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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Pretty please....I need more doses.....
Ten things about me:1)Are u single?? -Nope 2)Are u happy about that?? -Yup2.... =) 3)Are u bored?? -Kind of.... 4)Are u sad?? -Unsure... 5)Are u Italian?? -I wish I was....haha.... 6)Are u plastic?? -The being the biatch or the plastic bag?? 7)Are u cool?? -My friend Willie thinks Im cool.....hahaha.... Ten Facts: 1)Initials -Still unsure.... 2)Nicknames -Billy,Dorae,Haj,Rockstar,Rocker,Bee-yotch,Emo partner,Mafia partner... etc3... 3)Birthplace -SGH 4)Hair colour -Black 5)Age -18 6)Eye colour -Dark brown 7)Birthday -140690 8)Mood -Crazy 9)Favourite colour -Black,Purple,Blue 10)Left or right handed -Right Ten this or that: 1)Love or money?? -Both...so balance...haha... 2)Hard liquir or beer?? -Damn....I dont drink those stuffs... 3)Cats or dogs?? -Cats 4)A few bestfriends or many regular friends?? -A few besties..... 5)Television or internet?? -Internet 6)Pepsi or coke?? -Pepsi 7)Wild night or romantic night?? -Romantic night....hee.... 8)Money or happiness?? -Happiness 9)Night or day?? -Night 10)Im or phone?? -Phone Ten preferences in a relationship: 1)Smiles or eyes?? -Smiles... 2)Light or dark hair?? -Dark hair.... 3)Hugs or kisses?? -Both can?? Hehee.... 4)Intelligence or attraction?? -Intelligence... 5)Hook-up or relationship?? -Relationship... 6)Trust or love?? -Trust... 7)Long distance or close?? -Close... 8)Text or call?? -Text... 9)Older or younger?? -Older... 10)Looks or personality?? -Personality... Ten last: 1)Last phone call u made -Kak Ina 2)Lat phone call u received -No one 3)Last person/people u hung out with? -Firdaus 4)Last person to text u? -My hero!! 5)Last person u tickled? -No one....hahs... 6)Last person u dance with -My big sister 7)Last person u hugged ? -My daddy...hehe.... 8)Lat person u slept with? -Does my buttercup counts?? 9)Last person u laughed with? -My big sister again....hehe.... 10)Last person u kiss? -My softtoy....hahahaha..... ~END~ Let's dress in black and look dead!!
Do u usually dress up??-Hmm...not so.....see my mood...hahs.... What are the main colours of ur clothings in ur cupboard?? -Mainly black and white..... Ur favourite colour(s)?? -Black and purple lah sey!!! What type of shoes do u wear?? -Sneakers...... Do u own high heels?? -One pair only.......haha....for hari raya moments...heeee...... How many pairs of earrings do u have?? -One pair I guess......hahaha.... If u have the urge to do piercing(s) again,where will it be?? -My eyebrow and bottom lip.....cool lah sey!!! Hahs..... Any dress(es) in ur wardrobe?? -Yup2..... How many?? -3 0r 4 if Im not wrong....... Which dress do u like from the above answer?? -My purple dress......I adore it...... =) What kind of music do u listen to?? -Mostly screamos and emos..... Who is the guitarist u dreamt of last two nights?? -Synster Gates from A7x!!!! Damn.........he's sooo hot......hahaha..... Which band are u obsessed with right now?? -A Skylit Drive!!!! Favourite song(s) from them?? -Drown the city and All it takes for your dreams to come true..... Which typical band do u want to meet?? -Avenged Sevenfold!! They are coming to Singapore!! Sadly.....I cant go....boo hoo.... Are u a poser?? -U decide......haha.... Last request?? -Yup2......can I dream of Zacky Vengeance tonight?? Weeee~ ~END~ Am I a good friend?? You decide......
How many friends do u have??-Hmm.....not that much I guess.... How many bestfriends do you have?? -One...and that is Nur Nazihah.....hee.... How about close friends?? -Four....and they are Atiqah(Friendster buddy),Fadhilah,Rina and Wati.....hehe... Good friends?? -The ones that I had made new friendship with...especially my attachment buddies...nice knowing u guys....haha...... From all of the answers,don't u think u have alot of friends?? -Im thankful for that but Im still not sure......... Why is that so?? -I dont know.....sometimes I just have the feeling..... The feeling of?? -......losing friends by the years..... Why do u feel that way?? -Not sure.......I just think that Im not a good friend sometimes.... Do u think u have lost any frineds recently?? -Ya.....quite a bunch.....they just gone with the wind.... Are u hurt by it?? -Not hurt.....just that I miss the old times..... How does your friends treated u?? -They are good to me especially the ones Im close with.......eventhough there are ups and downs,we are still good..... Do u love them?? -Of course!! I mean,come on,who doesn't love their friends right?? How do u treat your friends?? -I treat them like a family..... What makes u think that u keep losing friends?? -I think the way I usually brag about myself more?? Well......do u?? -I guess so....... Have u always been there for them?? -I try my very best to always be there when they need me.... Do u think u had done a great job as a friend?? -Im not sure......I think not?? I dont know...... Why?? -Unexplainable....... What do u want to say to them right now?? -To all my friends,the old and new,Im sorry if Ive not been a very good friend for all of u.....I didnt be there when u guys need me......didnt get to hangout with all of u like always..... But just to let u all know that Im truly grateful for having friends like u....really......I know sometimes I might brag about myself too much that I forget u are there........Im sorry...... I hope the friendship that all of us built,will never fade away........ Lots of love, Billy.... ~END~ Finally a break for us!!! And MSN,u sucks big time!!
Gosh!!At last,3 weeks break!! Hehehe...... I need to do some payback sleeping moments for myself already....hahs... But still,eventhough the holiday is on,there are still some works to do...damn it.... Nevermind.....I also need to buck up on my studies already...... This week,what Im happy about was,I get to meet my classmates again..... The crappines is still the same.....hahaha..... Now,Im missing them again.... Since we are not going to meet each other for 3 weeks.... But surely time pass by fast,and all of us will be together again..... IMY GUYS!!!!! Now,let me share with you about this MSN of mine..... Im getting frustrated with it by the day..... Urgh!! Freakingly irritating........ Seriously hating it.......... U know what,when I can online,suddenly I want to click any button on it,the thing will fade away and says that there is something wrong with it..... There is something wrong in it!!!! Totally bugging me...... I mean,I wanna have a nice chat with my friends and this happens.....crap..... I really pity to some of my buddies who chat halfway with me because of this stupid thing happens...... Hopefully,whateva MSN wanna solve the problem,they can get it.... Cause I feel so damn bored when Im not chatting with my friends.... DO U GET IT MSN!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So,yea,that was it... All has been let out...... Now,i'm much more calmer already...... Got to go.....tomorrow Im working...... Update u again soon!! Billy's out!!! ~END~ Faith and hope......Im needing it....
What did u do early in the morning??-Erm....went to school?? Or do u mean before that?? How was your day?? -Sleepy and tiring.... Did u enjoy?? -Nah......okielah....at least I still have my friends around.... What time did it ended?? -Around 11.45am i guess..... Where did u go after that?? -Home?? Did u had your meal?? -Cannot.....fasting beb......heee.... What did u do at home?? -Update friendster.....edit photos.... Who message u during that time?? -My hero!! Hehe..... Do u miss him?? -Damn! Alot......boo.... What did u do afterwards?? -Hmm....sleep....hahs...cannot control...... *Random Questions Time!! What do u want?? +I want my pillow!! (Random......) What do u need?? +A new handphone.... (Random......) Who do I want?? +My hero......heee... (Random.......) Why u do I feel sadness?? +Unexplainable...... (Totally real......) How do u chase them away?? +Seriously not sure...... (Totally real......) When do u want it want it to go away?? +As soon as it can....... (Totally real.....) ~END~ Emotions strike again.....
Song:River flows in you by Yiruma....Was listening to this song,suddenly a strong impact of sadness strikes me..... I dont know why.....maybe the sound of the piano is too soothing and nice.... seriously.... It's only the sound of piano that's involve.....When I heard it for the first time,I fell in love with it.... It makes me imagine that Im somewhere calm and I can be carefree.....really really love it.... Actually,this song is from the movie 'Twilight'.... The vampire,Edward Cullen,played this piece to his human sweetheart....this song is made as a lullaby for her when he wants to calm her down...... If he did not play it,he will just hum it at her ear......sweet isnt it?? Haiz....that's why I fell in love the song.....it just makes you want to cry.... I dont know for u guys but the song really touches my heart..... Those who are interested in this type of songs,I suggest you to listen to it..... It will melt your heart........ ~END~ Been busy?? Yea....Im gonna drop dead soon.....
Hey there bloggy!!Gosh......now then I get to update you man.... Been very busy these days...hahs...... But seriously,I had no time for myself last week.... Busy working lah sey.....hehe..... *First stop....attachment..... Yup,last friday was the last day of my 1.1 attachment...... Im half glad and half sad about it..... Glad because I get to see my friends again.....hee.... Sad because I totally gonna miss my patients.......haiz.... Especially this one uncle,suddenly his face turns sour when my friend and I say that it was our last day..... The cute part was when he say 'I miss you.... Isn't it sweet?? I mean eventhough some of the patients are irritating sometimes,when u try to talk to them nicely,they will listen to u..... That was my experience lah......hehe.... So,yea,hopefully I get my second attachment at the same ward again.... Im missing the nurses too.....keke...... And oh!! To my NP frenz.....I miss u guys too.... Nice knowing u people!! Hehehehe..... *Second stop......my weekends..... Last two days,was my working days at Giant..... Gosh......I cant even open my eyes..... Like totally busy sey..... Non-stop hits I tell u....... People like keep coming and coming....haiyo..... My legs were like crying for help sey.......hahs..... But I like the during break-fast period.... I had fun eating with my friends...... They all are like totally jokable people...... But the best part was,I get to went home early...... Like one hour earlier......hahaha..... Me like!!! Hopefully,this week is the same.....hehehe.... *Third stop.....today..... Today was the first day of school........ Urgh! Hate it........ It was like totally slow sey.....and draggy too.... I cant even open my eyes.......too sleepy...hee....... We get a new teacher and she was okie...... Hopefully everything will go well these 3mths..... Need to buck up man!!! Im lagging behind already......haish....... But one thing that is weird about today was about my clique..... They seem to be more silent then before..... I dont know...maybe its been a long time we didnt hangout with each other....... But I hope this awkward thingy wouldnt drag on..... So,that was it...... Haha......I'll update u soon aite! Getting sleepy already...... Nitez!!! Billy's out!! ~END~ When corrupted kids get together.....
Hey bloggy!!!How are u today?? Me?? Well....fine...haha.... Today I felt very sleepy...... And I mean,damn sleepy........ In fact,me and my friends felt the same way....... We are like totally weak like turtles....wakaka... Serious!! Suddenly,when the five of us couldn't take it,all of us went for our break.... After each of us has taken their own mp3 or earpiece for the hp,we went into our dreamland....hahaha...(except for one of my friend...hee....) We thought of waking up half an hour later,but in the end we overshot into one hour.... Hehee..... I guess we are too damn tired..... Slowly one of us being awaken by my friend,but we felt sooo lazy to open our eyes..... Hahaha...standard...... In the end,the five lazy bums,got up,and get out of the tea room with faces like crap...hehehe... So,yea,that was the hospital part.... End of my shift,I went home with two good buddies.... Haikal and faddy.....my crazy friends.....hee.... Our imagination suddenly runs wild sey......hahaha.... Cant take it.....hee..... The jokes are still in my head..... As haikal went home,me and faddy went to tampines to meet our baby rina... Hahaha..... I call her my baby cause she's kinda younger than us....hee.... When we saw her at the bus-stop,I was totally excited.... The three of us really hug each other thightly.......hehe...... I miss her alot..... Then a few minutes later,as I was about to go home,faddy take out a box which is being wrap with a wrapping gift.... She just give me and run off to catch the bus.... I was totally blur at first..... Slowly I open the wrapper,and I was shocked wif what I saw..... Audio-technica headphone!!!! Gosh..... I was totally stunned...... So sweet of her to do that.... Thanx faddy!! Hajar syg kamu...hee..... Kla,gtg.... Getting sleepy...heee.... Update u soon!! Billy's out!! ~END~ Because only a vampire can love u forever.....
What's your name??-Billy... What's your real name?? -Billy Dorae..... =D Where have u been today?? -School.... What time does it ends?? -4.10pm......so long......haha... Who did you went home with?? -Faddy!!!!! Heheeee...... Bus or MRT?? -MRT.....hahs....wasting time aren't we?? Was it raining just now?? -Yup...damn heavily lah sey....... NEXT SURVEY!!! More about Billy........ I like:Photography..... I love:My hero!! I adore:My family and friends..... I prefer:Pants than skirts.... Im irritated by:Bugs.....eww...... I dislike:People hurting my loved ones.... I created:My own nickname.....hahax..... I look upon:The twilight.... I want:To finish up my skills!!! I need:A new handphone!! I idolize:Fireflight.... I condemn:Animal killers!! I try:Not to repeat the same mistakes.... I just:Swear just now......gosh!! I live:In a random life.... I've corrected:My mistakes.... I miss:The people that I'm close with..... I have to:Go to bed right now!! Haha..... ~END~ |