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3rd Week Update:One Project Has Done!

Hey there people.. 3rd week of school has ended!! Damn!! Time flies by so fast!! But...as the days passes on,sometimes I just wished that school days would not end that fast.. I know I know... Last time I used to grumble that school sucks and all.. But as I think back,being a student is so much better than to be out in the working life..

This week,our stress has been triggered by this stimuli called project.. (Me and my nursing phrases)Hahaha.. Finally!! Our sociology project has completed! Eventhough it looks kinda too simple,but I'm glad that I have great mates to work with.. To Feezy,Suella,Shuz and Kalai,thanks for the contribution to the project.. =)

So,now,only left my psychiatric project.. Darn!! This freaking project is damn difficult!! I still can't get the right case study!! Urgh! Hopefully,I can get a case study soon to finish my work on time.. My psychiatric test is also coming up,which is next monday,and I haven't revise a single thing yet.. I'm so messed up right now.. =X

A few days ago I went home with my new buddy,Hazman.. He's a funny person I can say.. Hehe.. When he saw me,he said this,"Oh ya! U cut your hair already..No wonder I couldn't recongise u..and yes,u look like a boy from far..hehe...". Thanks eh..hee.. But I had fun chatting with him.. I bullied him along the way because he has been doing that to me at msn.. Need revenge!! Haha.. Gonna meeet him again next week! Hee..

Well,that's about it.. I'm feeling so lethargic right now.. Need my rest.. See ya peeps!

~END~

PS:Your presence keep reappearing in my thoughts.. It's bugging me..

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2nd Week Of School:Endless Schoolworks..

Hey people..
It's the end of 2nd week of school already.. Fast isn't it?
U know what,sometimes I wished that school days will end soon but sometimes,I don't want that to happen too fast..
Crap huh?? Hahahaha..

Okie,so this week,has alot of stuffs to stress about..
Test,projects and more test.. Dang!
My sociology project is not finish yet,however,I'm glad to have such great group members..
They totally work it out..
Eventhough I'm a slacky leader,they still try their best to work on it..
Thanks peeps..
But now,I'm stress about my psychiatric project..
I still couldn't find one freaking case study that is good enough to do this thing..
My eyes were getting tired from reading those cases.. Urgh!
I'm doing a case study on phobia so it's kinda hard for me to search for it..
Bleah!
Hopefully,I can get one decent article so I can get on with it..

Today,I had fun at school..
As I was about to go to the toilet,Haikal and Willie,asked me to join them for awhile..
They were palying some crappy lame jokes with my other friend..
At first,I was kinda frustrated with the game because I couldn't get the link..
But,as haikal keep repeating the same thing,I got the picture!! Hahaha...
Then,they also have another lame joke that they played..
This one,I seriously couldn't get it.. Damn irritating..
I even beg haikal to give me the answer,but he just continued to play around with my idiotic-ness.. Darn!

Around 2pm,when the whole class has finished doing the PCB test paper,
my classmates started to gather around in a circle and played some games..
It was damn funny!! We couldn't stop laughing!
Even my lecturer joined in the fun..
I mean,we nurses need to loosen out too isn't it??
It's not like always we can go nuts like this,haha..
So,after that,we took a class photo.. Still waiting for my friend,Huda to update it though..hee..

Oh well,that's it for my update today..
Haha.. I wanna disturb my new friend,Hazman,right now..
He keeps winning!! Damn!! I'm gonna get ya!!

~END~

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Sadness Occurs..

Eventhough I have lots of friends now as I'm still schooling,I still miss my old close pals..

I kept wondering where they are & how are they doing..

Sometimes,I would just mention their names uncosciously..

Freaky huh? Well..I miss you guys alot..

I may not always be in your presence but like I said,I'm here when you need me..

To Zee..I totally miss hanging out with you and Fake..

When I look at our photos,I wish I could be in the fun moments with the both of you again..

To...Someone I know..

I really miss chatting with you..

I know I've been saying it many times,but I just can't stop thinking where are you..

My friend told me to make the first move but I told them that I'm just afraid..

But..I'm glad to know that you have someone to help you with your problems..

At least I know,you are not doing stupid things to yourself..

PS:I'm tearing up as I'm typing this..I don't know why..

But I wanna tell you guys,even I have more friends now that doesn't mean I'll forget about all of you.. I may be busy due to school works & attachments,but I'll never forget about you..

~END~

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1st Week Of School:The New Term..

Hey peeps..
How ya'll doing?? I'm doing kinda good down here..
The new semester has started,so now,we are all back to school again..
But it's the last semester already,gonna catch things up! Haha..

At first,when I received the new timetable,I was like,"Damn!It's in a mess!"..
But the good part is that,I have 2 days that I get to go home early..heee..
School this term is kinda slack abit because I don't have any phase test to do!! Yayness to that man!! Haha..
But,I get to do a new elective this time round,which is psychiatric studies..
It's my most favourite subject of all!!
Because I get to learn the different types of behaviour and stuffs..
I hope one day I get to be a psychiatric nurse..(If I didn't get to go higher nitec)..Hee..

So far..School has been fine this week..
I get to go crazy with my friends and I saw my crush!! Hahaha..
Even my friends are crazy about him.. Really!!
I think he saw us looking at him..hehe..
But hey! I look at this guy,that doesn't mean I forget about my rockstar!!
That guy is just for,u know,a booster for our day..haha..
Studies has been okay,projects keep coming..
I hope I can do well in these projects to pull up my grades..

Oh ya! I almost forgot!
This part is dedicated to my dear good pal,Azam..
Last thursday,I met up with him.. Because it's been a long time we didn't meet up with each other and somemore,he said that he have something to give me..
So,I waited for him at school.. At around 5pm,he came..
He was bringing this backpack and he said that the present was in the bag..
In my mind,wondering.. What could it be..hee..
As we already arrived under my blok,he told me to open the bag myself..
When I open the bag,I scream my heart out!!
Because it was a doraemon stufftoy!! It look so damn cute!!
I was totally touched by it.. I nearly hugged him but I control myself..haha..
To Azam,thanks for the gift.. I really really appreciate it..
I'm gonna make it as my smelly pillow from now on..huhu..

~END~

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I Heart Alesana!!

I have a great news(well,actually,I've knew it a few weeks ago,but nevermind),my most favourite band,Alesana,is making a new album soon!! Gosh!! I totally can't wait for it.. Sadly,I have to wait a few months more to 2010.. Bleah!
I really love these guys alot!! Most of the people I know,insult this band,saying that they are just another lame-ass band.. But,u know what,suit urself!!
Eventhough,I listen to other band's song,their music is kept close to my heart..
To me,they are the bomb!!
Oh well,I have to be patient in counting the months to their album.. Grrr..

~END~

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It Doesn't Really Matter To You..

Yesterday night.. It started again..
How dare he showed a face like that when his children wanted to kiss his hand when he was about to go work..
My heart was torn into pieces..
My sister suspected that he had an arguement with mum..
That's why he showed attitude..
But damn! U don't have to show ur farking face like that!

I know this problem may sounded common within u guys..
But it's a topic I wanna share about.. It's all about the Dad..
I mean why dads are the ones who will cause all the problems & will never think about the feelings of the others?
I hate it..
For example,my dad,he thinks he is like one "perfect" man..
But frankly,he's not!!
I don't know what freaking happen yesterday that he has to be such an ignorant..
My sis also shared to me,about her friend's problem..
Her father is playing scandal behind's her mum's back..
And guess what?? Her father is bloody over 50+ years old!!
Gosh.. What has happen to this world??
I feel so ashamed having these of fathers in our lives..

Why must they do this to us??
I know that it's no use thinking of it but I just couldn't help it..
I even had a bad dream last night thinking about it..
I pity my mum.. All the burden she have to went through and yet my dad is being such an ass..
I'm sorry guys if I'm being too harsh towards my dad..but it's something that I wanna let out..
My little bro do not even have such great freedom because of him..
It hurts me that he doesn't have a good life like his friends..
Haiz...

To dad,why must u reacted that way??
Probably it's such a small problem,and u are making a big hu-ha about it..
I don't wanna hate u.. But sometimes u make me to..
To be honest dad,u don't even know how to teach ur children the right stuffs..
Ur making us to turn our backs on u even more..
Mum thinks highly of u and this is what u give her??
Ur siblings are all the same as u.. Emotionless..
I hope one day,God will truly show what u are really lacking of..
Life's not a one-man show dad..
There are still other people involved in it and u are hurting them pretty bad..
I guess I'm gonna let it be since I'm still young to be talking about it..
But I hope u will realise ur mistakes soon..

A Song That Really Relates To What I'm Feeling Now.. & I'll Dedicate This To Anyone Who Is Feeling The Same Way As Me..

~END~

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I Wonder If I Could Go Back To Old Hollywood..

Can you remember your first day of school?
-Yup yup.. It was damn funny.. Haha..

Who's your best friend?
-Nur Nazihah Binte Ismail.. ;)

Do you watch the Disney channel?
-Erm... When I need some entertainment?

What can you hear right now?
-Hmm.. Good Charlotte's song playing on my iTunes..

What does your last received text say?
-"Okie..lurve u too.." by Siti Nurbaya.. =)

Are you more into music or movies?
-Music it is!!

Do you have, or would you like to get, any tattoos?
-If tattoo is not forbidden in my religion,I would have tattooed my wrist.. Hee..

Have you ever seen a band live? Who was the last you saw?
-I have never seen a band live in my life before!! Boooo....

When was the last time you went outside?
-Hmm.. Last thursday I think.. With my Rockstar!! =)

Are you too hot or too cold right now?
-Hmm...normal..

Do you have any musical instruments in your bedroom?
-Nah.. Only my dad owns a guitar..

Have you ever entered a modelling competition? Would you?
-Never!! Modelling is for the pretties!! Not me!! =X

Did you keep any drawings / stories from when you were younger?
-Yes.. I still have it my cupboard.. I don't know that I was so emo back then.. Haha..

When was the last time you saw a relative?
-Hmm.. Last few days.. My cuzzy came to do some revisions with me..

What time is it right now?
-Time to have my dinner!! Super damn hungry!!

When was the last time you were so angry you thought you would burst?
-Yesterday.. I was totally pissed off with my project..

Do you skip breakfast?
-Everyday... Haha..

Would you ever meet anyone you met online?
-Yesszaa.. For example,I've met my friends like Syazi & Ira.. They are the people that I got to know online..hee..

Are you more shy in real life or on the internet?
-In real life.. At least on the internet I can cover up.. Hehe..

Are you happy with where you're going in life?
-Yes.. Im quite satisfied with how the way my life goes.. Have to think positive always.. :)

~END~

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We Met Again..

Mine is a doraemon watch,hehe,too bad the lighting is too bright..

Hey ya'll..

Im soo freaking happy today..

Because why?? After 2 months of waiting,at long last,me & rockstar get to meet each other..

And yeah,finally,I show his face..haha..

Well,because I wanna make our relationship a low profile one.. & I mean very low..

But since,me & him,have been together for quite a long time,so I thought why not I just upload..hehe..

Okie,so,we met at macdonald's around 1110am..

When I saw him,I laughed.. Because he cut his hair!! Weee~~

I prefer him short hair to be honest,but as he was so bloody stubborn he told me,he didn't want to cut it..

Thanks to the competition of his at work,he has to cut it short in order to look presentable..hee..

So,after that,we went to hangout at Sunplaza Park..

As me and him were so lazy to go for a walk,we just intend to sit down & have a chat..

I really missed him so much I'm telling u..

I just can't stop hugging him every single second..haha..

Then there's this funny part.. We were feeling kinda sleepy at that point of time..

So,in each other's arms,we fell asleep..

It lasted a few minutes where the both of us already reached into our dreams..

It was damn funny,hehe.. He even said that the place is too peaceful that's why it was easy for us to fall asleep..

After a few hours of chatting,playing games on his handphone,snuggling,I decided to go home before mum calls me..

I really enjoyed my day.. It was a pity that it only lasted a few hours..

But I was glad to meet him..

Hopefully,I don't have to wait another 2 more months to meet him again..

If not,I'll go crazy..haha.. Kiddings..

Okie dokie,so,that's all..

I wanna go & have my rest now..

See ya!

~END~

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