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Corruption in the mind.....
Heyz....How's my bloggy?? Me?? Well.....no comments...hahs.... Hmm....as u know,today is my third day at my new ward..... The one thing that I'm happy about is that the staffs at there are freakingly nice.... They are like totally different from my old ward.... (No offence people!! U guys were great too...) But seriously...they are like two different worlds.....hee.... Now the ward is fine....but......the work is very stressful..... With my teacher around,I just feel awkward..... I dont know why....... It's like I feel soooo restless when I see her..... Not that she's a bad teacher or something,I appreciate her..... Haiz....dont know eh....... I had brokedowns these few days..... The pressure is always there....I just couldn't handle sometimes..... Yesterday,I was also frustrated..... I just felt stupid cause my theory really sucks...... Really sucks alot...... Gosh......being a nurse is really damn freaking hard.. (Who says it's not??) Ya...I know....but my mind is slowing down these few days...... I even cried infront of my hero yesterday..... Everything went wrong totally..... What can I do?? All I can,is crying...... I dont want to show my weakness but I still cried...... I even had the urge to do what I had done to myself in the past..... Sigh.... No matter what,I still have to stay strong..... Life sucks,yea,but I know there are still beauty in it....... So,ya,this is the end of it...... Update ya soon..... Billy's out!! ~END~ |