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		Random Awesome. Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients.

Rocket. A blog with full of nonsense.(: Deeper Conversation. Escape. \| Zee&Haj Tumblr! \| Quote-Book \| Ask Me Anything \| Zee \| Irawr \| Lilah \| Lynn \| Syazi \| Hazman \| Adik Shazz \| Huds Twinny \| Suella \| Faddy \| Haziee \| Na-Dee-Yah \| Fake \| Yaya \| Iqah bella \| Feetz \| archives July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 credits Design: doughnutcrazy Icon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon.		Dance the night away with me.... Hola bloggy!! Hahs...I know...it's been days I didnt update ya.... Well,been kinda busy lately.... Even if Im free,my siblings would be the one's using the lappy...yea,crap... So,this week was like my sickness week... Wanna know why?? Cause two days straight I had a fever....its goddamn irritating..... I cant totally open my eyes,and I sounded like a guy with my sore throat...shiet! My pals thought that I was having a bad day,but I was not... The burning sensation in me was suffocating the airway of my nose....hahs... For those who dont understand what I meant,easy said,flu...hehehe..... Dude,I was hardly breathing but luckily my pals were there cheering me up..haha.... **Last friday... Guess what happen??? I talked to the girl!!! Hahaha.....woah......wait...Im not a lesbian aite.... Its just that this girl,I was really mesmerized by her concept.... Im not sure if she's into blackmetal or goth,but I like the way she dress.... Its grool....that what makes me want to make friends with her,cause who knows I'll get to know more interesting bands and her life..... Im really interested in knowing this kind of people....hee.... Not only that,I get to meet my bestie!! Hehe...I miss hanging out with her..... Eventhough my face looks like a half-baked cookie on that day,I still showed up...hee... Come on man,that's what BFF's all about right?? Keke..... We had our crappy talk,bitching around,until it's time for us to go home.... Thanx zee for the day..... Yesterday.... Yesterday rocks too!! I had fun with my darling pals!!! Me,faddy and wati went to rina's house as we had to do some stuffs for our projects.... So,yea,drop off at woodlands,rode the bus,and there we were.... At first,we thought her parents were at home,but they went out for awhile.... Faddy was so afraid to knock the door,not knowing that her parents was not at home...hahaha.... U should see the look on her face....hee.... As we went in,the first place we crashed was her sofa at the living room.... Our legs were like crying...hahaha...kidding.... Anyway,wati and faddy wasn't ready to do the project,so they watch 'The Mist' while me and rina went into her little sis's room to use the comp..... Late afternoon,her parents came back....gotta tell u this....her mum is so damn adorable!! I mean it rina!! Hehe...her mum really looks so young.... Her dad too....I guess they were married in their teen years.... So,we ate,drunk with laughter,till night falls and it's time for us to go.... Thanx for the wonderful day girls..... Today..... Hmm.....about today.....there's not much.... I spend my day at home,slacking.... Thought of going to work,but the mood was not there... Ya,I skipped work again.....hahs.... But I had fun messaging with my dearest hero....haha... Gosh....we really talk nonsense with each other.... He's getting more and more cleverer in disturbing me......dang!! Hehehe.....it just makes me adores him more..... I don't know why...hahs.... But something hit me...my mum asked me if Im still in contact with him... I answered yes...there's this part of her question that shakes me... And that is,would he still want to be with me if he already has a job one day?? Silence takes over me.....I was stunned..... Nevertheless,in my heart,I say,I really love him whole heartedly but I surrender the fate of our relationship to God.... If we are meant to be together,Im thankful about it.... But if it's the opposite,I'll try my best to accept the truth..... Okie2!!! Cut the emo moment...haha... So,that was the most of it...hee.... My fingers are tired already..... Gotta go!! Update ya soon!! Toodles!! ~END~ Labels: Listening to: Seduction by Alesana Posted on: Sunday, November 9, 2008 Posted at:** 8:20 PM