My Heart.My Weakness.
Some people say that I'm too nice..
Is that true??
But that's just me...Maybe I followed my mum's genes...

"Kindness",is a big word..
That's what I tried to give to everybody that I'm close with..
But sometimes I think it's been taken advantage of..
I'm sick and tired of it..
I tried not to be too kind,but still,my weakness overtakes me..

I don't know what I'm suppose to do..
Should I change myself or just let me be me??
I wonder..
It hurts alot when some people I'm just being ignorant or an irritating "auntie"..
But that's how I show my concern..
I know I do yak alot when I give advices but are those words meant nothing??
At times,I feel like changing myself into a ruthless girl..
When I think back,it's just no use..
I'll hurt myself even more..

I do cried thinking about this when I was alone..
I need guidance..
I need faith..
The world is falling apart,so am I..

I felt:USELESS..........


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