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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Technically.You're Just Being A Dumbass.
Was relaxing in the room and using the lappy while I was sitting on my bed..And there she came,saying that she wanna use it.. Fine.Whatever. She wanted to go online.. I started to become pissed off.. Come on man,I was using it,trying to make myself happy,and there she goes..ruining it. Actually she was having an arguement with her bf (arguements back to back)..urgh! MSN keeps having problem in logging in,and I was kinda praying for it to happen...haha... And too bad,it works...shish! Her bf was there..online..and she called him.. Then the bf told her to webcam with him...that added to my frustrations.. She then happily go and on the webcam.. Dude!! Can't u see that I wanna use it?? If u wanna freaking talk it out with ur pathetic bf,talk it on the phone won't u?? To be honest people,in most of her bfs,he's the 2nd person of my "disliked list".. I don't know why.. I just don't like him.. He changed my sis alot and she's such an idiotic to follow his words.. Even my mum doesn't like him.. I don't know what does my sis see in this guy.. He likes to use vulgarities,and he's not good at dressing himself.. If it was me,I would just let him go and let him have his life.. ....forget it.. It's her choice,it's her life.. It's no use if I say anything to her anyway.. ~END~ Labels: The Strength I Need To Uphold. Overcoming The Obstacle.
I've been emotionally challenged this one week..My thoughts has been bugged by those remarks that someone has made.. And I'm truly disappointed when I heard about it.. I never thought that u would say those things about me.. What have I done wrong?? If u have some problems with me,u can just tell me about it.. No need to hide from those dramas.. It's useless.. But I think God wanted to show me your true colours and I've seen enough.. It was devastating for me to swallow it all, But in the end I made it through.. The people who I didn't regard as my close friends,in the end they help me to fight it.. I was kinda embarressed but I'm glad.. Was losing my trust back there,but they pulled me up.. Thanks alot dear friends.. I just don't know how to show u my grattitude towards your help, But I really appreciate it.. Oh well, Since u said I don't care anymore, Then maybe I should just do it.. I had enough.. My patience has my limits,so I think I'll just let u off.. It's your life anyway.. I wouldn't bother no more... Hopefully you're HAPPY with them... ~END~ Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. I Have To Learn To Break Some Hearts.
Fuck The Haters,The Assholes, The People Out To Get Me, The Whiners, The People That Cheat Me, The People Who Pretend To Be My Friend, Those Who Are Purposely Rude, Those Who Purposely Lie, The Hypocritical, The Greedy, The Deceiving, The People Who Don't Aprreciate Me, And... Fuck The Fake!! Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. Randomness... I Can't Sleep... Boo...
It's already 2:16 am and I still can't shut my eyes..I'm feeling fatique but I can't sleep... Damn... Something bothering me?? Nah... I guess I had a long nap just now,that's why..haha.. Since I'm already here,let me share to u what has happened at school... The first few lessons,were kinda draggy for me... I can't really concentrate... Especially the biology period..gosh.... I can't insert much more information in my head... It's like the brain's gonna blow up soon... KABOOOM!! Hahaha...kiddings... So,yeah,my lecturer keeps yakking and yakking..sucks... I know she's concern about us,but come on woman,we need a break and get out of it for awhile... Shish! After her period,we went for our gerontology class... We had to do a roleplay... It was seriously fun and crappy.. Everybody made a nurse uniform with only paper and masking tape... Not only that,we also make charts,the IV drip,blood pressure set and so much more.. It was very entertaining.. All of us laughed real bad...haha... Such great times... *********************************************** Right now,I'm messaging with my hotcore..haha... He can't sleep either... So we just continue messaging since it has been a long time we didn't have any long chats with each other... We talked about the first time we met each other, The old memories and so much more... I miss him already... He told me that he is happy with our relationship... And so am I... I never thought we might made it this far with all the challenges that we face through... But we did.. Okie,this sounds kinda mushy but I really heart him alot... Eventhough sometimes I didn't show it, My love for him has always been strong... I'm thankful about it.... A message fom him: "You know what? I really feel like hugging u tightly in my arms right now... I love you so much my dear..." Hotcore!! I miss u!! Boo hoo... =( Oh well,I got to go now.. Kinda sleepy already..hehe... Bleh! ~END~ Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. You Took My Heart,And Deceived It Right From The Start..
I sat down,in a state of sadness..As I lift up my face,I can't barely look into your eyes anymore.. Because I saw the lies that stated there.. I may laugh and joke infront of u, But the heart still bleeds.. U have changed alot and that's what I've been noticing.. You're happier that way?? I'm not sure.. Maybe it is a good way that we are apart.. Because now,I've seen your true clours.. This is pathetic.. Sometimes I would just want to tell u about it, But I'm afraid that these words might make us feel more uncomfortable with each other.. I knew that this day would come.. And everything will fall apart.. It's not that I prayed about it, But I knew not all things can last forever.. Like they say, Friends come & go as they want to.. Well,I think it already did.. I'm not saying that I'm trying to point fingers.. I guess I'm not a good friend myself.. Maybe this is what God predicted, And only God knows how I feel.. Everything I say, Might sounded selfish.. Nevertheless,I just want to let out on how I feel.. Oh well, I just have to let it go in the end right?? You're happy at your own way,and I'm doing good at mine.. So,this is it.. This is the end.. Like the quote from Linkin Park's song.. "Leave Out All The Rest"........... ~END~ Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. Lame But Oh So Funny!!
I was chatting with one of my friend recently,And he pass me this video... Damn,it's soo funny.. I couldn't stop laughing..Hahaha.. But seriously,it was a creative video.. And the song is nice too.. With all of their crappy faces,I love it!! Hehe... Thanks to my friend,Danial,who shared this video with me.. So,yeah,people,go and watch it.. It can be kinda lame,but me likey it!! The title is called,'Trapped In The Drive-Thru'.. Enjoy!! =) Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. All I Need Is Your Whisper.
I miss my bestie,Zee.. I miss my twinny,Syazi.. I miss my good friend,Azam.. And of course,I miss my boyfie,"Hotcore"..heee.... <3>
************************************************** Do you like glitter? -It depends.. Have you ever drawn on paper plates? -Yup,I had...It's been a long time I do that..haha.. What color is your iPod? -I don't own an iPod.. True or False: Cobra Starship = Love. -Definitely! Do you actually use the forums? -Hmm....not really.. Do you like doing wild things to your hair? -I wish I could.. Did you get any flowers for Valentine's Day? -Nah....I didn't get any.. Where do you get your jeans? -Somewhere over the rainbow..hahaha! Have any projects due this week? -Hell yeah.. My biology project..Darn!! Have you even started them? -Not yet..hehehe.. Well then you probably shoud go work on it. -I'm gonna do it tomorrow..shish! Nightmare Before Christmas or Wall-E? -It's a hard decision there..huhu.. How often do you dance? -Very often..hee.. Have you ever seen your sister wearing chekered pants? -Ew,no! If she wears them,I'll totally laugh my ass out! Haha! Ever swore in font of your parents? -Oh no...never..hehehe.. ~END~ Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. Hand Me Those Corrosive Stuffs,I Wanna Burn The Place Down.
I need ACIDS.Search it for me. Burn the place down,one by one. Darn,I wish I could that. But...nah..I'm not that cruel. It's just a say. ~END~ Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. My Days Are Absolutely Grey.
Damn,it happens again.Kinda sucks actually,when I try to ignore it but I just can't. It's ridiculous. Every word.Every move.It bugs me. Maybe this is the truth?? Fuck.I hate it. ~END~ Labels: History Keeps Repeating Itself. |