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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Moments That Were Gone..
I was checking up my facebook in the afternoon..To me,sometimes,it's no use checking it.. Because why? It's just merely the same thing everyday.. So,anyway,I went to check my friends profiles.. Just to see how they were doing.. Most of them really changed alot,especially my secondary school friends.. I couldn't barely recongize them at all.. When I look upon their names,then I remembered some of them.. How pretty and charming my friends grew through these years.. I smiled when I think back those times.. It was funny.. But to be honest,I don't really miss my secondary school life.. Through out those years,I only have one friend who really sticks with me until now which is Zee.. I know this sounds so lesbian but yeah,I love her.. Like a sister.. Secondary school moments means nothing to me without her.. She's the one who has been there for me especially during my bad times.. It's been a long time we didn't meet up with each other because of my busy schedule.. Hopefully we'll hangout soon.. I started to have this topic open because these few days,I felt lonely at work.. It's a sudden thing and I don't know why.. Is it an emo thing? I don't think so.. I mean I have great friends at ite now.. I don't deny that.. But sometimes,the feeling just came upon me.. On and on,when my friends talk about their lives,I felt small about myself.. It's like I'm missing much more in this world.. The way they say it,like it makes me think back,"Am I missing something here?".. I wonder.. That's why,when like two of my friends,chat with each other about their great moments,I rather keep myself silent and listen to their stories.. Is it a jealousy? I'm not sure.. I need some answers beneath these sadness.. I think I need more self-confidence within myself.. Dear God,help me get through this.. I know with Your guidance,I can bring myself back up again.. PS:Left eye is having infection again.. So,I'm having my medical leave tomorrow.. Dang! Have to come back on saturday to do make up.. Somemore it's the first day of the fasting month.. Whatever.. To hotcore,too bad I can't meet u tomorrow.. I need your hug badly now....... =( ~END~ Labels: I Belong To The Skies |