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Hajar is the name. A MuslimI am,and proud of it. I choose not to deny my humanity but embrace it. I'm weird but approachable. I don't believe in karma but I believe in Qada & Qadar. ♥A nurse,who will always try to satisfy the hearts of her patients. |
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Eclipse comes my way.....
Eloo there bloggy.....It's already the end of the week.... Fast ain't it?? Hahs.....well,everything seems pretty fine at the ward today.... Except that most of my favourite patients were already been discharged.... Boo......now I dunno who I want to bully already......hee... Nevermind,I'll disturb the nurses then......haha..... Oh! Today,I get to meet my bestie!! Hehe......gosh.....it's been a long time we didn't hangout together.... Talking crap stuffs and more..... But there's one thing that Im feeling bad about..... I keep talking about myself but I didnt ask how's she doing.... Im such a bad friend....... (Zee....Im sorry.....I didn't mean to brag about my life so much to u.....I just want to share my experiences with u.....but I seem have neglected ure feelings....Im sorry again....) Another thing happen too.... Me and him had a tiff just now...... He called me saying that his mp3 has beenn stolen..... But I just felt that he's throwing his anger to me..... So I was kinda upset about it...... Suddenly,we had a little arguement.....but everything went fine now..... Hopefully,nothing bad would happen again..... Haiz......so that's all for today..... Kinda sleepy already..... Got to work tomorrow..... Nitez...... ~END~ Life's tempo and rythm.....
Hello bloggy!!!It's been a long time I didnt update u...gosh...haha.. Even my friend sey ure rotting?? Are u?? Hehe..... Im really very busy these few days..... I even randomly use the lappy right now.... Tired lah..... Well,my days of attachy are ending soon....counting them down already...keke... But confirm I'll miss the moments..... This week,my work pace was fine..... But the sad thing that happened was,one of my patient died when we were doing the aftenoon shift...... But he passed away at around 8+pm..... He's like the second one to go..... I really miss that pakcik..... Everything went so fast..... But at least me and my friends get to clean him for the last time and push him to the last office..... It hurts to see him go but we can't do anything about it..... Haiz..... Wokie.....enough of my sad moment.....change mood!! (SWITCH!!) Haha.....a few days more,I'll be fasting.... Time pass by fast ain't it?? Hopefully I have enough energy to work...hehehe.... One thing I hate is that on the second day of my fasting month,I have to go back to school for training..... Urgh! It's like bothering sey....I dont like...boo...... Then somemore my friends are going in a different day sey.....so sad... Didnt get to meet them again..... I really miss them alot.... Especially my girfriends!!!! I MISS U GUYS ALOT!!!! TOTALLY ALOT!!!! Cant wait to meet them soon..... But not only I miss them.....I MISS MY BESTIE!!!! NUR NAZIHAH BINTE ISMAIL!!!!! KU RINDU MU!!!! Hahaa...must I say the full name?? keke..... Gosh...... (And oh!! Hubby....I miss u too..... =D) Wow...that is alot of people I miss...hehe... Oh ya eh......I haven't type about my experience working at Giant...hee.. Never mind.....Next time,I'll tell u about it.....yea.... Kla,I wanna sleep.... Tomorrow morning shift beb.....haha... Got to go!! Nitez!! Billy's out!! ~END~ Suicidal behaviour,stop it I say.......
We meet again my bloggy.....hahs....Im totally exhausted today...... My heels are getting sooo worn out..... Gosh....three days busy?? But Im trying to get used to it.... That's what work is all about right?? If we dont do anything,I dont think I wanna name it a job...haha.... So,yea,many times doing changings and turnings.... And oh!! For the first time,I get to insert a medication inside somebody's butt....hehehe.... (Wha??) Ya..it's true!! It was like a new experience for me.....hee.... (Okie2 hajar....we get u.....) Hmm...now about let's talk tomorrow.... As u know,I took a part time job as a packer at Giant... Crazy right?? Hahs...... I just want to have the experience......and more money!! Hehehe.. No lah......just want to try out...... But there are things that I have to put behind first..... Like going out with my family,friends and even with my hero..... Those are the things that Im gonna miss out...... Im sorry that I dont have the time for u guys..... To my friends,(especially my beybehs!!),Im gonna miss u alot...... And to my hero,eventhough I dont get to spend time with u so often now,I'll still be there for u..... (Wokie......before I cry,I might as well stop...hahs...) Kla,got to go already.... Wanna download some songs...hehe... Chaoz!! Billy's out!! ~END~ Corruption in the mind.....
Heyz....How's my bloggy?? Me?? Well.....no comments...hahs.... Hmm....as u know,today is my third day at my new ward..... The one thing that I'm happy about is that the staffs at there are freakingly nice.... They are like totally different from my old ward.... (No offence people!! U guys were great too...) But seriously...they are like two different worlds.....hee.... Now the ward is fine....but......the work is very stressful..... With my teacher around,I just feel awkward..... I dont know why....... It's like I feel soooo restless when I see her..... Not that she's a bad teacher or something,I appreciate her..... Haiz....dont know eh....... I had brokedowns these few days..... The pressure is always there....I just couldn't handle sometimes..... Yesterday,I was also frustrated..... I just felt stupid cause my theory really sucks...... Really sucks alot...... Gosh......being a nurse is really damn freaking hard.. (Who says it's not??) Ya...I know....but my mind is slowing down these few days...... I even cried infront of my hero yesterday..... Everything went wrong totally..... What can I do?? All I can,is crying...... I dont want to show my weakness but I still cried...... I even had the urge to do what I had done to myself in the past..... Sigh.... No matter what,I still have to stay strong..... Life sucks,yea,but I know there are still beauty in it....... So,ya,this is the end of it...... Update ya soon..... Billy's out!! ~END~ Patheticly Smiling.....
Today was the last day at bedok polyclinic.....I'm feeling half sad and half happy.....haha.... Half happy because polyclinic is soooo damn boring to be honest......hahax.... It's like most of the time we cant do anything as we are still students....crap.... All day long,its like observing......bored.... But there is a positive side of polyclinic too...hee.... I had learned many new things at there.... Like just now.....woah......I get to see papsmear.... (What the hell is that??) Hehe......erm...hard to explain....only women knows it....keke... So,guys,the information is too drastic for u to know...too bad...hahaha.... Moving on,there's a sad part of it too when I want to leave that place.... Because the nurses there were like sooo nice to us..... We had fun learning from them.... They really give us the information we need..... Thanx nurses!!! I'm gonna miss ya all!! So,yea,that was about polyclinic.... Now,about my day..... Erm...I don't know why....but today I felt abit different among my friends.... It's like crappily different..... I don't know......maybe my humour is not the same as them..... And when I was in the bus,suddenly I cried when they get down from the bus...... I know it sounds stupid....like why do I have to cry right?? I guess I just dont feel right that's all...... Like when I see them walking off,I just miss my old friends more..... The new ones are also fun but it just doesn't sounded right sometimes.... Do u get what I mean?? Haiz..... Okie2...before I cry again,let me just move on..... At home...... I thought that I want to have some alone time with myself.... But my dad keeps bothering me...... It was like urgh! It's not that I purposely want to chase him away......but it just.....haiz..... Imagine,when u want to relax ur mind and trying to cheer urself up,suddenly ur dad keep pestering u..... Do u feel irritated??? Like wanna say "SHUT UP!" right?? But luckily,I respect him as a dad if not........... And oh! News flash..... I get the job..... Yup2......but I suppose to be happy right?? Something's like holding me back...... The feeling of guilt is my heart....... When I start work already,I can't go out with my family,my friends and even my hero....... That's what holding me back....... Haiz....... That's all for now..... Update u again soon.... Billy's out!! ~END~ Insanity Situations.....
Hey bloggy......How are ya?? I'm fine like usual..... This week I've been posted to bedok polyclinic..... Gosh.......it's soooo draggy sey....... But sometimes I feel that the time moves faster in polyclinic than in the wards.... Sounds nuts huh?? I don't know....hehe..... Nevertheless....there were some interesting moments too..... And I had learned more in the past three days...... The nurses there?? Hmm...they are fine too.....most of them really teach me alot about their work..... The room that I like the most,is the 'immunization room'.... The babies and children who came in for injection,were freakingly adorable...... Hahas.....seriously sey.....they haven't even been jabbed yet and they already cried....hee.... So damn cute...... The other rooms were also interesting too...... I had learned alot....... So that was about work..... Now,let me share some stuffs that has been going on..... Firstly....I MISS MY BEYBEHS!!!! Yea.......it's been a few weeks now I didnt meet up with them..... But recently,I've been meeting up with one of them...... I really really really pity her alot..... She really brokedown infront of me these three days..... Seeing her that way,really makes my heart hurt too...... So many things had happen to her and she cant take it..... Haiz..... To my friend fadhilah.....I hope u'll always stay strong ..... No matter how bitter it is,just swallow it..... Every bad thing happens,there's always a good reason behind it...... Insya-allah......have faith okie...... Secondly,I MISS MY HERO!!! Gosh......he's having field camp these four days..... He'll be back tomorrow..... But it's like soooo long for me sey.... Boo hoo......wonder how's he doing...... I really miss him alot...... Hopefully I can meet him next week..... *Fingers crossed...hee.... Lastly....Im going for an interview tomorrow..... (WHA??!!) I know,I know......stupid right...haaa..... Already on attachment,then somemore want to look for part time job..... Crazy hajar...... But,I do this cause I want to find extra allowance for myself..... I just want to try new stuffs...... I don't want to depend on my mother always just to buy the stuffs that I need..... I need to be independent sometimes..... So,yea,just a try out...and see how it goes..... So,that's all I like to update...hehe... I'll come back soon!! Billy's out!! ~END~ Yesterday was the last day......
 Yesterday was the last day at Ward 49......kinda sad though.....Alot of memories,the good and the bad,plays in my mind right now..... I had fun during that one month...meeting new friends and going nuts with them!! Hahaha... I gonna miss my staffnurses,my favourite ENs,my clinical instructor and of course,THE PATIENTS!!! Hehehe..... I sooooo gonna miss bed 29's singing(uncle,keep singing aite!!)....bed 32,my favourite pakcik,whom I already treated him like my own grandfather.....bed 30's smile......bed 34's laughter.....and not forgetting bed 28,uncle lee!!! It was fun baby-sitting or should I say uncle-sitting him...hehe..... At first,I thought it won't be as fun,but after awhile,I get used to it already..... They say,it's kind of a hell ward....but as I think back,it's not that bad..... Yea,there are some errors in that ward,hahaha...but overall,the ward was enjoying for me.... Sometimes,I could just laugh by myself when I think about the good times that we had..... So,yea,there goes ward 49.... I'll try to drop by once in awhile......insya-allah(in god's will)..... So,next week,is my attachy at bedok polyclinic.... Then after that I'll be moving to Ward 47.... Gosh...I hope my brain cells won't die soon..... It's like soooooo many stuffs to absorb already.....haiz..... Hopefully I can do it..... (Be strong hajar!!!) Wokie,so that's all..... Got to go!! Hungry already......hehehe...... Billy's out!! ~END~ Survey time for billy!!!
 Favourite colour??~Blue,black and purple!! Favourite hangout place?? ~My room?? Hehehe... Favourite meal?? ~Hmm......too much food in my head...hee.... Favourite snack?? ~Doraemon pancakes!! Favourite cartoon?? ~D-Gray man... Favourite tv show?? ~CSI.... Favourite comedy programme?? ~Whose line is it anyway? Favourite stuff toy?? ~My buttercup....hahs... Favourite animal?? ~The giant panda.... Favourite shoes?? ~Sneakers... Favourite instrument?? ~The guitar.... Favourite genre of music?? ~Mostly emo ones.....hehehe.... Favourite cartoon character?? ~Doraemon!! Favourite friend?? ~All my beybehs are my favourites..... ^.^ Favourite expression?? ~Crappy face.... Favourite actor?? ~Jhonny Depp... Favourite actress?? ~No one.....hahs.... Favourite sweetheart?? ~U know who...hee.... Favourite word?? ~'Hope' Favourite quote?? ~Alot actually....keke... Favourite hobby?? ~Doing poetries.... Favourite song?? ~For now it's 'Ketulusan Hati' by Anuar Zain.... Favourite band?? ~Alot....huhu.... Favourite past-time?? ~Sleeping......hehehe.... I may not be pretty like those girls, I may not be a prep like u wanted to see in me, Im just the average kid, Who loves her loved ones, And appreciate everything that God has given to me....... |