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This Gotta Be Good,I'm Telling You..

What's your favorite animal?
-Panda Bear!!

Cookies with frosting/sprinkles or chocolate chip cookies?
-I'll pick the second choice,slurp!

Ever been to the Mall of America?
-Dude,I've not even been to America...

Would you go there to shop or to ride the rides?
-Both I guess...

What's the longest roadtrip you've been on and where was it to?
-I've never been to roadtrips before..

What would be a good name for a screamo song?
-This word has always been in my mind..."Pathetic Lust",how is that??

Do you consider screamo as a type of "music" or do you call it noise?
-It can be noisy sometimes,but overall,it's still music...

When was the last time you watched the Flintstones?
-Long time ago baby!!

Last time you were sick and what was your sickness?
-Erm......

Do you like the song "justify" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus?
-The song is fine with me....

Ever heard of the band A Farewell Rescue?
-Nope...are they good??

Do you prefer having one song on your myspace or a playlist with more?
-One song is better...

How has 2009 been for you so far?
-It has been fine so far...

Are you currently craving anything?
-Yup...craving for his hug!!

What songs have you heard/listened to the most today?
-Hmm...mostly by Alesana...hahaha...

Would you rather look at the stars at nightime or "become" a star?
-I rather look at them....

Would you rather be a tiger or a polar bear?
-Polar bear!! =)

~END~

Labels: *yawn*

Aaarggh!!! Alesana!!!!!!

All hail to this band!! Im getting crazier about them day by day! Their music are really damn great and their lyrics are freakingly meaningful....Gosh...I'm going nuts for them already..
As I was bored,I went to check up on them on purevolume...
They had their new photo taken,and damn,they are hot!! Hahaha....
When I scroll down,there's this part saying that a new music video has been done!!
Yayness!! And it is one of my favourite song too!!
So,people,here is the music video...
Hope u enjoyed it like I do...hehe...
Cheers!!

Alesana - Seduction

Labels: Seduction by Alesana

Those Words That Came Out From A Child's Mouth....

Exhausted and feeling kind of sleepy....
Damn busy today,and I feel like screaming my heart out just now...
I keep running here and there,just to satisfy those patient's needs....

Frustrating moment??
Well....there is....my mood totally change for awhile,and I reacted like a bitch suddenly...
Here it goes...
Me and my friends,have to do our normal rountine,which is changing...
So,yea,first stop,to a patient whom we kind of worried about....
We explain to him about what we are going to do and he agreed to it...
At the start,he was co-operative,amd I thought everything was going to go smoothly...
But I thought wrong...
He started to feel agitated and restless...
That's when all the screams and shouts happens....
In fact,he used vulgarities on us too....
Damn,it was annoying....
He also nearly hit my face and two of my friends's faces too....
So,after a long struggle,in the end,it's done....
Shish!

And that was the frustrating moment.....
Now,it's the touchy moment time....haha....
I assist this cute little patient of mine...he's just a 14 year old kid...
His grandma told me that he wants to go to the toliet....
So,I grab the commode,then bring him there...
When we arrive,he told me,he already urinated at his pampers....
I rush back to his bed,to grab his new pampers....
After throwing the old one,I help him to wear it...
As he is still recovering,it was hard for him to stand steadily...
While I was helping him,he suddenly said this to me,
"I'm afraid to die"...it was shocking....
Then I told him not to say the word 'die'....
Then he asked me,"What if I die??"...I was stunned...
I told him that life & death is in God's hands....
Then he proclaimed that he dont believe in God,he belive in himself....

To me,eventhough he dont believe in God,it's good that he actually have faith in himself...
This conversation has made me realise that life is too short to keep whining....
I have to be thankful that I have everything in my life...
A kid like him,who is in a moment of recovery,speaks like that,
makes me proud of him....

So,people...appreciate the things you have in life....
We only lived once and that's it....
May God bless all of you....

~END~

Labels: I should't brag....

As The Storyline Goes On.....

Hard work today....too much stuff going on...bah! Somemore my lecturer was in a bad mood I think..I dont know...So,yea,just do the normal work then....
To one of my friend,sorry that I didnt get to hangout with you...Its not that I didnt care..
But I need time to be with myself also....
To Zee,thanks for the day of laughter...sorry if I talk too much..haha..

Nevertheless,I want to dedicate this part to my dearest......
Happy Anniversary To Us.....
Honestly,I didnt believe it we made it this far...
I still remember the day,we got to knew each other..it was funny though....
We had our hopes and fears about this relationship....
We had our unwanted arguements here and there,but still,we manage to pull it through...
To tell u the truth,I nearly lose faith in it....
But I try to stay strong as these feelings only burns for u....
So,let me dedicate the song,"As You Wish By Alesana" as the lyrics meant alot to me....
Hopefully,there will be a great ending to this novel....
And we can make it as a beautiful memory in our lives.......

Labels: Love can be such a beautiful torture.....

Oh,Just Shut Up For Now....

Do you try to make a good impression?
-Erm....I'm not sure about that...

Ever been "caught up in the moment"?
-Hell yea...many times....

What's something you think of a lot?
-Hmm....career path??

Is there someone that keeps you from falling apart?
-My mum...

Are goodbye's hard for you?
-Yup...sometimes they do...

When did you stop liking Barney?
-Since they change their cast...

Ever been fired from a job?
-Uh uh....

Ever been let down?
-Yea....a couple of times...

Do you think the sky could fall?
-Haha...good question....hmmm........

Do you speak your mind?
-Nope...not really....

Do you have a weird laugh?
-Hahaha...once in awhile...

Look behind you.
-My buttercup is lying on my bed.

Do you smell your socks before you put them on?
-Ew! No....

Do you smell money?(dollars)
-Hehe...I do.....

Have you ever wondered what a cloud feels like?
-Yea....I feel like touching it sometimes...

Favorite expression?
-*Blur*

If you could visit only one place, what would it be?
-New Zealand!!

Hugs or Kisses?
-Both can?? Hehe....

~END~

How Complicated Can It Be?

Busy,busy,busy.....
My schedule is really packed this week.....
Very tiring....well,that sucks.....
Many things I have to complete in time....
Gah!! My tolerance level is like already on the loose....
Seriously....sometimes I just feel like I want to drop dead infront of my lecturer...

You know,when I've reached at this 1.2 practice,
I'm starting to feel nervous about my future...
I kept thinking,whether or not I want to continue this career....
Yea,I'm getting used to it....
But sometimes I just feel that I don't have enough potential for it....
I keep having the "blur" reaction when Im infront of my lecturer...
I was really disappointed with myself today....
I mean,I can do it,but my conscience was not clear....
Everything was in a mess just now....haiz....

I really wanna do well,but my points are still low....
Like damn low.....
I want to make it big but I always pull myself back when the feeling came...
I dont want to lose hope...
I know I can do it.....but...sometimes,you know....
Wait,hajar,don't be like this....fight it!!
Okie2,I know I'm talking to myself right now...haha....
But whatever it is,I'll try my best to be in the pace....
Competition keeps getting harder.....
Hopefully,I will not lose.....

~END~

Labels: I need time.....

Boo!! Why Must It Happen Again??

My blood boils everytime I click on it.....
Want to know what am I talking about?? It's the MSN of course!!
Urgh!! I don't know what happen to it....
It seems to get stuck everytime I click onto someone's name...fcuk!
And the "perfect" thing is,I can't even sign out!!!
What the hell???
Now,all my friends will think that I dont want to have chat a with them....
It really gets on my nerves....It really spoiled my mood.....
I really miss chatting with my friends....my bestie..and even my twin....
(Cause now as some problems are occuring,I really need to have a chat with my twin)
Aargh!! My eyes are going blind trying to find the solution.....
Oh gosh......please don't stay this way.....
If not,I cant contact most of them.......
=(

~END~

Labels: It kills me.......

Oh Well......Shit Happens....

Have you always known what you've wanted to do with your life, career-wise?
-Hmm...not so...maybe yes....

If you found out you couldn't bear children, would you be willing to adopt?
-I guess so...

Can you not listen to a band if the singer sounds whiny?
-Haha...most of them sounded whiny...but,what the hell...

Would you stay at a haunted hotel?
-Depends....hehe...

Spiders: Kill them or let 'em go?
-Let them go....

How do you feel about Paris Hilton?
-She's a freaking bitch....

When drunk, are you: violent, crazy, clingy, talkative, or depressed?
-I dont consume alcohol....

What's the craziest rumor you've heard about Marilyn Manson?
-That he take out some of the ribs just to suck his ****...eww!

(Insert random song lyric of your choice here):
-"Bloud pours from her dry mouth...."

Does unneccessary punctuation annoy you?
-Hmm......

Do you know anyone who was born on leap year?
-Nope...is there anyone??

Have you ever been to an art museum? Aren't paintings so cool?
-I havent been to one..but I really think that paintings are cool...

How do you like your soda: bottles, cans, or straight from the fountain?
-From bottles it is....

Can one person really make a difference?
-If that person believes in theirself....

Which is worse: elevators or escalators?
-Elevators.....irritating....

Are you gonna make your momma proud?
-In God's will.....

If you had a time machine, would you go to the past or to the future?
-To the past....

What if Darth Vader was YOUR father?
-Ew! No way!

If Ashton Kutcher punk'd you, would you feel the need to punch him?
-Some sort..hahaha...

Have you ever fallen off of a treadmill while walking/running?
-Uh uh....

Do ya speak gangsta, son?
-Nope...but I speak nigga-style...hehe...

When you burp at the dinner table, are you expected to excuse yourself?
-Haha....I just burp all I want....hee...

Must you grab a souvenir from almost everywhere you go?
-Should I??

Boomerang or Cartoon Network?
-All hail to cartoon network!!!!

~END~

To my dearest bestie,Zee...
Happy 19th Birthday!!!!!
Hope you'll have a blasting year ahead....and good luck in anything you do...
May our friendship continues till we rot old...hahaha!!
Ily beybeh!!!!
Lots of hugs!!!!!
=)

~End~

Labels: We are the bwee-yotches.... =)

Dude..You're getting on my nerves....

How do you feel right now?
-Hmm....tired.....

Why is that?
-Overwork myself....

Do you carry chapstick in your pocket?
-Nah...

Where are your parents?
-At work...duh!

Are you singing along to anything right now?
-Nope....

Did you dream at all last night?
-Maybe....I dont know...

Can you remember at least one dream?
-....

What time did you wake up today?
-6am.....

If invited on a band's tour bus, would you take the offer?
-Hell Yea!!

Are you talking to anyone online?
-Yup.....the people are Zee,Syazi & Danial....hee...

Any memories from the shirt you are wearing?
-Ya...fcuk...

What was the last thing you said out loud?
-Erm.......

Have you ever been to Manhattan?
-Nope....

Is there a stuffed animal you still take places with you?
-Dude..it sounded wrong....

Last insult you received?
-Can't remember...

Is there something else you should be doing?
-Yup...sleep! Hahaha.....

Do you have a journal?
-I used to have it when Im young...

If you were famous, do you think you would become stuck up?
-If Im not being influence alot...

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
-The twin....he called...haha...

Is there anything you CANNOT wait for?
-DSLR camera!!!

Last thing that made you smile?
-A message from sweetheart saying that he miss me....

Have you ever eaten Pop Rocks and drank Coca-Cola at the same time?
-Does it taste good??

Are you a lazy person?
-Hehehe....

Is there something you don't need, but get anyway?
-Let me think.....

Are you gullible?
-Sometimes.....

Have you ever broken a rib?
-Uh uh......thank God....

Do you get excited easily?
-Hotsuff gets me excited.....kekeke....

What is your icon on your messenger?
-A picture of Frank Iero lying flat with his guitar...*wink*

Are you a headbanger?
-That's what usually my friends saw me doing....hehe...

First concert you went to?
-Havent been to one....boo..

Your box is full of....
-Rubbish...darn!

~END~

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Stumble & Fall....It's Frustrating.....

It's kinda getting on my nerves sometimes...
But I try to tolerate it each and every second.... Need to clear the skills here and there,
and Im so freaking tired about it....
There were those moments that I gave up for awhile,but I have to do it anyway....
I brokedown today while I was on my way home....
The feeling of gulit runs into my veins.....
As I was mad about myself,because I made many stupid mistakes today,I kept quiet for the half of the day....
I just leave them behind when we knock off today....
Urgh! Crap!
I shouldn't have done that......
I dont know...I was too angry with myself that's why.....
Haiz.......
I think I have to apologise about my behaviour......
Sorry friends....didnt mean it.....

~END~

Labels: Wipe these tears away....

When the world says give up...hope whispers try it one more time....

The work starts today...it was devastating.....
Awkwardness was all over...like we went to another world...
The moment we step in,we were just keeping our heads down...
As I had been in that place once,I was kinda familiar with it....
But some of them were not,so they felt weird about it...

First,had to go to briefing,the usual....
Some of the things changed here and there,double weirdness....
More new people especially....it feels different....
So,yea,after briefing,start the engines....
Vroom!!After that it died...haha....
Too confusing I guess.....
But Im still glad that some of them still remembers me though....
Hee...
Oh well,that's the summary of it.....
Have to go to bed early....
Gah!
Update soon!!
Toodles!!

~END~

A New Year,A New Begining....

Well,it's official,today it's the new year...
Yup..time passes us by real fast huh??
But,nevertheless,it's still the same to me...
I mean,new year or not,there's no difference in it..... It's just another year to me....
So,let's share the moments of 2008,shall we??

2008 has it's own bitterness and sweetness in it.....
Life is always full of hardships....
But I learn alot throughout that year....
Family,studies,friendships and lovelife....I've face many difficulties in it....
I've even started to learn to face these difficulties with perseverance....
To be honest,I cried alot during that year......
Too much going on with my life and I nearly gave up....
But as I tried to think it through carefully,I slowly picked myself up to fight it.....

**Studies:
-Well,I did try my best,but still it's hard for me to get good grades....I keep slacking here & there...I admit it's my fault but I hope to be more attentive this new year....I just gotta get that dream job of mine....

**Family:
I don't know but I'm getting closer to my mum recently....Last time,I didnt talk to her at all...
And I mean it,AT ALL......But last year,it all started,we became close....It's a great thing though...
Cause I didnt always have to hide on what I feel sometimes.....She always been the one giving me encouragements throughout that year...Thanx mum....I love u....
Now,about my sis....2008 has been a tough year for her.....I really pity her alot.....
All her relationships were like a disappointing one......
I really dislike those guys who has toyed her feelings......she loved them and this is what she gets....So,I advised her to just stay single for awhile.....
Be with her career.....and she agreed......
Sis,no matter what,everybody has their own soulmate....u'll get yours one day....
In God's will.........

**Friendships:
This part is hard for me....many tough times I faced last year....
Misunderstandings and arguments.....too many of them....
And the sad news is that,a friend,whom I known for 17 years,ignore me just like that....
It hurts me...but I let it go already....that's the new her I guess....I cant be bothered.....
But to my classmates,especially my clique,no matter how many misunderstandings we did went through,I still appreciate our friendship....
To my bestie,thanx for being there for me always....
And I'm also glad to know a new buddy/my twin..haha..u know who u are....
Heart u guys alot.....

**Lovelife:
Last year,I faced many challenges in my relationship....Nearly gave up on it....
I really brokedown alot from it.....Every night,I cried thinking about it.....
As he has some problems occur during that year,he tends to keep quiet....
We had our arguements and it's hard for me to accept it....
In the end,we tried to work it out and make it better....
I hope we can make it through together.....
But I'll put the decision in the hands of God.....

So,yea,that was a summary of it...haha.....
I'm scared if it's too much,u guys will fall asleep...heee....
So,gotta go.....Kinda tired.....
Toodles!!!

~END~

Labels: Listening to:It's never too late by Three Days Grace