In A Perfect World,This Could Never Happen...

It happens again....
The awkwardness between us....
I don't want to think anything negative but I'm just scared....
Scared that I might lose you.....

I understand what you're going through....it's hard to be in your situation...
I know you're feeling hurt inside,I can see it from your eyes everytime we meet each other...
When I see u that way,I feel like hugging u tightly,whisper some encouragement words at your ear...
But,i'm afraid that u might just breakdown infront of me like u did last time...
It hurts seeing u like this....

I'm sorry if I'm being too sensitive...
I didn't mean it.....
I think I'm being too selfish already....or not?? Unsure feeling...
It's just that I miss the old us....those fine days....

A friend shared with me,what has happen to her relationship...
After hearing her story,fear strucks my heart...
Many questions runs into my head....
Are we going to be like that?? Is there any possibilities??
I was confused....
But I try to let go of that feeling...that unwanted feeling....

Tonight,u apologised about your behaviour recently....
To tell u the truth,I cried after reading it....
I don't know if I should kept quiet or reply your message...
As I didn't want to make the situation worse,and burden you more,I continue to reply...

I forgive you my dear....
I do....
I really do.....
I know I should understand u more,but sometimes I just think I didn't make your day even better...
Or I'm not good enough for u....
I don't know.....

I'm sorry sweetheart....
It's just a confession....
Maybe we need time to talk about us again....
Till then................

~END~

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