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7th Week Update:Im A Blur Blur Kid..
 Hey ya'll... Yeah,I know.. MIA again..haha.. Oh well.. Busy with work always.. Haiz.. This week,I'm in a new ward..and it's a surgical ward.. Damn,it's hectic!! =X Last monday,I didn't get to work because I was on mc.. Eye infection again..(itchy hajar).. I had to stay at home and mostly slept my whole day through..haha.. So,I came back the next day.. And I was freaking blur.. Blur to the max!! Then there's this CI(Clinical Instructor),give me a one to one orientation since I didn't came on the first day.. In the end,I get the whole picture..haha.. But one thing,the way the people did the work there is totally different.. The way they chart,the timings,the protocall.. I was totally lost.. I had to take up everything in a speed.. Like SERIOUSLY fast.. I guess I can't work under pressure.. I can't focus and I keep making the minor mistakes.. I was really angry with myself for being such a dumbass.. At first I was mad with my EN,but then,when I think back,I also had to get ready for the future.. I also have to work alone when I've become the official nurse one day.. But I don't think I wanna be a nurse,haha.. Confusing huh?? -_-" These few days,I had alot of breakdowns.. I didn't even know why.. Last few days,when I came to the tea room,suddenly I just brokedowns in my friend's arms.. It was damn embarrasing.. Then the whole day,I was in a bad mood,that I didn't even talk to my girlfriends that much.. Sigh.. Maybe because of work pressure.. I really miss cardiac ward.. Miss learning about the stuffs of the heart.. Oh well,hopefully I can go through this with a strong heart.. Somemore,it's already fasting month,and maybe every tough job I'm going through will be a blessing in disguise.. I think that's the most of it,I wanna share.. It's boring I know..hehe.. I got to go now.. Need to do some research for my next training.. Darn! PS:I miss my friends who are now in the other ward.. Miss all the fun we've been through.. Hope u guys are doing okie ya.. Hajar loves ya all!! =) ~END~ Labels: I Belong To The Skies |