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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Be Straight Up With Honesty.
How I wish I was back at school again..Having this holiday is kinda sucks.. Have to face everything at home.. I thought I'm gonna have a relaxing time but it's not going to happen......... Yesterday morning,after I did my morning prayer, I went back to bed.. But as I lie down,I heard some bashing & crashing coming form the kitchen.. It was my dad doing it.. I didn't do any housework the night before,and the kitchen was kinda messy.. So I guess that triggers his anger.. But I just ignore about it & let him be.. When I woke up around 10am afterwards, He was there sitting in the kitchen with face so gloomy.. Then when he had used the lappy,he threw the charger right infront of my eyes.. Feeling frustrated I walked out of the room and headed straight to the toilet.. I brokedown in there.. It was just once I didn't do any housework.. Why must he make it such a big fuss? Nightfalls..& he still continues his attitude.. Like,come on,we are having a family meal here,he doesn't have to show his bloody ignorant face.. My siblings & I just ignore his character & just ate our foods.. Then we wanna kiss his hand when he's going to work, He showed us his pathetic face.. Gosh! What is wrong with him?! I continue to be patient.. Today,it was a disaster.. He woke me & my sister up in a harsh way.. Mum was at the kitchen and he sat there too.. The nagging part starts.. He started to scream & shout at us.. He thinks that we are always disrespectful to him.. Who doesn't? He treats us the same way too..he also disrespect his own mum too.. Why the hell he always think about himself? It's totally unfair,seriously.. Urgh! I feel like screaming at him back about all the mistakes he had done.. I was crushed.. Why must it turn out this way? It was just a minor mistake & he make it so freaking big.. I just don't know what to do anymore.. I can be patient but I have my limits too.. He needs to realise his own mistakes first then correct us about it.. Haiz...I need to get out.. I need my time.............. ~END~ Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold. |