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Patheticly Smiling.....
Today was the last day at bedok polyclinic.....I'm feeling half sad and half happy.....haha.... Half happy because polyclinic is soooo damn boring to be honest......hahax.... It's like most of the time we cant do anything as we are still students....crap.... All day long,its like observing......bored.... But there is a positive side of polyclinic too...hee.... I had learned many new things at there.... Like just now.....woah......I get to see papsmear.... (What the hell is that??) Hehe......erm...hard to explain....only women knows it....keke... So,guys,the information is too drastic for u to know...too bad...hahaha.... Moving on,there's a sad part of it too when I want to leave that place.... Because the nurses there were like sooo nice to us..... We had fun learning from them.... They really give us the information we need..... Thanx nurses!!! I'm gonna miss ya all!! So,yea,that was about polyclinic.... Now,about my day..... Erm...I don't know why....but today I felt abit different among my friends.... It's like crappily different..... I don't know......maybe my humour is not the same as them..... And when I was in the bus,suddenly I cried when they get down from the bus...... I know it sounds stupid....like why do I have to cry right?? I guess I just dont feel right that's all...... Like when I see them walking off,I just miss my old friends more..... The new ones are also fun but it just doesn't sounded right sometimes.... Do u get what I mean?? Haiz..... Okie2...before I cry again,let me just move on..... At home...... I thought that I want to have some alone time with myself.... But my dad keeps bothering me...... It was like urgh! It's not that I purposely want to chase him away......but it just.....haiz..... Imagine,when u want to relax ur mind and trying to cheer urself up,suddenly ur dad keep pestering u..... Do u feel irritated??? Like wanna say "SHUT UP!" right?? But luckily,I respect him as a dad if not........... And oh! News flash..... I get the job..... Yup2......but I suppose to be happy right?? Something's like holding me back...... The feeling of guilt is my heart....... When I start work already,I can't go out with my family,my friends and even my hero....... That's what holding me back....... Haiz....... That's all for now..... Update u again soon.... Billy's out!! ~END~ |