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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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My Eyeliners Has Been Smuged By These Tears... Everyday...the same words keep coming out from her mouth... "Tsk,tsk,tsk...hajar...u really need to buck up..." I was terrified.... I just don't know why I keep slacking these few days....it sucks... Sometimes the inspiration started to fade away....it's unexplainable... It's not that I want it to be this way,it's just so hard... My mind can't focus and I can't sleep well... I've even wished that I would just faint infront of her and get admitted,or, suddenly I become a lunatic,screaming here and there.... I know u guys would say,"What the hell are u thinking girl??", I'm already at my wit's end to be honest... The one thing I'm angry of is that,I can tell people to saty strong but I can't tell myself that... What's happening to me?? Now,I keep struggling with my weakness...hate it... There's this one night,where I nearly go back to my old self... I was desperately needing something to calm myself down.. But as I became conscious again,I shake that stupid feeling off me... I don't want it to happen again.... But I'm really thankful to all of my friends who have really given me great encouragements.. I really appreciate it... I think without u guys,I would have just killed myself slowly.... Thanks alot friends.... ~END~ Labels: I'm drowning in sorrows...Let me hear your voice...Save my soul...Please.. |