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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Just let it go.....
What day is today??-Friday.... Where were you?? -Duh,school...shish..... How was your day?? -Kinda crap at first but it ended up fine..... Had a good laugh?? -Yup2...at least I had.... You had a good chat with?? -My classmate,Yati...thanx girl for the company.... =) What/Who makes you happy today?? -My hero....cause I get to meet him just now...hee.... XD Had your emo moments?? -Ya...sort of.....but I was fine after that..... What pissed you off today?? -The stupid bloody project..... Did u cried today?? -Yup2....was feeling so damn stress.... Had a proper meal just now?? -Sort of...hahs.... You feel.... -Exhausted.... You need.... -My pillow!!! You want.... -The cheerful me back!! Your last word.... -Shiet! =P ~END~ The amputation of friendship.....
 As I look as this picture, The stairs just reminds me of the way I want to lead my life, But as ignorance takes over, It makes me breakdown and cry.... I thought nothing could stop us, But something pricked our emotions, The feeling fades, I just can't find the solution.... What's going on?? What's happening?? These questions runs into my head... I sat down and sighed... Should I do something about it or, Just stare into the clouds and cry?? I know it's hard to forgive and forget, But it's just too awkawrd, And it makes me tense..... So dearest friends... Let me ask you... Should we stay or, Should we go?? It's hard to accept this, It's hard to swallow, Seeing this situation, Makes my heart feel hollow.... So,let me reinforce, Be in silence or, Be in the crowd, Cause this pain is killing me, It's not getting out.......... ~END~ Labels: Listening to:Blue and yellow by The Used Half-baked going rotten.....
Hey bloggy......A schooling day again but today it's kinda sucks..... Why I say that?? Cause I feel like today it's a moody day for most people...... Most of my friends were feeling down and having the anger in them...... It's just too awkward.....Everything seems like a mess..... I guess today its the "bluey" day for us...... Then somemore just now at school,our lecturer was kinda mad at us..... So,yea,sucks.... Next,about my bloody project..... Urgh!! It's killing me..... I only have like less than 2 weeks to finish this up..... Bloody hell..... Aaarrgghhh!! Why everything has to be made at one go?? Sometimes I don't even have the mood to do this project...... I know its part of my credits,but come on,doing it like around 5-6 weeks?? I dont think its enough...... Crap sey...... In addition,I have a test to sit next week...... WTH??!! How am I to focused on that when I have an upcoming test?? Randomly irritated....... I don't know.....I just got to buck up..... Hopefully I can make it..... Haiz.... Praying hard..... So,yea,that's it...... Gotta go....Feeling damn exhausted already....... See ya.... ~END~ Labels: Listening to:All that I've got by The Used It's only a matter of time.....
 Look how cute she is...haha.. Childliked and Billy Rockstars!!! Hee....
Hey bloggy.....What's up!!! Hahaha..... I know,I know...lame.....hee......... So yea,school has started,kinda bored to get on with the syllabus again.... *YAWN*........But I was to glad to meet my beybehs again...keke....The whole day we've been laughing like shit man.....hahaha.... We had our crazy moments especially with my baby pal,Rina(I call her my baby cause she's younger than us),she and "bibir"...gosh...imagination runs wild sey....hahaha......she's been having illusions about him.....kekeke.....Me and faddy then started our stupid imagination descriptios...wakakaka... Dang! It was like a hell of a day.....Then Faddy started her craziness again about the halleilujah part for Wati....kekeke......That was rockstar man!! Wati with the Dj headphones,playing halleilujah?? So hip hop....hehe...I didnt know that sisters from church also play that type of music....krakrakra...... Nevertheless,we had a good laughter.....But one thing still bothers me until now though...Something about what faddy had said.....hmm..I dont know... She said its nothing serious....but Im sure there's something fishy under those words....haiz....Maybe Im thinking too much.... So,that's the end of it!! Gotta go!! ~END~ Labels: Listening to:Even angels carry knives by Run Into the Shadows Laughter and craziness...that's all I need.....
Hey ho!!Haha....Im back bloggy!! It's been a long time I didnt type this kind of entry...hehe... Anyway,this week was a busy week for me.... Yup2...I was so freaking busy until I get exhausted.... Yesterday was my practical test... Not driving test of course,hehe,but it's my clinical test... NGT!! Darn....I miss quite alot of steps while doing it.... I hope I did well....(Fingers Crossed!!) This week was also a tough one for me... Had some misunderstandings in my clique.... This thing happens like two days....the silence that occurs,gosh,it bugged me... I also didnt know what happen,suddenly the mess strikes us.... To tell u the truth,I even brokedown at school because of this.... Stupid ain't I?? I dont know....maybe Im just too pressurised by the situation.... But everything's back to normal now.... Hopefully this kind of stuffs wont happen again.... Its just too hard to swallow.... Yesterday,while I was just surfing the net,my bestie,Zee,was online!! Haha...how I miss her....we started to talk crap by then... As the time pass by,she told me that my other buddy,Fake(not her real name),was online too!! So yea,we join forces,haha,and all the shiet words came out...hehe.... Oh ya!! Tomorrow Zee is coming to my house!! Yea!! And she's going to bring the cookies that she made with her mum during hari raya... Cant wait!! Confirm Im going to have a blast with her...haha... So,yea,that's it.. End of my story...hehe.. Gotta go!! Update ya soon!! ~END~ Labels: Listening to:December by Hawthorne Heights Share that picture perfect moment.....
I dont know why suddenly I brokedown today.....It's so embarrasing.....I didn't mean it but my heart just couldn't bear with the pain..... I try to hide it but the sadness still shows just now.... *********** She said "Come on....stay strong...I know we can do this...." The other girl "I just cant...it's killing me...." "You're not giving up on me!!" She demanded..... The other girl cried her heart out....like she wouldn't care about the people that's looking at her. "I know you're hurt but we can't just leave this problem like that......" She advised. "Seriously,I don't know.....It's just too...." The girl cried again. "Complicated?? Come on man...You're better than this....I know.." Trying to comfort her. The other girl looked up,wiping off her tears and tried to smile again. Both of them hugged each other,and bring back the jokes again. ***No matter what happens,think that there will always be someone being there for you...Be it your family or your friends... I give up at first but realising that it's a stupid choice,I try my best to continue the journey and appreciate life.... Let's just put it this way,'Live,Love,Burn,Die',hahaha,,,kidding...* ~END~ Get that picture perfect moment......
What have u been doing for the past two days??-Working lah sey... Who was the people u hangout with last two days?? -My good buddies at my workplace....hee.... Any comments about today?? -Yup2...exhausted and bored.... Who are the last people u said goodbye to?? -My great pals....Faddy,Wati and Rina...kekee.... Had any of your favourite meals/snacks today?? -Yup2....french fries.....hahs... What are u thinking of right now?? -About how draggy it's going to be tomorrow....hee... Are u feeling frustrated?? -Why should I?? *blur* Are u feeling restless?? -Sort of.... You are worrying about..... -my phase test this coming saturday!!! Aaarrghhh!! You are missing your.... -of course is my beloved hero.... *wink2* The last person/people u hugged today?? -Faddy and Rina... What song are u listening to right now?? -'Fixing a broken heart' by Indecent Obsession.... You need.... -to overdose myself...hahaha...kidding... You want.... -to get through the phase test in one piece!! The last time u had a great laughed?? -Before school ends....hehehe.... Did u cry today?? -Nope.... Feeling stress?? -Yea.... Where do u wish to be right now?? -At the waterbreaker,screaming my heart out..... Any last request?? -Mummy,can I have more french fries?? XD ~END~ Hey ho,Let's go!!
Are u:1)a tomboy or a girly girly?? -Im more a tomboy-ish person...hehehe... 2)into sneakers or high heels?? -Duh!! Sneakers dude..... 3)obssesed with jack skellington or doraemon?? -Im totally nuts about doraemon right now!! Hahaha.... 4)a lesbian or a gay?? -Gosh!! Im not one of those!! Shish!! 5)a nerd or an asshole?? -Nerd it is...hehehe.... How was: 1)school?? -Slow I guess..... 2)your dinner?? -Awesome.....hahs... 3)hari raya?? -kinda lame..... 4)your day?? -Sleepy........ 5)your head?? -Still intact with me.....haha... Would u prefer: 1)tea or coffee?? -Tea... 2)pants or skirts?? -Pants!! 3)purple or pink?? -Definitely purple...hahs.... 4)sleeping or watching tv?? -Sleeping!! 5)japan or new zealand?? -New Zealand first then Japan!! hahaha... Do u love: 1)cats or dogs?? -Hmm....if both how?? hehe... 2)your hero or Ninokinomiya from the group Arashi?? -Both lah sey!!! Heheheehe.... 3)burger or french fries?? -Fench fries!!!! 4)headphone or handphone?? -Hahaha...not sure.... 5)being random or being famous?? -Random I guess...haha.... ~END~ |