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Amazing Talent She Has!! =X

U guys should try listen to the way she played the piano.. It's soothing and yet nice.. I love it alot.. As I listen to her,my fingers started to tap the keyboard on my laptop.. This makes me wanna learn how to play the piano.. Urgh!! Nevermind.. Give it a listen aite.. Oh,by the way,she played a song,titled,"Apology(Acoustic Version)" by the band "Alesana".. One of my favourite songs from this band.. Awesome talent girl!! Keep it up!! =)

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Songs They Never Die..

Hey dudes & dudettes..
Im back for more updates..(I sounded like one freaking newcaster..haha..)
Anyway,hari raya season has come this week..
So,let me wish this to all my muslim friends,Selamat Hari Raya! =)
Lame moment..hehe..

But,frankly,this year's raya,me and my family didn't went out that much..
My mum and her side of her family,were having mourning moments..
It's not that somebody has passed away(knock on wood!!),it's just that they were worried about my auntie..
Remember,I did talk about my aunt on my previous posts? It's about her..
As she is too weak to move,she had to stay at one of my aunt's house at chai chee..
It was devestating for me,my sibilngs & cuzzys,to see her in that state..
We couldn't stop crying..
After I kissed her hand,I make myself to sit in the living room..
Because seeing her that way,makes my heart crushed into pieces..
At home,I told my mum about not to cry infront of my aunt,as it will make her feel more worse..
Mum agreed,and she said,she will tell my aunt about it..
Dear Mak Muk,hope u'll bring urself back up again..
We really miss ur laughter and ur stupid jokes..
Don't lose hope aite.. We are always here for u..

Bah!!No more sad moments!! It's freaking me out!! =X
Hardcore time!! Hehehe..
Yesterday,I went to check out some new music on YouTube..
Then I bump into this song..it's a fanstatic song!!
I loovvveeee it!!
The song is not hardcore but is much more on the alternative side..
The title is "Break" by the band "Three Days Grace"..
They keep bringing such great songs to the music scene..
So,here u go guys... Give a listen to it..
Hope u guys will like it! =)

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2nd Week Of School:Holidays Are Just Around The Corner!!

Hey people!!
My 2nd week of school has ended and now,it's time for my holiday!!
Hehehe.. But I can't enjoy it that much though..
Because I have to do a group project,sheesh!
Oh well..at least I get to spend time with buddies,I don't mind..hehe..

This week,school was kinda bored.. My class advisor had to go on leave because she's been having problems with her pregnancy.. We miss her already!!
Now,there's a new lecturer in our class..
At first,we thought she was fine,but frankly,it was like a dead moment for us..
She's okay but I just couldn't get my butt into her classes..
I feel like skipping her class sometimes..haha..
When she starts her lessos,all of us would began to fall asleep..
Aren't we bad?? Hehehe..
But it's the fact..
Hopefully,when the term starts,I won't be feeling like this..

Anyway,u guys must be wondering,how I did for my CPR test??
Well...I passed!! Weeeeee~~~~
I had to do many retry for my chest compressions because I keep doing the same mistakes..
But in the end,I pulled it off.. Thank God for that..
I also got to knew my new elective class..
And I get Psychiatric class!! Yesszzaa!!
But I this elective,I have to really focus properly becuase there's gonna be anothe rproject that needs to be done..
Damn! I hate project! Urgh!
So,this means that,I'm gonna be super duper busy! Bleah!
I hope I can make it through..
Insyallah..

Hari raya is coming and I don't feel that excitement..
I'm not sure why.. I mean other people tend to look foward to it but for me,I felt so down about it..
I don't know.. Maybe,it's because I just can't connect with my cousins anymore..
I feel so freaking awkward when I'm with them..
My sis say that I'm talking crap but she doesn't understand how I feel..
Usually I rather to be in my own world,then hanging out with them..
Or maybe,I feel like I'm different from them..
Haiz.. I just have to put up with it right??
They are still my cousins..

*Smacks head* Alright! Enough of this emo moments!
I wanna share this song with u people!!
I'm quite addicted to it actually..
The song is called "Fireflies by Owl City"..
This song makes me happy and upbeat!!
I feel like I wanna be at somewhere which has a rainbow and beautiful butterflies..haha..
Sounds sissy right?? But that's what the song did to me.. It turns up my imagination!
Okie,whatever,just listen to it aite!
I hope u guys will like it like I do! =)

PS:I'm missing a dearest friend of mine.. It seems like weeks or maybe a month now I didn't talk to that person.. I miss all those good laughs and irritating jokes that we made with each other.. To you-know-who,I know,I'm also in the wrong,didn't msg u and stuff like that.. But I really miss u though.. I miss having a great buddy to make me laugh everynight.. Hope we'll chat soon.. & & I miss my bestie,Zee, so much too.. =(

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19th & 20th September:Happy Birthday Gfs!!

Rina and Wati,the two girls that I love.. They are also part of the september babies.. Damn,so many of them are in the september month.. Anyway,I just wanna wish these 2 girls a Happy Birthday!! Wati is turning 2o this month and rina is turning 18.. All grown up now.. Haha..

To my girls,I'm sorry if I didnt bought u guys any present.. It's a shame.. But I wanna u guys to know that,eventhough,I didn't buy u anything,my heart is always with u guys.. U are like family to me..

So,have an awesome birthday yeah!! Stay pretty always my beybehs!! =)

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14th September:Happy Advance Birthday Great Pal!!

Another person's birthday is coming up again.. And it's my good pal,Azam!

All grown up now..hehe..

To my friend,happy advance birthday to u..

I wish u all the best for your upcoming future and good luck always in your love life! Hehehe..

By the way,thanks for being such a great buddy,going nuts with me and endure those times when I always smack u.. Hahahaha..

Take care friend.. We'll hangout soon.. =)

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1st Week Of School:Chaos..

Back to school again this week for my 2.2 modules..
Finally,it's going to be the end soon!!

But I'm not really that excited about it though because I knew it gonna gets tougher by the minute.. Darn!!

Nevertheless,I was glad to meet my classmates again..

How I miss them so much..

Lots hugs been given to each other,it was like decades we didn't meet when we hugged..hehe..

First lesson of the day was PCB(Patient Care B),damn boring..

I was like yawning most of the time..

But luckily,my lecturer starts to crack some stupid jokes,and it was fun..

Then we got bad news,she told us that we have to do our BCLS(in other words,CPR)practical test by these week and next week..

We were all shocked.. I thought at least by term starts,it's better,but too bad..

So,this means,there are alot of revisions need to be done.. Crap!

Talking about thhe practical,our class went for it today..

Gosh!! It was like a day in hell I'm telling ya!!

First stop,our class being scolded for being unresponsible.. Nagging moment starts..

When that ends,the work began..

1st scene:Adult Choking[Conscious]..

It was kinda easy to do though,because there weren't many steps to remember.. I get through it well..

2nd scene:Adult Choking[Unconscious]..

This scene is damn difficult.. We have to really bend down and inspect the "victim".. I failed the chest compression part at first,but after positioning myself properly,I passed..

3rd scene:Infant(baby)CPR..

This one is much more tougher.. Because we cannot use too much force,as we are trying to save a baby's life not an adult.. The sequence were the same,it's just that the way we have to do it is different..

4&5th scene:Infant Choking[Conscious & Unconscious]..

I hate this scene!! I nearly fed-up of doing it!! But as I was fasting,I tried to calm myself down.. I can't even blow in oxygen properly into the baby's mouth!! I was so freaking disappointed with myself.. And the assesor keeps shouting at me,telling me to breathe out properly.. I didn't want to cry to be honest,but as I sat down one corner,my tears suddenly rolls down on my cheek.. My heart was hurting alot.. I wished I could have done better.. Bleah!

6th scene:Recovery Position..

This skill is much more better to understand.. Not much to comment..

So,all of that has done.. I'm now just waiting for my one-man CPR on monday.. Hopefully I can do it..

Okie,end of story..

Hahaha.. Kinda tired already..

Need my rest..

Chiaoz!!

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Those Boys Were Just Losers..

Hello people.. =)
I'm feelind kinda bored right now,so let me update about today..hee..
School ends at 1130am just now,happy man!!
But after that,I went to stay back for awhile,because I intend to go home with my good pal,Azam..
Sat at the study corner,few minutes later,I fell asleep.. Haha..
I was so freaking sleepy..
Around 1215pm I think,then came along Azam..
Usually,people would rather take the bus home but me and him took a longer journey by taking the mrt..hehe..
Idiotics aren't we?? Hahaha..
Oh well,we just want to have a longer chat with each other..
We cracked stupid jokes,we talk about doraemon,disturbing the passer-bys(I dont know how to spell this..huhu..)and about his crush..heee..
I started to smack him alot though,because of his irritating jokes..hahas..
Then as we already reached at tampines,while we were walking,Azam said to me we should walked the other way round..
I was blur at first but I just follow him..
As we were walking at the interchange,we saw his group of friends..
It was them that he want to get away from..
Because he knew that they would start to disturb us..
I was about to walk away form azam,but sadly,one of his friends saw him and me.. Darn!
They started to make a big commotion about it..
I just continue walking.. Azam then message me,telling me to go off first..
I was kinda pissed off actually..
I feel like shouting to those guys to shut up..
It's like they never hangout with a girl before..
Lame-ass shit people! I told Azam,if they disturb about us again,I asked to disturb them back by telling those boys that I'm a lesbian.. Hahahaha!!
Freaky huh?? Hehe..
I just don't want them to disturb my good pal further..

I guess that's the most of it..
I shall update soon again aite!!

(P.S. Need to meet up with my bestie,Zee,soon!!)

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9th Week Update:Goodbye Logbook,Say Hello To Tabber!

Hey people..
Guess what?? My attachment has ended!! Hahaha..
But...I'm not really that happy about it though..
Because why?? I prefer attachment more than going back to school..
At least,at the hospital,eventhough we get abit stress here and there,we still feel great about coming to work..
But when it comes to school,damn! U'll get hell forom the stupid projects and stuffs..
Oh well,it's going be the last term anyway.. So,better enjoy the school days! Hehehe..

Today,work was fine..
I had the great staffs to work with me.. They are the best!!
Too bad,I didn't get to say thank u to them properly.. Haiz..
I really appreciate them though..
They gave us good guidance..
Thanks Kak Mas,and Kak Lina for everything u had done.. =)

Overall,I had an interesting 3 weeks of attachment there..
Eventhough,there were some errors and we had a hard time,I think it was okay..
That's work life isn't it? Where u'll meet the people u hate and the people u can't work with..
But I've learnt that,even these people are in our way,we should not let them step on our heads..
Just ignore them and focus on our work!! Hahaha..
Like real only hajar..hehe.. -_-"

So,yeah,next week,back to school!!
Gonna meet all of my classmates again.. I'll surely hug them..hehe.. Miss them sey!!
Have to bring tabby... Urgh! That stupid big book..
But hopefully,I'll always be ready for my 2.2 modules..
If not,I'll be drowning myself..haha..

Okie dokie,that's all folks!!
I'll update more soon k!!

PS:I'm gonna miss all of my attachment friends.. They are the best people to be with.. Take care friends.. =)

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4th September:Happy Advance Birthday Love..

This month there's alot of birthdays coming along.. And this kiddo up here,is one of them.. One of my darlings..hahaha..

I know it's too early to wish her though,but I'm afraid I might not have the time to do it tomorrow.. Busy woman lah sey! Hehehe... xD

Anyway,to my dear friend Ira,happy birthday to u.. All grown up now..hehe.. I wish u much happiness in your life and hope u'll do well in your O levels ya.. Be confident aite!! I know u can.. Just try your best k.. Jiayo!! Hahaha..

Hopefully we can bump into each other again,because I'm missing ya already.. Heeee.. Have a blast on your birthday aite! Enjoy! =)

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3 September:Happy Advance Birthday Dear Friend..

I know it's like how many hours early but I still wanna wish this person anyway..

At long last,my twin is all grown up..

Isn't it fast how time flies by right?

Dear friend.. I'll pray that u'll have happiness always and be that someone that u have always wanted to be..

I know u can.. Insyaallah..

But eventhough,I won't be around to see u achieve the greatness,I'll still hope for the best for u..

Because why? A twinny always wanted the best for her twin..

Make sure u'll have a blast and have an awesome day ahead ya..

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