
 Hey people.. Back again..I've been feeling haggard these few days.. Friendship conflicts occurs again.. It was devastating.. I thought has ended,but then it came again.. Those days were like hell for me.. Thinking about them,about what is going on,was getting on my nerves.. I had a few breakdowns at school and it was embarrasing.. I didn't mean to cry infront of my classmates,but I was feeling really guilty at that point of time.. My mind was in a mess and I didn't know what to do.. How to put these puzzle pieces back together.. Then yesterday,I was sitting infront of my laptop,listening to music.. I suddenly decided to leave them and be on my own.. But then,my friend,Wati,came online.. She read my post at facebook.. And I told her my decision.. She then asked me not to do such things as it may affect the relationship further.. When I think again,she was right.. We can't run away from our problems,we just need to settle it once and for all.. I was also glad though that I talked it out with her,if not,I'll go bonkers..hee.. So,after I settle with her,I then talked to my other two other friends about this matter.. But there are still two of my friends that I didn't get a chance to talk with.. It's not that I didn't want to,just that I'm scared to touch this issue.. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.. But hopefully,if time allows it,I wanna hear their opinions and all.. It's the last semester already,and I didn't want us to be in an arguement mood everyday.. So,today,I was feeling much better.. After all,I can't let emotions run through me deeper.. I need to learn to adapt in this type of situations.. Hopefully,I can help to make this right.. To my friends,Haikal,Azam.. Thanks for being there for me when I was feeling so uptight inside.. I think without the both of u being there for me,I just don't know who turn to.. I also didn't dare to confront my bestie about it because I'm scared that I would disturb her with my problem.. Hopefully,this misunderstanding wouldn't last long.. To my GFs,if there's something bothering u,come and share with me about it k.. In God's will,I'll try my best to help in any way I can.. ~END~ Labels: Back to the age of innocence.. |