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 .jpg)    Cries escape from our sweet voices.... Hey Bloggy!!!! Wassup....hee.... Well,Im fine.....been busy with studies today.....bah!! Moving on!! So,this was the 7th week and our last week of our school... Everybody gets sooo emotional including Mdm Masni.... Seeing her cry,makes it more difficult for me to be away from the class.... First,she gave us a gift which represents her love for us... It was a file,with cartoonic animals on it.....haha....very cute... So,yea,we took a class photo then after that she said she want to hug each of us as a last goodbye.... That's when tears starts to run down on our cheeks.... It was very emotional...haish.... But after that the craziness continues... We started to take photos,again & again &again!! Non-stop hits!!! Hehehe..... As to heat up the scene,our classmate,Shahina & Marlina,on a groovy music and they dance along to the song....hotstuff!! Kekeke.... Some of my friends joined too...but they were too tired to dance...hahs... Nevertheless,eventhough we have to go home,we did enjoyed the moment..... After class,me and my classmates hangout together,cause later part of the day we have to come back to school to know our test result.... We went to tampines mall and the humours blast out again!! Most of them were playing the playground....wakaka.... Turning round & round like little kids!! Damn funny...hahs... Around noon,we took off and went back to school....with our faces like crap...hee... So,yea,that's about today... I really did enjoyed myself...it was great!! Thanx guyz for the day.... =) ~END~ Labels: Listening to:Say Goodbye by Sclub 7 *Yawn.........* Damn it,Im exhausted..... Hey there bloggy....backies!! Haha.....sorry didnt update u for quite some time...been busy.... Exam's just around the corner and Im going haywire!! Gosh....and to be added to my misery,another project interrupt... Urgh! Hate it....like it's disturbing our peace..... All of us were like soooooo stress about it..... Even me,we are really going bonkers..... Last night,I have to even sleep late cause of doing the research.... But there's one thing I was thinking of.... Am I learning something new from this project?? Im not sure about it..... My brain was really like gonna blow up yesterday.... But thanx to my newest friend,SYAZI!!!! Yea You!!! Hehe... He made some dumb-ass-jokes and it really cheers me up..... Thanx bf!! Hahaha.... ***One thing I cant forget about yesterday also was the situation in the lift....haha...it was damn funny!! Everybody was pushing each other and we were joking away.... To my classmate,Wan,thanx for pushing eh......(sarcastic way)hee.....but I really enjoyed the moment... Thanx guys,u made my day.... =) So,yea,that's all! Gotta do the coverpage for my project...urgh! Toodles!! ~END~ Labels: Listening to:Obsesesions is such an ugly word by Alesana Story of our fantasy.......... Your Name: Billy........ Your Age:18 this year..... His Name: Go figure....hahaha.... His Age: 21 this year..... His Eye Color: Dark brown i guess...hee... His Hair Color: Definitely black.... When did you start dating: Last year....hehe... What attracted you to this person: His smile.....hotstuff....keke... When is his birthday: 3/3/1987 What is his favorite color: Black and red..... What is his favorite song: Too many...hahaha... What is his favorite animal: Mostly cats and dogs....hahs... What is his favorite food: Quite alot too....bah! What is his best quality: Loving..... Do you love this person: Yup.....whole heartedly.....hee.... Has this person ever given you flowers: Nope...its okie with me...hehehe... How easily do you fall in love: Not so easy..... How many times have you fallen in love: He is my third love..... Whats your favorite memory with this person: The good times I spent with him..... Do you believe in love at first sight: I guess so.... Do you believe everybody has a soulmate: Its all in the hands of God.... Would you ever have a long-distance relationship: I want to..... Have you ever broken someones heart: Yup.... Have you ever broken his heart: I dont know..... Where do you see this relationship going: So far,Im thankful....hopefully it'll last long.... Do you think that you should be friends first: Oops! *Wink* Do you want to marry this person: Yes pleash....... weee~ Have you had sex with this person: Gosh!! This is marriage stuffs!! Are you serious about this relationship: Yes I am..... Does he make you happy: Yup..... =) Have you ever had your heart broken: Yea..... If yes, by this person: Not by him..... How long have you known this person: For about a year now.... Any quirky things he do: Hmm....... *thinking* Does he make your heart race: Yea!! XD How about butterflies: Definitely.... Is he romantic: Can say that....hahs.... Are you both happy together: I am...he said the same too.... Does he make you smile: =) Do you hold hands: =) Do you trust him: Every relationship needs a trust.... Does he play with your hair: Yup...everytime he meet me... What song makes you think about him most: Suppose by Secondhand Serenade... Do you dream about him: Sometimes....hee... What is the sweetest thing he've ever done: Kissing my hand.... Could this person be replaced: Unsure..... Choose 1: Best friend/Boyfriend: Erm....both can?? Hehee... Would you ever cheat on this person: No.... Is your relationship strong: I hope so.... Could you see yourself marrying this person: Hehehehe..... *wink* What about a family with him: XD Has this person made you cry: One incident.. What's one thing you want to do with this person: Snuggling...hee..... ~END~ Labels: Listening to:As you wish by Alesana Gosh.......... Are you nuts lady?? ******** Do u usually walk home alone?? -Not really.... Any hobbies?? -Sleep!! Hahaha....kiddings....but that's one of it though....hee... Do u feel agitated at times?? -Yea.....sometimes...... What is the word that's in ur mind right now?? -JAPUNJAB!! Hahahaha......all my sis's fault.....hehehe.... Did u went out today?? -Yup...went to the market with mummy..... How do u felt last two days?? -Kinda crap and soggy..... Enjoyed the weekends?? -Hmm...kind of.... Who came unexpectedly to ur house today?? -Future bro-in-law.....hahahahaha!!!!! =D Went for a date?? -Nah..... Which band are u listening to right now?? -Obviously...Alesana!!!! Who do u want to meet?? -The drummer,Jeremy!! U want to hug?? -Obviously,my one and only love.....hee.... Ur best features?? -Hmm......dont know..... People!! Tell me!! U need a?? -Camera!!!! Are u ready to look upon tomorrow?? -I guess...shiet...... ~END~ Labels: You're my drug....Im addicted to u...... I look out of the window....emptiness strucks me....... *********** This week,I dont know why,I feel so emotional..... Maybe Im too exhausted or something's missing....Im not sure.... Yesterday night,before I went to bed,I cried..... I just feel empty suddenly....like my heart is screaming for something..... Those tears just keep coming,and I cant stop it.... Today,those tears came back... My teacher,dedicate us this one song by jojo called 'Exceptional'..... When I listen to the lyrics,I just brokedown...but I just didnt show it to my peers.... The lyrics are very soothing and it touches me..... What the song said is true.... No matter what,we cant always see the negative side of ourselves... We also need to learn to love ourslves before we can love others..... Life is full of obstacles,but we have to be brave enough to face it..... Hurt,tears and pain,will always be there... But we'll always have to stay strong and have a strong faith deep inside....... In God's will........... ~END~ Labels: Thanks Mdm Masni for the song.....appreciate it..... Nothing seems perfect.....But we just got to face the truth..... No matter which path we're taking, There must be some barrier in our way, Each laugh,each cry, It's part in our life everyday.... Sun,it makes us smile, Rain,it makes us sigh, Each obstacle that we're going through, Making us feel that we dont want to be alive.... Where's the happiness that we are searching for? Is it gone,or is it still here? I dont know if we have it all, The resons are still being unanswered.... Hatred flows in our blood, Because we feel suffocated, By those obstacles, We feel agitated.... Dear God,help us, Bring back the light, Give us assurance, That we still have the happiness inside.... ~END~ Labels: Let us escape..... Imagine the happiness that never ends...... -Zodiac sign? Horse....sometimes I think I look like one...hee... -Heritage? Malay?? -Eye colour? Dark brown....wish it was different....hehe... -Shoe size? Erm....7?? -Favourite colour? Purple!! =D -Have you ever kissed someone in the rain? Nope....hopefully...haha... -Smiled for no reason? Yea.....always.....kekeke... -Talked to someone you don't know? Yup2..... -Who was the last person to hug you? My mummy.... =) -Last time you had your pic taken? Which it was today,with my hero... XD -Been in a car accident? Hell no!! -Favourite day of the week? Erm....*blur* -Last person you went out to dinner with? Nobody....hahs... -Do you like to travel? Yea!!! I want to travel!!! -How do you vent your anger? Through drawings and poetries.... -Have you ever been fired from a job? Nah..... -Moons or stars? Both can?? Hee.... -Right or left hand handed? Right handed.... -Mountains or beach? I prefer beach more..... -Night or day? Night is better.... -Are you against gay marriage? I have nothing to comment...haha... -Are you against war? Yes!! Seriously!!! -Favourite ps game? Dont know....hehe.... -How many cds do you own? Uncountable..... =P -Your weakness? An emotional girl..... -Love or money? Love.... -Have you ever smoked? Once...but it was a shiet moment....hahs... -Have you ever drank alcohol? Never dude!!!! -Have you ever been tickled so bad you couldn't talk? Hahaha...alot of times... -Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have? Yuppiez....still waiting.... ~END~ ***Taken from Bzoink.com again...hee..... Labels: Listening to:Cant take that away by Mariah Carey Random-shiet!!
NAME :: Billy Dudette..haha.....kiddings....its Hajar....SEX :: Female of course... AGE :: 18 this year... HEiGHT :: 163?? EYE C0L0R :: Dark brown... HAiR C0L0R :: Black...I want purple highlights!!! Hee... ..::HAVE Y0U EVER::.. HAD DETENTi0N :: Nope....heee..... BEEN T0 A C0NCERT :: Have not!!!! WENT STREAKiNG :: Erm.....I dont think so.... MET S0ME0NE FAM0US :: Nah... BEEN iN L0VE :: I am in love!!! Hehee..... BR0KE THE LAW :: Im not that cruel dude!! ..::WHAT'S Y0UR::.. FAV0RiTE S0NG :: For now,Seduction by Alesana....weee~ FAV0RiTE M0ViE :: Sweeney Todd.. FAV0RiTE PLACE T0 BE :: Somewhere that is close to nature and peaceful.... CURRENT A0L SN :: WTH??! CURRENT RELATi0NSHiP STATUS :: Hook up with a punk-rocky boy...kekee.... STYLE :: Something that's me..... ..::ARE Y0U::.. HAPPY :: =D B0RED :: Some sort....boo... iN L0VE :: Seriously and madly....hahaha... 0N THE PH0NE :: Nope... LiSTENiNG T0 MUSiC :: Yea dude!! G0iNG S0MEWHERE :: Nopez.... ..::D0 Y0U::.. LiKE SCH00L :: Yea...but not the theories!!! Gosh.....they are killing me... PLAY AN iNSTRUMENT :: Nope.... LiKE T0 SiNG :: Hahaha....unsure... MiSS S0ME0NE :: Yea...totally...... HAVE MAKE UP 0N :: When Im out.... WEAR GLASSES :: Yupz!! ..::QU0TE T0 LiVE BY::.. It's not too late...it's never too late..... Labels: Taken from Bzoink.com Escape from those fears,and let's run into the shadows...
I held the knife in my hand,Trying to find the reasons to kill her, But my instincts stops me, Confusion attacks me so... Should I let her go,or, Let her bleed to death? Should I take her heart out,or, Just don't give a damn? What's wrong with me? Illusions started to overtake my consciousness, Suddenly my knees went weak, The feeling is unpredictable... She screams out my name, Begging me,to let her go, But devil in me, Just wanting her more and more... My mind starts to spin, What am I hearing? Could this be real? Or just dumb-ass voices in me? "Kill her!!"The voice commands, "Nooooo!!!"I cried, She's someone I love, I cant bear to take away her life... Slowly I drop the knife, Shouting at her to be gone, Escape from me, Be at where she belongs.... ~END~ *****This poem just randomly came out when I was listening to the music....it's nothing personal...Im not taking a revenge on anyone...hahaha....so,yea,that's it... Labels: Listening to:A most profound quiet by Alesana Dance the night away with me....
Hola bloggy!!Hahs...I know...it's been days I didnt update ya.... Well,been kinda busy lately.... Even if Im free,my siblings would be the one's using the lappy...yea,crap... So,this week was like my sickness week... Wanna know why?? Cause two days straight I had a fever....its goddamn irritating..... I cant totally open my eyes,and I sounded like a guy with my sore throat...shiet! My pals thought that I was having a bad day,but I was not... The burning sensation in me was suffocating the airway of my nose....hahs... For those who dont understand what I meant,easy said,flu...hehehe..... Dude,I was hardly breathing but luckily my pals were there cheering me up..haha.... ****Last friday... Guess what happen??? I talked to the girl!!! Hahaha.....woah......wait...Im not a lesbian aite.... Its just that this girl,I was really mesmerized by her concept.... Im not sure if she's into blackmetal or goth,but I like the way she dress.... Its grool....that what makes me want to make friends with her,cause who knows I'll get to know more interesting bands and her life..... Im really interested in knowing this kind of people....hee.... Not only that,I get to meet my bestie!! Hehe...I miss hanging out with her..... Eventhough my face looks like a half-baked cookie on that day,I still showed up...hee... Come on man,that's what BFF's all about right?? Keke..... We had our crappy talk,bitching around,until it's time for us to go home.... Thanx zee for the day..... ***Yesterday.... Yesterday rocks too!! I had fun with my darling pals!!! Me,faddy and wati went to rina's house as we had to do some stuffs for our projects.... So,yea,drop off at woodlands,rode the bus,and there we were.... At first,we thought her parents were at home,but they went out for awhile.... Faddy was so afraid to knock the door,not knowing that her parents was not at home...hahaha.... U should see the look on her face....hee.... As we went in,the first place we crashed was her sofa at the living room.... Our legs were like crying...hahaha...kidding.... Anyway,wati and faddy wasn't ready to do the project,so they watch 'The Mist' while me and rina went into her little sis's room to use the comp..... Late afternoon,her parents came back....gotta tell u this....her mum is so damn adorable!! I mean it rina!! Hehe...her mum really looks so young.... Her dad too....I guess they were married in their teen years.... So,we ate,drunk with laughter,till night falls and it's time for us to go.... Thanx for the wonderful day girls..... ***Today..... Hmm.....about today.....there's not much.... I spend my day at home,slacking.... Thought of going to work,but the mood was not there... Ya,I skipped work again.....hahs.... But I had fun messaging with my dearest hero....haha... Gosh....we really talk nonsense with each other.... He's getting more and more cleverer in disturbing me......dang!! Hehehe.....it just makes me adores him more..... I don't know why...hahs.... But something hit me...my mum asked me if Im still in contact with him... I answered yes...there's this part of her question that shakes me... And that is,would he still want to be with me if he already has a job one day?? Silence takes over me.....I was stunned..... Nevertheless,in my heart,I say,I really love him whole heartedly but I surrender the fate of our relationship to God.... If we are meant to be together,Im thankful about it.... But if it's the opposite,I'll try my best to accept the truth..... Okie2!!! Cut the emo moment...haha... So,that was the most of it...hee.... My fingers are tired already..... Gotta go!! Update ya soon!! Toodles!! ~END~ Labels: Listening to: Seduction by Alesana |